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Saturday, June 28, 2008

  • overflowing counsolrs.

    Summer?

    Volunteering at Camptoons is something amazing and wondering.  I am learning what overflowing means.  It isnt easy but I am having a blast learning.  Not only overflowing with love for the children, but for the counsolrs.  I have also learn and experiencing what overflowing love is from my fellow workers. 

    Sometimes, we learn the most from others and it is awesome.  Growing and learning at the same time. 

Friday, March 21, 2008

  • Stick it!

    Post-it stickers are the best things ever. You can pick them apart and be able to write something down to
    remember.  There are so many posiblities that one can use them for.  Everyone can buy them and use them for whatever they wish to use them for.  They are a very helpful tool for anyone to use.  All people that use the Post-it stickers know what Im talking about. 

    Every moment, I see this idea that works out in my mind.  I do wish that I have wrote those ideas down.  Sometimes, ideas will get the best of people.  Have you seen people with confusion on their face?  Something just happened and they are pondering how things will turn out.  Something important went down?  I honestly don't know how things happened for a person.  But confusion often takes a person from happy to low life.  Can someone tell another person what to do?  Honestly no, they can not, but they definitely have an option of influncing another person.  Now, if everyone had a Post-it stickers, they would be able to able to write all those ideas down, and start to isolate the ideas that mean the best to them.  All people know that each idea given from another person means something to someone.  Post-it up, and take a look. 

    Now, people give everyone an idea.  They take and they give.  Nothing is as it seems.  Can one take an idea and make it something?  Not everyone can observe the facts come up with something as good as they want to make it.  All the time, ideas are thrown into concepts and people create something new.  Ideas are good, and ideas are bad.  It's all how someone thinks about it.  Nobody gives ideas to another without the help of another person. 

    Post-it up and see what the big picture is.  The bigger picture gives another person the rights to see what everyone thinks.  For all that this is, the biggest picture is hard to imagine.  This is true because we are all part of the big picture.  Take a break, listen closely, and pay attention.  The clues are there, and the ideas are following.  Will power, strength, and attitude is how everything is based.  Post up all that you feel and think.  The big picture will unfold and you will slowly start to understand.

    The picture will unfold and you will slowly start to understand.  Take a break, relax, and keep your attitude in check.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

  • catch me if you can

    you know of that movie, Catch me if you can? 

    My life is sorta like that.  I've been everywhere, doing things, and having a blast.
    College life is different from what i thought it was before.  My personal life
    has had its up and downs with my friends, but everything has came to a good
    point.  College has its up and downs.  I would say the best opportunity that one
    can get in college is how plentiful one can make friends.  Ive been questioning
    why i have so many friends?  my conclusion is still a blank.  Maybe that was just
    the way i was raised.  I have been moving around, talking to alot of different people
    and it is always nice.  Everything is so exciting, and nothing can really stop a person
    from making mistakes or achieving their goals.  Once in a while, people reach a
    dead end,however, friends are always there for you to learn and lean on.  Nobody
    can tell how one day turns into the next.  I find it to be a shock that friends do use
    friends and others rely heavy on others.  I, myself, am a person that does neither.
    I am a person that people come and talk to.  I respond with the best of my knowneldge.
    times change, and people learn from their mistakes, but some repeat.  This is a problem
    for some people. In the end though, friends will accept others for who they are and
    how they work with the ideas they have in their minds. 
    There is always problems though.  I have been everywhere, and that leaves my friends with
    no support.  I come back, i do talk with them, than i leave again.  It is always a catch and go.
    Friends call me, i dont pick up.  I call them back, they dont pick up, and these stages repeats
    itself.  It is just tiring sometimes.  People get worried, and people get hurt.  However,
    people do learn and adapt to the issues.  Some people get worried and do not know waht to do,
    It will always be a catch and go. 
    Recently, Ive been talking with friends about this eye candy.  It has been so far a catch and go process.
    Not many people can tell when a person is serious or not.  This is difficult at times.  We run past each other
    and we just see each other.  No words are exchanged.  Everything last for a brief moment.  And that feeling
    of hope has just passed.  Did she notice me? Did she just do something that hinted that she is interested in me?
    Those are the words that a male would ask.  Than at the same time, the female would ask those questions. 
    Everytime, i see these things happen, and for me, I am at a catch and go process.  When Im in this place,
    It just places more and more ideas where there should not be. Everything happens for a reason, and i do
    truly believes this.  For some reason, reasons dont always makes sense, and logic does not follow its path.
    People take dares and people stumble.  But in the end, we last and live.

    It will always be a catch and go.  Not many people live their lives the way they want.  They often set each other aside and take it a step at a time, which is nice and pausible.  But lives are always changing, adapting, and evolving.  In times of time of pain, it might be easier to leave and run.  But where is the ideas that a person stays is
    going to survivie the fall?  Nobody can tell, that is why everything is a catch and go process.

    No worries though, you will only have to be concerned with these facts if you catch me if you can.
    Im pretty sure that im hard to get.  Now, go and find that person: catch and see if wjat you want is
    within that person.  Catch him/ she and take everything to the next level, where catching have become
    a sealed.  NOW go and CATCH
    Fly, Catch, and Hold
    Fly, Catch, and Hold
    Fly, Catch, and HOLD

Sunday, November 04, 2007

  • Reflection

    Side note, ive been bloggin again.

