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Thursday, January 06, 2005

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 03:59:55 GMT

http://server2.uploadit.org/files/phuongus-friend.jpg

0MG my frend [almost cuzzin] gave me that.... howww cute!!!
awwwwwww i love you phuongiee!

Friday, September 24, 2004

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 06:00:56 GMT

Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:	201

Quiz created with MemeGen!

oh gosh.... usher wants to BANG me.. ahah...

Saturday, September 18, 2004

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 07:37:31 GMT

well today... mark and xernan [[mark the one i like]] <they live n. vegas> they came down to my side of town and me and my mom went to go pick them up near by my house and my parents went out and so i was home alone wit them for like about 1o minutes and my little cuzzin came and so xernan mark and me went up into my room and like we was juss messing around they was lying down on my bed and was about to fall asleep untill i WHACKED mark''s ass wit a water bottle ahah and then like he was messing around wit my door cause he was coming in and out and so i closed the door on him and he got a mark... and it was funnie at first but wen it starting hurting i felt sorry for him and so like i gave him a bandage and xernan was calling mark an azn version of nelly ahahah and then like we went down stairs and mark wanted to go in my back yard and so i let him outside and i locked him outside and then like he kept telling me to go outside wit him but i didnt want to cause xernan was gonna lock me out and so i juss stayed in the house and xernan was asking me if i think mark is cute and stuff and so i told him and like we went to my church and then like gyea we had hella fun aahahah and i was throwing fries at them.. ahah it was hella funnie and i threw a fry at xernan and it went down his shirt.. LMFAO i got it down his shirt twice oO and like we was talking bout cars and stuff and i was like if i get a car and i drive you guiis around wat do you guiis give me or watever... mark was like give me a kiss rah here *pointing to his lips* hehe and wen i got home i called him and gyea.. ahah we gonna do something like this again later.. ahaha

Monday, September 06, 2004

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 23:02:19 GMT

You ask me if I love you,
and I ask myself how to begin
to share with you
the feelings in my heart.

You inspire in me a love so deep
words cannot describe it,
so powerful that it overwhelms
my every thought.

You ask me if I love you,
and I wish there were a way
you could just see into my soul
and find the depth of passion,
tenderness, and love
that holds you closer to my heart
than anyone or anything else.

You ask me if I love you,
and I look into the magic
of your eyes and promise,
"Yes I love you...
I always will".

Friday, August 20, 2004

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 21:55:36 GMT

"...if you thouqht you knew what love meant...read this & question yourself.."

--"love definded by qod is not based on feelinq or desire, but on choice & sacrifice. you have to choose to be patient, kind, & forqivinq. you have to make conscious decisions to forqive someone, to be honest, and not to qive up. therefore, love is a choice. and the choice to love is a sacrifice. when you choose to love someone, instead of askinq "what`s best for me?" you`re askinq "what`s best for them?" in lovinq someone you have to qive up your pride, your envy, your selfishness, your personal desires, and your own way, to seek the best for them. this is why love would never hurt someone, love would never demand anythinq, and love would never qive up or walk away. love always has a servant`s heart, and willinq to do anythinq, even die for the beloved.

--god intended love to be a choice & a sacrifice. this is why he sent his son, jesus, to die on the cross for you & me. as each nail was driven into jesus` flesh, he could have chosen to abandon the mission. as blood poured from his wounds and he fouqht to breathe, jesus could have qiven up on savinq you from your sins. but no..."love is always patient & kind...it is not selfish...love endures throuqh every circumstance." jesus chose to sacrifice his life as the ultimate expression of love. he didn`t let feelinqs or emotions qet in the way. his love was a commitment based on choice & sacrifice.

--while many point to qushy feelinqs & cute couples and say "that is love," i can only point to the cross jesus died on and say "that is love."

--romace can be part of love -- the part that feels, qushes, desires & qoes crazy. romance, thouqht, is not love in & of itself. and romance without true choice, commitment, & sacrifice as the foundation will eventually die. let`s face it, feelinqs aren`t reliable. beauty, attraction, and all that comes with it fade with time. your feelinqs toward someone miqht be drastically different today from what they will be tomorrow. attraction to another person doesn`t mean you actually love them--it only means you are attracted to them! i am convinced that i could be attracted to just about anyone of the opposite sex if i were to spen enouqh time with them. it`s how god wired us! but just because i`m "attracted" doesn`t mean i`m committed to them, servinq them, layinq down my life for them, indeed "lovinq" them. this is why so many marriaqes are failinq. couples are basinq all their choice, commitment & sacrifice on romance & attraction-- the complete opposite of what god desiqned!

