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Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 08:44:09 GMT

我每日最傷心既時候, 莫過於早上醒來的一刻, 同臨近睡眠的一刻.

我要努力!...

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Tue, 15 Jul 2008 09:44:35 GMT

"這世界沒有什麽沒有誰就不能活"

這句話我記得同Carol講過, 亦都同Gloria講過. 個時我真係講得容易...原來要真正領悟到呢個道理係好難, 好辛苦. 希望我可以做到....

Monday, July 14, 2008

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 06:41:56 GMT

今日, 我行過randwick plaza..一路行, 一路唸起以前既事, 一路好傷心. 突然, 有人拍我博頭. 我轉身看..原來係個鬼佬婆婆. 佢同我講 "我見你個樣好唔開心, 笑啦 (跟住佢用手係佢面上畫個笑容出來). 無論點, 笑, 你就會不知不覺開心返. 甘先會catch the attention of nice boys".

我一時間唔知俾咩反應佢, 但佢就望住我. 我用力係佢面前笑出來, 佢見我笑就對返我笑. 我腦就唸起係一句, "人間有情". 謝謝你, 老婆婆.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Sat, 12 Jul 2008 15:01:13 GMT

真正的再見
但我們仍是朋友, 我將來會找你的

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 10:28:22 GMT

I am happy for u..I really am!

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 08:33:40 GMT

兩個月啦, 就這樣, 過了兩個月..

我每一日最唔開心的時候就係搭巴士. 每次我搭巴士, 由其係放學, 個天黑晒, 個人好累, 自己一個, 望住窗外的馬路, 樹, 店, 行人, 就會不知不覺地唸野. 所唸的都係以前既野, 或檢討下現在的我. 唸唸下, 就會不知不覺地流眼淚. 每次都係甘, 就算mp3開得幾大聲都無用. 或許搭巴士就係每天我自己面對自己的時間. 腳無得動, 又無人傾計, 又無野做, 又無特別野睇, 個腦就會自自然然地唸野. 真係唔明, 人真係可以話唔唸就唔唸嗎? 話放底就放底嗎? 人是冷血的嗎? 定係我自己太執著了... 執著...可以改變到嗎? 好似叫人唔好轉牛角尖, 真係你叫佢就唔會再轉牛角尖嗎? 我覺得自己無能為力. Its like I am trapped and I cant escape.

Anyway, 近排我愛上了睇書. 這幾天我就用搭巴士的時間睇書. 睇得好入神, 沒唸其他野. The book "Tell me no secrets" by Joy Fielding is such a good book!!! Highly recommended it. 讀完自己都想做lawyer.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 09:37:34 GMT

It has been exactly one year since my graduation. When I think back to this exact date last year, I cant help feeling sad. I was so happy at this time last year..and now... Its amazing how so many things can change within the space of one year. Actually, a lot of things can change in the space of a few months, or few weeks, or few days.

Today is also the 1 yr old "bday" for my graduation pink giraffe doll (aka little pig pig). I am very happy you remembered... I really am. thanks... Wish you all the best with your internship.

As for me...I need to be strong, life must go on..

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Thu, 29 May 2008 21:22:13 GMT

差唔多成個半月啦, 話完全無事係假的. 或許有d野係永遠都擺脫唔到, 永遠都係個心留底條刺.
其實這個世界什麼都無保障. 有人對你好, 但你點知下一秒佢係咪仍然會對你好. 有時連我對自己既承諾都實現唔到, 何況其他人?

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Tue, 06 May 2008 09:43:40 GMT

I had a dream last night. I was at Sammi's concert, except the concert wasnt at Entertainment centre but in a large room. Sammi was singing a song. The crowd was excited, jumping up and down, and cheering. After the song, Sammi left the stage and there was an announcement "Today we have a performing guest to sing for us...Richie Ren!". Instantly, the crowed went silent. There was no clapping or cheering. Richie went on stage, and started to sing the song 有夢的人. The crowd did not pay attention. Some were talking to themselves, some were boo-ing, some looked bored and pissed. Richie continued to sing, but he face was deflated. However, I was very excited to see Richie. I was jumpimg up and down, cheering and singing the song out loud with him. After he finished the song, Richie turned to me and said "Thank you. It is support from fans like you that has made me continue to sing". I was very touched. He then left the stage and I woke up.

I was very surprised to have such dream.....the situation, song and lyrics applied to me so much. Maybe my subconscious mind is telling me I need to find a dream, a goal, and a direction for my life, instead of living aimlessly everyday and get sad. It is a really nice song..and it is sure nice to see my no.1 singer singing one of my fav songs and talking to me...even if it is in a dream. I hope I can add oil.

有夢的人

詞曲：林隆旋　編：陳飛午

演唱：任賢齊

專輯名稱：兩極

每個人都一樣　往事難忘

提到過去　就熱淚盈眶

感人真情　帶著無限嚮往

有夢的人都一樣

回想我一路上　走走唱唱

有時快樂　有時候感傷

可是我依然　帶著深切盼望

希望有天成功在望

北方走到南方　尋找一個理想

哪怕真的就是一個人去闖

帶著你的祝福　還有簡單行囊

當做我失落的避風港

不管有沒有人　喜歡我的歌唱

我都願意繼續飛翔繼續分享

月亮給我思念　星星為我照亮

高歌的人不再徬徨

在我落淚之前　我會依然堅強

再多的苦我想也就是這樣

遠眺愛的方向　前景已經照亮

有夢的人不會徬徨

Friday, May 02, 2008

Fri, 02 May 2008 01:28:56 GMT

Today, I finally know the personality of one person.