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Name: Michelle
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Metro: Chicago
Birthday: 6/21/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: Jesus, friends, dance, films, music, art, theatre, the city by the lake (chicago)
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
11/11/2004
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| well, i am hopeful about the future. maybe not always for myself, but for my friends. wait! more accurately, i am hopeful and prayer-ful (is that a word?!) that God has a plan that is deeeelicous and sometimes hard to reach. i truly believe that God has a reason for everything. i think this year i have been comforted by that thought, but haven't always lived it out. there have been amazing people in my life this past year, and this past year has been the hardest for me ever. i feel sad, selfish and sorry that those amazing people have been in my life at my worst because i feel like i haven't been there for them as i normally would. i desire to be a better friend, a better woman, and less confusing. most of all though, i desire to trust God. hmmm thats not all, but thats all i'll say for now....
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| hmmmmmm. things had been odd. and sometimes bad. but i have the most fabulous roomates, beautiful dear friends, incredible family and i am thankful and doing well! thatssssss all.
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| sometimes i am horrible at communication. other times im really good. lately i feel like i have been horrible about communicating with people. its funny though b.c. i have all these thoughts that i have decided are a double edged sword. like if i say them i will probably feel better, and the person receiving my thoughts will probably understand me better (thats a big maybe though), but then the said person may become more confused about their own thoughts after i have shared my thoughts. haha what a ridiculous sentence that was. is that understandable though? therefore what i am getting at is, if my communication is not very clear lately, its because im spending alot of time being confused thinking about whether or not my thoughts will confuse the recipient. and so, if my silence is confusing, just know that i am thinking dearly of you. i, just like eveyone goes through phases. currently i am in my silent phase.
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| sometimes i am horrible at communication. other times im really good. lately i feel like i have been horrible about communicating with people. its funny though b.c. i have all these thoughts that i have decided are a double edged sword. like if i say them i will probably feel better, and the person receiving my thoughts will probably understand me better (thats a big maybe though), but then the said person may become more confused about their own thoughts after i have shared my thoughts. haha what a ridiculous sentence that was. is that understandable though? therefore what i am getting at is, if my communication is not very clear lately, its because im spending alot of time being confused thinking about whether or not my thoughts will confuse the recipient. and so, if my silence is confusing, just know that i am thinking dearly of you. i, just like eveyone goes through phases. currently i am in my silent phase.
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| ummmm....im back in the united states....haha! i suck at these journal things.
school has begun. it is my senior year and my mind is in 10 different places. literally!!!! im thinking about people, classes, rehearsals, choreography, God, trying to get healthy (im getting over mono), where im going to move after graduation, if im going to move after graduation, what im going to do this weekend and how and when it was that i started growing up. like i said- 10 different places!!!!
ok. well happy first week of school to everyone! | | |
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