Today is september 11th 2005, 4 yrs ago
i lost my cousin/godfather. he was 24
& worked in WTC 2. he went. & he died in
the same building. - He was on the roof ..
He & many others saw the Helicopters and
he swore he thought he would be saved. He
called us up & said he would be home and
he loved us and he was ok. When he hung up
the phone' the towers went down.. and so did he
my Life- i miss him so much & i want him back
i wish we could change the past and he wouldent
have been there- he had a docters appointment
that day but canceled for a meeting.. why oh why?
TERRY GAZZANII .. my cousin who dyed .. iLu
- this post is all for him.. please comment and send
me some hope - i doo need it right now.. xox
thenn & now .. Lost forever
QUOTES <3
"The planes were hijacked, the buildings fell, and thousands of lives were lost nearly a thousand miles from here. But the attacks on the World Trade Center and the Pentagon were an attack on the heart of America. And standing here in the heartland of America, we say in one voice: We will not give in to terrorists; We will not rest until they are found and defeated; We will win this struggle not for glory, nor wealth, nor power, but for justice, for freedom, and for peace; So help us God." --Tom Harkin
Freedom is never more than one generation away from extinction. We didn't pass it to our children in the bloodstream. It must be fought for, protected, and handed on for them to do the same, or one day we will spend our sunset years telling our children and our children's children what it was once like in the United States where men were free." - Ronald Reagan
Just because her eyes don’t tear doesn’t mean her heart doesn’t cry & just because she comes off strong doesn’t mean there’s nothing wrong
She stays strong on the outside, but on the inside
she cries because she knows it will never be
the same again.
My eyes burn from these tears
You'd think I'd learn over these years
that good things won't last forever"
"You could see it in her eyes,
She loved him and it was killing her."
"for once .. just once .. instead of telling
me all the reasons why i shouldnt cry,
pay attention to the 1 reason why i am."
"and i'm sorry if i'm giving up to easy .. i just
don't have the strength to fight anymore"
"im not gonna to write you a poem.
or tell you how much i miss you.
because word's can be bullshit
but when you see the tear's,
streaming down my face.
hopefully you'll understand."
Hold on to what you love
Stay true to what you know
take everything you dream of
and never let it go <3
everyone keeps asking me if i'm okay;
what am i supposed to tell them?
no, i'm not okay .. and then what?
so i just smile and say i'm fine
even though i'm really dying inside.. ~
she says "I'll be okay"
as the tears run down her face.
why does it feel like no one sees the things I see?
All wounds heal, but the scars they leave behind are FoReVeR *
he life we live is always filled with challenges
Which we must face each day
& try and live through
..No matter how bad it gets..
living is easy
when u keep
your eyes
c l o s e d
YESTERDAY WAS THE W0RST DAY
EVER & T0M0RR0W W0NT BE BETTER..
My pain you'll never know.
My feelings i'll never show.
The past remains nameless
& yet you think you fuckin know
A PiLL T0 MAKE Y0U NUMB
A PiLL T0 MAKE Y0U DUMB
A PiLL T0 MAKE Y0U ANYB0DY ELSE
BUT ALL THE DRUGS iN THE W0RLD
W0NT SAVE HER FR0M HERSELF.
She felt far from okay
but sometimes the biggest
lies slip out easier than the
truth.. SEARCHiNG F0R N0THiNG, W0NDERiNG
iF i'LL CHANGE. i'M TRYiNG EVERYTHiNG BUT
EVERYTHiNG STiLL STAYS THE SAME..
Screws just fall out all the time, the world is imperfect
THE SCARS WiLL LAST F0REVER,
BUT N0THiNG C0MPARES T0 THE PAiN
THAT PUT THEM THERE..
i'M S0 ANGRY iNSiDE & N0 MATTER H0W HARD
i TRY, EVERY0NE SEE'S WHAT i'M TRYiNG T0 HiDE.
My road may be lonely just because it's not paved
its good for drifting, drifting away. i feel like going back
there but never for long. i sometimes wonder if they
know that i'm gone.. --
AN0THER TEAR R0LLS D0WN MY CHEEK,
AS AN0THER DAY C0MES THERES 0NE M0RE NiGHT i DiDN'T
SLEEP, Y0U TURNED MY DREAMS iNT0 NiGHTMARES,
ALL I EVER REALLY WANTED WAS F0R Y0U T0 CARE,
BUT MY ALL WAS NEVER REALLY EN0UGH F0R Y0U,
CUS iF iT WAS WHY D0NT Y0U L0VE ME T00 ?.
If I close my eyes,
and forget i'm here,
maybe someday,
I'll disappear...
i`m not depressed;; i just hate everything.
i`m not a horrible person;; i just let everyone down.
i`m not an outcast;; everyone just hates me.
i`m not in love;; i just constantly think of him.
i`m not a cutter;; i just have to slice my wrists.
i`m not a mistake;; i`m just not supposed to be here.
i`m not suicidal;; i just want to die.
wipe a tear
& crack a smile
you’re just commited
the perfect crime
faked them all
they didn’t know
you’re dying inside
She's not the kind of girl that likes to tell the world
The way she feels about herself.
She Painted on A Smile and learned to pretend.
& Her eyes are filled with tears
They need to stop teaching children
That life is all sunshine and smiles.
It's not, and broken hearts don't heal
as fast as scraped knees, and can't be
mended with a mere band-aid. So stop
all of the lies and tell them the truth.
Im not afraid of heights im afraid of falling..
Im not scared of the dark im scared of whats in it..
Im not afraid to love, im afraid of not being loved back
Goodbye hurts more than anything...especially when deep down you know you’re never going to say hello again.
Just when you think things can't get any worse... they do. But I've learned that life is like hour glass sand. Sooner or later, everything hits rock bottom, but all you have to do is be patient and wait for someone to turn everything around.
I say "Oh I'm fine," and I walk away
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