lalallalalla......

omg hmm things are just going the way it wants to go... im actly happy now kuz my bestfriend with the talk last night.. hmm everything else i dont know anymore dont talk to her anymore she dont call me and i dont bother calling her kuz she always say she gone sleep and all that but she just lies about it... hmm everything is just a lie and all games.. lallalalala w/e happens happens now..

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Why do we have to part while the love is still there? Why do we have to suffer? Why do we have to cry when somebody bids goodbye? Why do beginnings have an end? Why do we have to meet only to lose in the end?


There are questions left unanswered, words left unsaid, letters left unread, poems left undone, songs left unsung, love left unexpressed, promises left unfulfilled.


In a relationship, one of the hardest things to do is saying goodbye and letting go. It is as hard as breaking a crystal because you'll never know when you will be able to pick up the pieces again. More often than not, they who go, feel not the pain of parting:it is they who stay behind that suffer, because they are left with memories of a lovethat was meant to be, a love that was.


At the beginning and at the end of a relationship, we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone. Unfair as it may seem, but that's the way love goes. That's the drama, the bittersweet and the risk of falling in love. After all, nothing is constant but change. Everything will eventually come to its end without us knowing when, without us knowing how, without us even knowing why. And we must forget not because we have to but because we have to.


In letting go, sorrows come not as a single spy but in batallion. It seems that everywhere you go, everything you do, every song you hear, every turn of your head,every move of your body, every beat of your heart, every blink of your eye and every breath you take always reminds you of her/ him. It's like a stab of a knife, a torture in the night. Funny how the whole world becomes depopulated when only one person is missing. Just imagine, there are billion people on earth and yet it seems you feel lonely and empty without the other.


I don't know if it's worth calling an art, but letting go entails special skills sparkled with a considerable space and time. Time heals all wounds but it takes a little push on our part. Acceptance plays a part. Not all love stories end with "...and they live happily ever after."


Sometimes we have to part because of circumstances beyond our control. We have to suffer if it would mean happiness for others. We have to cry to temporarily let go of the pains. Every beginning has its end like every dawn has its dusk. It's something we can't control, something we had to live up.


It's over. she's/ he's gone. But life has to go on. Goodbye doesn't always mean forever. There will always be a place and time where questions will be answered, words will be spoken, letters will be read, poems will be recited in the night, songs will be sung in harmony, love will be expressed in solitude and promises will be fulfilled. Somewhere. Somehow. Someday.

hmm did this thing touch you kuz its true...

PS i really miss you chelsea/bestfriend havent seen you for a year and some month.. crazy right but yeah..

SONG ¸¸.·´¨`» Jojo- Breezy
MOVIE  & TV Show & Game¸¸.·´¨`» nthn
CHATTING ¸¸.·´¨`» no one

BLOG ¸¸.·´¨`» Hey heres some poems

"One Slow Dance"
You said you loved me
I knew it was true
But you took a chance
You broke my heart in two
You said you'd give me an answer
By the end of the day
When I heard that answer
I cried n turned away
Because you felt differently
Your answer was no
I feel so bad I can't explain it
The feelin you'll never know
I asked you please
To give me one more chance
But I only got to be your friend
Not even one slow dance

"Three Seconds"
Three seconds to say I love you
Three hours to explain
How you can love me
But cause me all this pain
You leave my heart with grieve
You cause me to cry
So I'll give you a kiss
Tell you good-bye
My heart still wants you here
But my mind says no
So I'll Find another place
Some where to go
I'll Love you forever
I hope we can stil be friends
But this is how it happens
This is how it ends

"Friend"
You helped me laugh
You dried my tears
Because of you
I have no fears
Together we live
Together we grow
Teaching each other
What we must know
You came into my life
I was blessed
I love you friend
You are the best
Please release my hand
And say good-bye
Please my friend
Don't you cry
I promise you this
Its not the end
Cuz like I said
Your my friend

"Confused"
My knees start to shake
When your in site
My mind is filled with wonder
My heart with fright
When will this feeling stop?
When did it start?
How can I listin to my mind
Without breaking my heart
I'm so confused
What should I do
I can't think of anything
Except you
Should I ignore you
Or just give it time
I can't think straight
My heart controls my mind

I've never lost the love that I have given you
But all the things that we have all been through
I never felt this way before as much as I have stayed in love with you

You, you never thought the feelings meant for you were true
'Coz everytime you're all alone you would know
If I really never changed and if I really stayed in love you

*Love this is you and me to stay together
Even if there's nothing more, the best is there forever
Love, we have to stay this way in love forever
Even if you change your ways I'll always stay this way
'Coz I, I would always stay this way in love you
I would always stay this way in love with you
I would always stay in love this way. 

