dang i haven`t put anything up, that was all jessie.. i miss her.<3

I want a boy. A bad boy. But a bad boy with a soft side. A boy who will make me laugh. A boy who will let me play with his hair. A boy who will stop and wait for me in the hall; take my hand; and walk me two classes away. A boy who will tell me he loves me when I get to school. A boy who will never be ashamed of me. A boy who would go to something even though he doesn’t want to; just to see me. A boy who will run his fingers through my hair. A boy who would take the long way to class and be late just to see me for 30 seconds. A boy who would stay after school with me just to walk around and talk. A boy that can free style for me. A boy that would look me in the eyes and sing me something random but sweet. A boy that acts normal around anyone. A boy who would tell a girl that he had a girlfriend. A boy who would make out in the rain with me. A boy who would lay under the stars and tell me stories as I lay my head on his chest. A boy who would wait for me outside the bathroom. A boy who would come up behind me; take my hands; and lay his head on my shoulder so I can put mine on his. A boy who lets me pay for something’s. A boy who would do something special for me if I were having a bad day. A boy who would write on "Happy Birthday" on a chalkboard in one of my classes on my birthday. A boy who would take someone’s cell phone; go into the bathroom and call me if I wasn’t in school; and find out where I was. A boy who would tell me things through my friends. A boy who yells my name from across the hall. A boy who would meet me at my locker every morning and at dismissal. A boy who would let me sit with my friends at lunch; and when we'd look at each other from across the cafeteria; we'd smile at one another. A boy who would come and sit with me and my friends. A boy who would beat another guys ass if they were messing with me. A boy who would let me take pictures of him and put them in my binder. A boy who would buy me 25 cent rings from gumball machines. A boy who would call me at 3am and ask me what I was doing; and tell me he was thinking about me. A boy who would go to the mall with me and we'd make fun of people. A boy who would go places with me and my friends even though he'd be the only guy. A boy who would laugh at me when I get a detention; only because he's sitting there next to me for the same reason. A boy who would carry my books for me. A boy who would help me with my homework; even thought he doesn’t know it either. A boy who would pick out a song that made him think of me. A boy who likes some of my music; and I would like some of his; even though we both in the first place hated it; but now love it cause they like it. A boy who would help me if I was having problems at home. A boy who would burn me a CD of songs that make him think of me; and I'd do the same. A boy who would take the blame for me being late. A boy who would pin me against a wall and kiss me. A boy who would take me to the movies and see a stupid kid movie; just so we can sit in the back and make out. A boy who makes his friends jealous of me because he talks about me so much. A boy who lets me take pictures of him at embarrassing times. A boy who would pretty much do anything for me.

What to do when he's the last thing you want,
but he's also the thing you're craving...?

Let's be crazy and pretend
that we're crazy in love.