Spooning?

Okay okay, I've had this question on my mind for the longest time but I've never thought to ask anyone. I love to hug and massage and lay with people (not sexually) and other wise be really affectionate.  Sometimes when some of my friends come over I just wanna ask if they want to spend the night and then when we finally go to sleep after watching movies, eating, etc. I usually want to sleep right next to them and hug them(spooning). Is this wrong or slutty? Sometimes I wonder if it's crossing the line. I mean I would like to do this if I had a boyfriend or not. I mean I don't mean anything sexual about it so is it okay? SOMEONE PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK. I'd really appreciate it. Thank you.

                                                                           John Do

catching up

For whom it  may concern: I have been so emo lately. I don't know what it is, I mean some other students in massage therapy school think that I may be absorbing too much negative energy in the line of work that I'm currently working in (Dialysis-for people with end stage renal failure). Anyways, I've been thinking of doing some more research in the line of raki, chakras,or other energy modalities of that nature. In one way it scares me to think that I might be steering towards becoming some "new agey" but I think if one person responsibly takes severable aspects of  many different ideas that one would find the image or idea of truth that is the most self serving or most enlightening. But back to what I was talking about before, I have been feeling really emotional lately, but I haven't had any other major stresses in my life that I haven't had before. So I've come to the conclusion that in one way I could look at it as "I might need to research help with someone in the psychological field,  accept the fact that there is a lot of things we don't know about the human body and mind and keep an open mind about other treatments like raki or self awareness meditation.

It's all over!

Crazy

I can't gets no sleep.

I've been getting a lot done lately, school starts next week and I didn't really notice until recently that I have a lot of medical classes that could be used for a LPN, RN, or anything else that I might want to do in the medical field. But first let's get this out of the way. My roomate will be moving out in about nine months but I will be going to school for a year and a half! *gasp*. What is a boy to do? I say boy but I've been looking kinda old lately. And I'm a wreck about that too. I think it's cause I haven't been getting much sleep lately, I mean I have to get up at five am and work till four thirty pm. Yikes! Plus I haven't got much time to shave. LOL.

On another note, I MISS MY FRIENDS! It seems like everyone I know or knew is moving away. One of my close friends Marcus Whitmoore is moving to florida and another is one is moving to california, and another to south carolina. And I hardly know anyone here! I'm not out going enough and I hate it! Plus some of my friends turned out to be liars and I've always had trust issues. I don't know why but it's tough for me to get by trying to do everything alone. . . . . I must be weak. My dad and brother is always right.