Wow...ok, so it's been quite a while since I've posted on here. So much has been going on in my life lately. I was looking forward to a nice break this week (spring break) but I'm stuck in Parkersburg until Thursday. I was supposed to be in Chicago with the choir, on Choir Tour...but 3 weeks ago-the school took our budget and cancelled it. We were all kinda dissapointed, but then, we were like, hey, we get a Spring Break now. Carl & I wanted to go to Florida (yes...we're still dating! 11 months yesterday), but Mr. Clark decided that he wants us to record a CD...which he decided to do this week. So...since Saturday I've been singing my butt off. It's kinda frustrating...but, I have to think positively. Who knows who this CD might reach, and maybe it will change a life. Like Karen said in her devo yesterday, we don't know what our purpose is for being in Parkersburg during spring break, but God does, and that's all that matters. We need to do all of this without complaining. Thursday morning, Carl and I, and puppy(yah, I got a puppy) are taking off to PA w/ Megan to stay @ my house for a few days. His parents are coming there to get the dog. The people he was staying with (since Carl and I both live on campus) decided that he was too much work for them. It was really hard for Carl and I to get there all the time b/c
1.) neither one of us have a car
2.) they live completely out of the way of anything, so no one wants to give us rides
3.) our schedules are crazy
So we're out of options...so his parents are coming to get Hunter b/c they poor little puppy is homeless, and my parents are dog Nazis. I asked Carl how he felt about our parents meeting and he said "Gulp" Lol

In other news....DELTA WON EXPRESSIONS!!!!!!! So stoked...It was just a fun experience, and all the clubs did really well. It was stressful for me, b/c I was Expressions! coordinator, so I had to be an adult and tell people what to do...not that many of them listened to me anyways...but it was an awesome show!!! I don't know if I'm going to be coordinator next year or not...lol

Well, I gotta get going-almost time for a recording session...I'll try to keep up with this. Later!!!!

Lately...I've just been feeling really overwhelmed-about everything. I love Carl though He told me to write something nice about him! Really though, he is like my calm in the storm. He knows how to make me feel better, and knows what to say when I['m being a brat.

Things have been going...well, I'd like to say they are going well, but let's get serious. Soccer has been terrible. Really, it has. Yah, I know we didn't when last year, but this year has been an absoulute mess. It's very discouraging, and I think people are losing faith in us. But, you know, it'd be nice if we could get some support... most of the Girls' team goes out to the volleyball games, or the guys games, but rarely do you see many fans at our games. I know yesterday, as someone so kindly put it-we lost 8-1 & its not even worth having a concession stand, but seriously-the support of the student body is really worth something to us. I guess coming to watch a team lose is only ok if we wear tight spandex shorts that are shorter than freaking underwear, or if we're attractive guys who have an attitude and ego bigger than their entire team(that's only aimed at person btw). It's just so hard to stay positive when I feel like everyone looks down on us all the time. Some of us are trying. *Sighs* It's been kinda rough. I've felt like Dr. Phil lately...but I am NO Dr. Phil. People have been coming to me-and sometimes I just have no idea what to say or do for people. I feel like people come to me, and I tell them what I think and what I think God wants for them, and it's like they don't even really want me to say anything. And maybe that's just it...maybe they don't want me to say anything, maybe they just want me to listen...but if I don't say anything...do they think I don't care???? It's all so frustrating for me. On top of that...my own personal life isn't so swell either. I've got family problems too....& ppl don't always understand. *sigh*

I just ask for anyone who still reads these to just please keep me in your prayers.

Ok, well, I'm back at school!!!! And, unfortunately for all of you who are reading this and have Myspace or Facebook...I can no longer have either of my accounts. Apparently, the NCAA is having problems with students from college teams getting kicked off or suspended b/c of compromising pictures on their sites. Schools nationwide are pushing their athletes to delete their accounts, forbidding them, AND checking to make sure they've been deleted. Our coach gave us 24 hours to delete them. So, I have no communication with most of my friends. lol AIM and email only goes so far. And-we have nothing to kill time with anymore:( So, Xanga is it for me. lol

I started actual soccer today. Yesterday we had a meeting and stuff with trainers. And today, we died. Hahaha...we started of "gradual"...and it was rough. Our new coach is going to WORK us. I mean, it's going to be good...but man-I'm TIRED!!! Lol

Well, hit me up on here or on my AIM. Laters!!