I wanna take the bullet the one aimed strait for your heart i wanna meet the wolves halfway and let them tear me apart, but thats not the way they do it here, i wanna lay on the tracks feel hot steel screamin at me expose the bones on my back let me show you what i mean, ya its a different kind of love, i wanna climb barbed wire fences and warm our hands in blood, this is my gift asking you to fix my ruined hands, and its a gift that keeps on givin, and right now its all i have to give, i wanna write the perfect song and play it just for you while you are tangled up in sleep, i need you more than ill ever know, until i stop breathing, my lungs will take you for granted - Thrice Only now that you have taught me, (but how late) my lack, I see the chasm, And everything you are was making, My heart into a bridge, By which I might get back, From exile and grow man, And now the bridge is breaking, For this I bless you as the ruin falls The pain you bring is Far greater than all other gain - Thrice
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Sunday, April 18, 2004

ya im pretty much done with xanga, i havent checked it in forever, just kinda lost interest i geuss


Tuesday, April 06, 2004

Im sorta moved into my new house now, and for the next 2 weeks me and it will only be me and paul here...its gunna be great...i just got my cable/internet hooked up today, finally...


Friday, April 02, 2004

im moving today....im going to be living over by krispy kream on noland road, also next to mc. donlands, and wendys, and burgerking, and quiznos....haha


Monday, March 29, 2004

<Smokin><Cigarettes><And><Watchin><Captain><Kangaroo>

ya so im back from florida now, it really sucked, first of all when we get on the plane for atlanta the metal detector goes off on me cause there is an empty pack of cigarrettes in my pocket, and my dad was standing right there, then we get on our plane and its a tiny commuter plane and the flight gave me and valerie horrible headaches, and we flew around atlanta for like 2 hours cause there was too much traffic, so our plane arrived an hour late and we run like a mile all the way across atlanta international and immediatly get on our next flight, then we arrive at orlando and our luggage didnt make it on the plane so we wait at the airport till like 2 in the morning and finally get checked into our hotel at like 3:30 and fall asleep, first day we go to animal kingdom which was cool if u like animals and zoos and stuff like that which i do so...then the second day we go to universal studios which sucks balls except for MIB ride, Back to the Future and Shreck 3d, then the next day we went to sea world which was the best park out of all the ones we went to, they have a kick ass roller coaster and me and valerie got to pet a penguin(yay), then the next day we went to disney world which sucked balls, big ones, it was fuckin hella boring...then the beach was cool except me and my sister got extremly sun burnt it sucks, almost all the restaraunts we went to had bad food and lousy service, i had no bud for the whole week, and i come home to find out that the house is wrecked and a bunch of really fucked up shit happened while i was gone, but everthing is going to be all better when we move on thursday/friday...i dont think i should go out of town again unless its with my friends...vacations with your family suck....orlando was one of the biggest letdowns of my life, when i was little all my friends would go and come back telling my how great it was....it sucks, this is bullshit....

<Now><Dont><Tell><Me><I><Got><Nothin><To><Do>


Friday, March 19, 2004

/\/The\Future/Has\Fallen/Short\When/The\Sun/Sets\North/\

leavin for florida tommorrow morinin guys, so if u wanna chill before i leave u better come over!!.............................

...............................................................fuckers

/\And/The\Clouds/Fall\From/The\Mirrored/Walls\/\



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