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Name: Jackie
Country: United States
Gender: Female
Interests: Well I play violin and run and bike and that is fun. not much else to say I guess. Reading is fun...when i have time. yup...thats about it.
Expertise: I like violin...and I guess if you can actually call what I do playing, viola and piano. I also knit.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  oohwhatsthat
Yahoo:  lala98916
Member Since:
4/25/2004
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| so, I know I really only post depressing/emo things on here, but I
think I especially noticed this because of my senior thesis. I was
driving down the road and was stopped at a stoplight. So, I looked in
the car next to me and this lady was crying, not like sobbing, just
wiping the corners of her eyes and next to her, her daughter was
sitting there, playing a video game, completely oblivious to anything
but her screen. It is sad that our generation has gotten to the point
that we care more about vitual reality than the reality screaming at
us, begging for our attention.
I myself am an example of this, I cut my parents short in
conversations so they won't "bother" me while I am checking my precious
facebook. I have some really messed up priorities...
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| So, this time I do kinda hate a guy (hate is a pretty strong word isn't
it...I don't think it is right but I don't know, I guess maybe detest)
but I don't feel at all justified. What's worse is, I think he
knows...and wishes I didn't. Life is complicated.
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| I am sick of people talking about it. I don't want to hear about it anymore. It only makes me angry and makes me feel like I ought to hate him. Just stop talking about it. There is such an atmosphere of fear and anger, it is stifling me, driving me to insanity. It is too depressing to handle quietly much longer. | | |
| So, I just got my ring resized and I kinda had trouble getting it off. My finger is now dully throbbing...but my ring won't fall off now! Um so, I haven't updated in a while, its my senior year...and I am really being somewhat of a bum as far as school is concerned. Soccer is over, and we won state-which was cool. I wish I knew where I wanted to go to college. This scrip is fun, it reminds me of Harry Potter. | | |
| The world is so full of broken people. I wish it was something you could fix as easily as a broken arm...and that it only had that much pain. Sorry this post is emo, I just have seen and heard some really depressing things in the past few days. I am glad that I still have God to always depend on though, and that he still loves me even though I am broken and scarred. Pray for me, I have exams and other personal stress this week and I am really just about to give up. | | |
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