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| i'm thinking of another number. its between one and one. and it was the number of times i'd seen my guy between him being happily taken and dating someone else and him kissing, canoodling with, and eventually dating me. one night. i don't know how i got so lucky.
i know i said this earlier on my myspace, and i know its childish and middle school-ish, but i'm really, really excited about two months. its been a really long time since i had a two months. and dude, i'm dating the guy who inspired the name for this xanga. he WAS my Mr. Wrong.
and now he's Mr. Right.
=D
i knew i'd get my fairy tale ending...
eventually.
again.
*blush*
i've gotta be careful....last time i said that, i got dumped for someone half my age.
oh well.
he says he loves me.
but i've fallen for that before.
=/
'night, all.
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| i'm thinking of a number between one and two.
its the number of times i've seen the guy i like in the last year.
ironic, no?
but i've liked this guy forever. like, since 10th grade i've had a thing for this guy.
and he barely knows i exist.
woe is me. i just...this sucks like you wouldn't believe. i hate my small, insignificant life.
i'm losing this battle.
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| bored, maybe.i am not: awake
i love: my friends
i hate: feeling empty
i fear: spiders. being forgotten
i hope: things will turn out for the best
i hear: the loser has to fall
i crave: knowledge
i regret: 98.6% of the things i've done in the last five years.
i cry: frequently.
i always: wonder what might have been, if i weren't such a fuck up.
i long to: call a do-over. use my mulligan. go back.
i write: constantly.
i play: but i don't feel joy.
i miss: last fall
i search: for a meaning to things
i learn: bitter life lessons.
i feel: exhausted. in every meaning of the word.
i know: that things will get better...eventually.
i say: keep the drama on the stage!
i sleep: from 8 am to 3 pm in a perfect world.
i wonder: what could have been...a wonderful life together?
i want: to remember the good times, and fuck the bad.
i have: the most amazing friends in the world.
i give: my heart
i fight: the system.
i need: closure...seeing him one last time would fix EVERYTHING. or make it all a billion times worse. i need to know.
sorry...kind of in an emo mood...it hasn't been the best of weeks.
i sprained my ankle...it sucks to be me.
*sigh*
<3 ~Jocie~
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| I'm BA-ACK!Heading back to the classic...the one that started it all. Xanga.
Actually, TinselTownTink17 was the one that started it all.
But I didn't think that name was appropriate anymore.
If I was going to be 100% honest, I'd make this one getting_over_Mr_Right.
But how can he be, if he's not with me?
I digress...
I'm back on xanga with a vengance.
w00t.
<3 ~Jocie~
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| NEW XANGA! Go visit me!
http://www.xanga.com/PrinceCharmingsPrincess <---Here!
That's about it for me. Oh, and Marisa and I decided...we're going to Gaston's giddy chicks...Alyssa said so. LOL, dude, I know I shouldn't be this excited about it, but when Alyssa Gumpy says "Here, listen to her sing this" to Rachel Boom, aka Choir President, you have to be at least a little proud.
LOL.
xoxo,
~Fireball~ | | |
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