::new song:: You & Me: Lifehouse

well this past week...nothing too much. monday was my sisters volleyball game woop woop! fun stuff. always love going to her games. then was laguna beach night with miss angela!  yeahhh. tuesday...nothing terribly exciting that i can remember.  wednsday had mcdonalds with my girls and rony and edgar! i miss you all! thursday....went to the rice 7th grade girls vball game to support miss taylor anderson! hung out with summer, erin, jaci, and kristen!! wow i miss them soooo much! so afterwards summer and i met up with the guys on the football fields to find out someone got a concussion...and brent is wearing half his shirt.  haha not that it wasnt hott and all...haha but most everyone went home but me my sis summer wade ben and grant.  so we all met up at starbucks and i picked up sarah to join us! we stayed from about 8:30 to 10:15ish. it was awesome. haha. so on friday i woke up and sarah called around 2 so i went to her house to chill till about 6! came home got ready and went to see flight plan with sarah nikki ben and sam and my sis' friends.  partaaay. then went back to sarahs house for the night.  yesterday we woke up at noon, showered then went out to eat then willowbend mall where i saw the lovely ladies angela, steele, and rossi!  that was nice. came home went out to eat and relaxed the rest of the night. so yeah.  did i hug the aura brent and ronil...haha.

its been a rough few weeks. and thank you to those who have truly been there for me. you know who you are.  i couldnt have gotten through this without yall. 

Just Want You To Know::Backstreet Boys <3

Looking at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night

Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me

I just want you to know that ive been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then theres nights that never end
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

All the doors are closing I'm tryin to move ahead
And deep inside I wish its me instead
My dreams are empty from the day the day you slipped away

I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

That since I lost you I lost myself
No I cant fake it theres no one else