--love shoudn`t only be found in romantic relationships, however. sometimes the qreatest love is found between siblinqs or parents/ children or even just friends. i belive our hiqhest purpose in life is to love. to daily serve & qive up everythinq & truly love from our hearts, deeply & passionately. i don`t mean allowinq yourself to "fall in love" with anyone-- romance should be kept only for god & the one he`s chosen for you-- but to care for every person in your life, young & old, skinny & pudqy, nice & not so nice, godly & ungodly. and to love jesus first, above all else. if you do this, your life could not be fuller or more rewardinq."

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Tue, 17 Aug 2004 18:21:46 GMT

A little bit of you
and a little bit of me
Have switched respective places
in a mystifying "we."

When miles come between us
and our lives are drawn apart
Our thoughts remain together
Tugging softly at the heart.

This loneliness without you
tells of special moments shared.
and says across the miles
Just how much wee always cared.

The emptiness that comes
with just the memory of your touch
stirs a feeling from within that says,
"I miss you very much."

-- to de... i love you and will miss you --

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 23:36:11 GMT

and of course.. my babeeh stole my surveys and did them for me

o1. What is your name? de
o2. How do you know me? hehehe
o3. How much of a friend am I to you? more then a friend
o4. How / when did we meet? phuong
o5. What was your first impression of me? wow...
o6. Do you still feel the same way about me? yea
o7. What did you think of a person I was when you first met me? swt grl
o8. Rate 1-1o On looks: 10..000
o9. Rate 1-1o How much you love me:...off the charts
1o. Would you ever want to kiss me? fuck yea
11. What reminds you of me? everything
12. Did you ever want me? [[bf-gf way]] we are and i love it
13. Did you ever hide anything from me? no
14. Describe me in ONE word: perfect

--If jiunniE were a ______ ,what would I be?--

Animal:: lion - strong n commanding, yet caring and loyal
Fruit:: cherry - sweet n small red and succulent juicy
Color:: yello - always up for anythin *wink*
Household Object:: wat the fuck...lol chopstix - without them i wouldnt b able to eat / without eatin i wouldnt live / without bein alive...wlel yea
Season:: spring - beautiful no matter wat full of energy
Article of Clothing:: ...baby censor this...lol silky *-****** - so smooth in every way...very sexy and a very big turn on =D
Drink:: sex on the beach - hahaha jus cuz shes sounds sexy hhaha

Monday, July 19, 2004

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 02:15:43 GMT

RIDDLE!!:

mary's father has five daughters.
Nana, Nene, Nini, and Nono.
What is the fifth daughter's name?

- - YES EVERYONE.
IT'S MARY!
hint: MARY's FATHER... lmfao.
No. Not Nunu. =]

Thursday, July 15, 2004

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 23:25:57 GMT

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Guy: Rarely.
Girl: But you cross mine all the time. Can I ask you something else then?
Guy: Sure anything.
Girl: Will you do anything for me?
Guy: No.
Girl: (Her heart is broken)If one day I`m gone, will it affect your life?
Guy: No.
Girl: Do you even care about me?
Guy: No.
Girl: You have a choice, meor your world. Tell me now...
Guy: My world...

She walked away... the guy stood there.

And after a heartbeat he ran after her and grabbed her hand...

Guy: What my heart holds, I can never explain. Girl you don`t cross my mind all the time, but everytime. When you ask me will I do anything, you never knew I would do everything. When you asked when you`re gone, will it affect my life, it wouldn`t because it would affect my universe, my heart, my soul, my mentality, and everything inside of me.When you ask do I care about you,I don`t care. For what I do is love you, love you with no boundaries or limit that defies words. Beyond expressions that a naked eye can see, for what I have for you is more than love...when you walked away and asked you or my world... sadly you didn`t know you were my life, and my world...

Thursday, July 15, 2004

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 05:47:17 GMT

You're far away, know that I love you.
I long to hold on, to touch you
My eyes filled with glistening dew
I cry because I miss you much
My body longs for your gentle touch.
How I long for your warm embrace
To gaze lovingly into your face.
My mouth is quevering with longining
But for two weeks, I must be waiting.
Yet I want to kiss you badly
It hurts me, for I must wait, sadly.
I wish I was with you right now
though it hurts me so, I don't know how
I want to be with you always,
Every night, and all of the days
Though many miles keep me from you
know that in my heart, I love you.
_ _ _ taken from jay.. sorry