gemini_dragon_chick's Xanga

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 17:46:08 GMT

hey pples well if you wanna get at me go to

www.myspace.com/kristal_marie

kay? this xanga thing i dont think ill be updatin ne more, here that is

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 00:52:19 GMT

hey der my friends!!! sorree i have not updated for a while well as for those of you do not know! i do have someone now! and man, i loved this guy for the past 3 fucken years! okae im trying not to cusss but thinking bout him getts me all excited so sorry, kant help it! well he was my first love! or is!!! and now we're together... but the down part is he lives in texas!!!! but he's saving money to come to see me, even i thoe i dont want him too kause my mom, thats the main reason, kause i dont think shes going to make me go out. ... she doesnt even allow me to go out alot of the times unless im with someone... SO THAT SUCKS ASS! but its my fault for even having sex and doing god knows what in the bathroom so what do i expect right? well on the great part! I JUSS GOT OFF GROUNDING a couple of days ago ! so i get to talk to my nene boy! man feels good to say that! MY NENE BOY! his name is josh! josh carrillo! some of you guys know him as my hot hispanic guy!!! lol man i love him! well hows ur guys summer going huh? comment on me and tell me! juss cause im here in new york dont mean i dont kare! i still do! kay?
YVONNE LORLEI HOUSTON!!!! OMFG I KANT WAIT TO SEE YOU! lol me n kristy were talkin bout how trustin u are, lol it cute, she sed i have to stop doing that to you! lol about the whole short hair thing! lol man i love you!
well dats it for now! gotts to go! and HOLY FUCKEN SHIT MAN!!! MY FRIENDS ARE COMING TO SEE MEEH!!!! YVONNE, MATT , MEGAN, AND TALIA!!! damn i feel loved...

Friday, June 03, 2005

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 18:07:45 GMT

hey bebes!!

well hows you guys doings huh? well alls okae here, ONE MORE WEEK OF SCHOOL! and then i have regions exam, and man are those thingers tough! -sighs- well in my last entry you BEBE'S commented, yah michelle, i know i love you! and netnet, my stupid funny gnuine brilliant netnet!... I LOVE YOU! and i love cake tooh! i love you like you love cake!!! lol muah!AND nikki pastones!!!! man chick! -sighs- missing you like hell lotss!!! my friend since the fourth grade!!!yup yup... im going to be17.... on june 8.... WOW! lol well im getting a job this summer.... well i still kinda dont know now... i wanna go to hawaii... then i also wanna stay and get a job.!!! you know, to start saving for the FUTURE! *sighs* oi! yah BIG decision! oh and my babyboo... MAN! i hope we meet up in the future dork! well for da rest of you guys! timi! timi FUCKEN nicole neely!!! lol miss you! i hope summers going good for all you bebe's!!! andnew yorks okae yah... OKAE! man you guys i kame here thinking theres going to be a lot of cute white boys, kause you guys know how i think white guys are hott. well i dunno man..... havent seen any...and most of them are disrespectful man...seriously. or just fucken annoying..... oh well! some of them are cool.... just kant see myself dating ne of them... and i just really dislike the idea of being someones property, and "girlfriend"... i dunno im kinda thinking like a third grader about boys and thinkin "EW" i dunno.... just not in the mood..... im going thru the NOT IN THE MOOD phase.....and man im getting white! oh well, well i gotta go, start studying for this regions exam thing, if i flunk i kant graduate, ill see you bebe's later, and be good! and i miss living on that rock!

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 18:13:21 GMT

I wondered what life would be like without you, now i know... and i dont give a shit about you....

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Thu, 26 May 2005 16:37:43 GMT

sorree had to delete

Monday, May 16, 2005

Mon, 16 May 2005 16:18:58 GMT

hey losers!!! man you guys.... theres like sumthing going on with my mother.... i dont know what it is.... but she took me off grounding.... i find that soooo weird..... i was juss washing dishes and shes like, you kan go on the comp monday... i dunno... i think its kause ive been grounded tooo long or sumthing. . oh well im not going pry on that but ne ways next subject. man my last entry sed i had a great day!!! well i did.... its not the best day of my life but it was since ive been here! kristy was freakin right, she sed juss give everyone a chance... and i did and now its kinda gettin better little by little. and once again my HISTORY class is the best! as always! was in guam is again here.... man im kinda starting not to like this xanga thing, kause i wanna talk bout stuff and you guys wont know what im talking about....this sucks.....