    So lately, I've had things on my mind, there is so many things that has happened in SC since mid-terms are over.  So many things that makes college so not worth it.  But these events, do test a Christian to the fullest.  For example of drinking and smoking.  Many people have fell to that place with Alcohol and Weed.  Not only is that something really badd, but there is also that idea of sex and all that different stuff.  Since I have been down in SC, well, I have not done any of the things out there, and Im glad that i havent.  I have been asked to do those things alot, but Im a good person and does not do those things.  Even though, i do not do these things, I have seen my friends do those things, and the out come is not all that pleasent.  I have seen my friends drunk in the face and doing more and getting more involved in all these things.  It is very depressing to see and hear all these situations.  I simply can not ingore the fact that my friends are getting into these things.  I understand the fact if everyone is doing it, but the truth is, not everyone is doing it.  I am not doing it, and for sure you probably do not understand the point of doing all these things.  For some reason, I wish that i was not here and hearing all these things.  Im totally suprise that with all these things done, I still do not understand what has happened.  Friends changing, and I suppose that is natural, but i guess that will test who and what type of person he/she is.  And just by looking at those people, it sorta makes me look at the fact that im also changing.  I have done things in SC that is not so Christian like.  I do not want to go into detail, but if you want to catch up with me, Give me a call, do not ever trust my aim, im away, but not all the time im not there.  But for wahtever the reason, I know that I should be doing better.  Its weird,  and i really don not understand where im coming/ going to.  I have changed and i can see that.  I really want to change for the better and i feel that i am.  I am building up strength in few and gathering my strength for the fight ahead.  People have told me many things and well, not all things are true

    There are many incidents that I feel that the world is against me.  I do understand that im a college student and i use that answer alot, but no matter the fact, I wish that i do change from all the hardships.  Lately there has been many personal issues that has bugged my mind and soul.  One person is completely unset about me, but that is me over-asumming about it.  Like, I dont want to over assuming it, but I can see it clearly now.  I do not really know or understand it, but perhapes it was meant to be that way.  I want to talk to that person, but it seems like we are on completely different pages.  And now, i find out that my friends are getting drunk all that time and well, its going to a very long year, if that is all they do every time.  I would like for them to change for the better, but i know that it will not happen.  i want them to work and quite that habit, but most know that they are "Living up the college LIFE" .  Truth is, the college life is what you make of your experiences at the school.  Would you like to remmever your college life as a person that barely pass and maked it through the nights drinking and smoking?  Or would you like to remember your college life as the time you spent getting to know more people and working closely with those that have your back?  The answer is completely up to the person.  I do hope that whatever YOU choose is something great. 

    Everyday is a new day for something amazing to happen.  Right now, Im looking for that special things.  So many things have put me to the test and i have fell and i have succeed.  Im lost and looking for my way in College.  I have a close bunch of friends at school, but things are not the same as it was before.  The interaction of working together with those that i grew up with and the fimilar faces are something gone.  The new interaction of meeting others and getting around to new places is the new in.  Im suprise to discover that something amazing always comes in one day.  There are many times when  a person doesnt see it.  But once it is found, It is a miracle.

    Right now, Im looking for that something amazing thing everyday.  Im suprrise that I do and really do discover the concept of this idea.  Work or study, or wahtever You put your mind to.  Always try and look for that something amazing thing.  For that is the beauty of the COLLEGE LIFE

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

  • Stress to relieve

    These couple of weeks to days have been extremely stressful.  Ive been attacked by tests and personal issues.  Lately the issue of mid-terms are stressful.  I have been working on 5 hours of sleep.  Dont know why, but i am able to still runn strong.  Thank You God that Im able to work and do all these things.  Im also worried about my grades.  ITs not only that its mid-terms but my grades have me in a bit.  I do not know what im doing sometimes and it hurts.  I guess, im just worried about how college is for me.  I am still worried.  I still look to God and others for help.  Pretty Glad that i have a great group of friends here that are helping me and encournging me along.  Now, I reach a problem with my issue of friends.  I do have a great group of friends, and I am always meeting and wanted to know new people.  It is something of a blessing, but it is also a curse.  It seems like I might be getting into problems that I really shouldnt be.  There are many incidents that have occured, but I have and know my limits.  Friends are something that have helped me through my problems, but i do miss alot of my friends back home and friends at other colleges.  Like working here in a different college, it is hard to keep in contact with those in another college on campus.  But we still want to work some time out to see each other.  For that Im glad.  But friends have cause some trouble in my life.  It is stresful to see a situation go nowhere and well, other and me can see something happen.  If you dont know waht Im talking about, thats alright, Im just ranting.  Argh, just so many issues that I can relate to that it hurts.  I want to help out, but lately, I can only do so much. 

    However with my friends, They do come through at times.  especially those that I have come into close contact with.  Those that i have worked with and those that care for me.  THey treat me differently and i can see that.  I am glad and truly in depth.  IT is something amazing to see and to feel.  I sometimes dont understand, but I do know that they want to work thing out for me.  It is amazing to see that whatever happens, I got friends that can and will look out for me.  I suppose that I have made a great group of friends here At SC.  Not only that, but my friends have pulled through at times with my help.  It is great to meet new friends here, but My friends back home are also great.  They always are checking up and asking how i am doing.  Im grateful for that.  It is a mystery to me why they want to do this for me.  Like, people say that im a great person and all, but i dont see it at times.  I want to be someone that is careing and loving and all those things, but i really dont see myself in that manner.  Might be great if i can see it sometimes, but Im glad that i have affect my freinds in that manor.  I am glad that my friends both in Sc and back home have came by to help me and understand my problems with me. 

    Right now, i am going through a problem that involves just me and God.  Please pray for me. 

    -gecko

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