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Thu, 12 May 2005 18:06:11 GMT

had a great day!

Friday, May 06, 2005

Fri, 06 May 2005 13:39:41 GMT

OKAE.... okae...I about it and well... lol wow... i dont kare... i really dont kare. i think i kare. i really dont. theres very little pple i kan honestly say i kare about. 20 pple out of all the pple i know i kan honestly say i think twice about saying sumthing with out hurting there feelings. and family 11 members and 9 friends i actually care and think about. and some one i least expected had me notice that. i dont kare at all about this person but they had me realize that... and wow... lol i really dont ...

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Thu, 05 May 2005 12:39:13 GMT

....FOR TANNIE!!! TANNIES SEXY!

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Tue, 03 May 2005 20:42:14 GMT

hey guys, its tuesday, and well new york is fucken cold..... 40 degrees everyday, sooo gay. well im going to hawaii this summer! HELL YAH!!!! omfg im excited.!!! man....and its better this time cause this summer im gonna be single!!!! hell yah! well ne ways todae i skipped with my two friends carolyn and amanda, yah there fucken cool, and soo are the girls i sit with at lunch. laura, the 3 megans, terrane, katie...and ashley...man no offense but i swear shes the only one i dont like man, she fucken stares at me all the damn time, but its okae, im learning to let little shit like that go. my moms gone for 2 weeks. and yah.... shes visiting my grandma who has cancer and ...yah... i feel bad cause when the funeral comes, i dont think i know how to cry... soo ill approach that problem when it comes. but i got some things to say to some pples...

nicole pastones- wow. i know ur trying to get over phil, but nicole, this is the last time im going to say it, juss move on, the reason ur not moving on is cause u think you cant do better, ur scared to be alone, well thats where u need to step up, and say ( and quote me) "fuck phil, i aint waiting ne more for his sorry ass!!!" and yes i actually care cause if i didnt i wouldnt even be addressing you, but move on and u kan do so much better! everyone has someone! you'll find that person when ur ready for them.in the mean time do things that make you happy, love you! hey oh and btw, read this k?? "i GAVE myself to him, and took himself for pay, the solemn contract of life, was ratified this way..... " see, thats the mistakes girls do, is give there heart away, but the second line says took himself for pay, sweetie, he didnt give himself away.... soo what is that saying? juss move on nikki, love you!

yvonne houston!!! okae guys i dont if she left or not but im lost on that if she didnt, yvonne! i love you! and SAMANTHA! i was thinking bout the good old days and man i miss it! i miss your ass man! and when u come to north virginia which is over there, i dunno, or north georgia, south georgia, i dont know, i soooo am going to try to visit you! love you! and if shes gone already.... i guess im a little late huh?oops

erica quigley-sweetie our site man! and ur leaving to washington! damn....new york does not sound that bad now.... and that guy greg i told you about, wow... confusion there , hes coming over tomoro thoe, but i dunno man, i need you retard to help me out with who to like or not, kause the european kids hott tooh. but man.... i miss you,n man.... no one to have sex talks with out here.... im serious, say penus and my friends are like " EW, PENUS" lol there fucken wierd, lol but i lvoe you, bye! muah

well i g2g, i have to clean my room if i want greg to come over tomoro, and for everyone else, i wonder if things are going good for you. i would say hope.... but i juss wont... cause dont...lol , oh.. and im saying this for everyone! DO what you want, even if its bad, cease the moment and do it, kause if u dont, you'll live the next day and day and day regreting you wished you've done it. kause ive done soo much in guam, and at the top of my head i knew it was wrong, but i juss had to do it, im grounded now for it, but i dont regret it. and if i have never done it, i wouldve been pissed at myself for being chicken shit for not doing it. gotta go, and to fucken think i cried....wth was i thinking!?!?

and what doesnt kill doesnt make you stronger, makes you wiser

love always, or not, kristal marie (its okae i dont love you either)