Boy-i saw her today
Girl-i saw him today
Boy-it seems lyke it`s been forever
Girl-i wonder if he still cares
Boy-she looks even better then before
Girl-i couldn`t stop staring at him
Boy-i asked her how things were going
Girl-i asked him about his new girlfriend
Boy-i would choose her over any girl im ever with
Girl-he`s probably really happy now
Boy-i couldn`t look at her without starting to cry
Girl-he didn`t even look at me
Boy-i told her i missed her
Girl-he doesn`t miss me
Boy-i meant it
Girl-he didn`t mean it
Boy-i love her so much
Girl-he loves his new Girlfriend
Boy-i held her for the last time
Girl-he gave me a friendly hug
Boy-then i went home and cried
Girl-then i went home and cried
Boy-i STiLL love her
Girl-i STiLL love him

If I'm all alone
And you're all alone
Ain't nothing wrong
Having someone to hold
Oh, your tender touch
It means so much
It feels so right having someone to hold

It's very plain to see
I want you next to me
Give me your hand and
I'll try to understand
Girl I love you so
I can't let you go
Ain't nothing wrong with having someone to hold

Every now and then
I get to wondering
Are you with someone else
Or could you be by yourself
I turn on the TV
It's a picture of you and me
And I'm going crazy
Cuz I miss my baby
I want you here tonight, tonight

 The sacrifice of hiding in a lie I took what i hated and made it part of me It doesnt even matter how hard you try I find the answers arent so clear I dont know whats worth fighting for I want to let go of the pain ive held so long
 

Love is so very special
Yet can make you feel so lost
It can arrive just like the springtime
And melt away like morning frost

You must find ways to nurture
Always grow your love with care
Never ever take for granted
The love that you both share

Mistakes are bound to happen
You may hurt each other's heart
Yet don't give up to easily
It will tear your love apart

Love resembles a bright flame
That lights a dark starry night
Never ever let this flame burn down
Rekindle with all your might

Take a moment every day
Look deep into each other's eyes
Never hesitate to show affection
Small gestures will keep a love alive

Talk openly about your feelings
Take time to show that you care
Treasure each and every moment
Because to find true love is rare.

this is for Elise "Dream each day at your fullest. But live as if it is going to be the fullest."

"I dream of you when I'm asleep, you even appear when I'm awake daydreaming. There is no escaping you. I just wish it was true."

"All that I am, all that I see, all that I dream and do are brighter, more beautiful and meaningful, because of my feelings for you."

"Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you only have one life to live and one chance to do all the things you want to do."

"Dreams are real; all you have to do is just believe."

"Some people have to close their eyes to dream, with you I only have to open mine."

"Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll still land among the stars!"

"An eternity is forever, and forever with you would be a dream come true."

"I went to sleep last night with a smile because I knew I'd be dreaming of you ... but I woke up this morning with a smile because you weren't a dream."

"Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile. So, when you are lonely remember it's true: somebody, somewhere is thinking of you."

"Shoot for your dreams, because even if they don't come true, you can at least say you tried."

"Impossible as they may seem, you've got to fight for every dream, because who's to know which one you let go would have made you complete."

"Live your life and dreams and become the person you were always meant to be, and let no one stop you!"

"The rose that you gave me has faded, and wilted away. But, the love tucked in deep inside remains in my heart forever."

"I think maybe forever is what you make of it. Tomorrow may be the end of your forever. I think we should be more careful how we use it."

"Though miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, for friendship doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart."

"May your friends be as many as the promises that you keep."

"A friend is someone who will always be there when everyone else fails."

to the someone ???"If I could give you one thing I would wish for you, the ability to see yourself as others see you, then you would realize what a truly special person you are!!"

"One of the best feelings in the world is to touch and warm someone's heart, whether it be your love or just a friend, almost nothing can feel better.

"Friends can help each other. A true friend is someone who lets you have total freedom to be yourself--and especially to feel, or not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at the moment is fine with them. That's what real love amounts to--letting a person be what they really are."

to the someone ???"If we are just friends, then tell me, why do I feel like we are much more?"

"I was able to walk on fire, I was able to climb the highest mountain, I was able to perform the most impossible tasks, only because through every hard trial, you were there holding my hand. 'Cause you truly are my special friends."

"When friends fall in love, it means that they are meant for each other, but when friends fall out of love, it means that they want to keep each other forever."

"A friend is someone who accepts your past, supports your present and encourages your future."

This for Resses"Every person you meet along the way, touches your life in a special way."

to the someone ??? "To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed."

"This is a message from me to you, to make sure you never forget I love you! When things are rough and you feel lost, just call on me and I'll be there at any cost. I'll do this because I care for you, I'll stick by your side no matter what you do. I am your friend through thick and thin, just as, for me, you have always been."

"I’ve seen fire and I’ve seen rain. I’ve seen sunny days that I thought would never end. I’ve seen lonely times when I could not find a friend, but I always thought that I’d see you again."

"If you're upset, call me. I won't guarentee I'll make you laugh but I can cry with you. If you ever feel like you need to run away, call me. I won't guarentee I'll persuade you to stay but I can run with you. But, if one day you call and there's no answer....I might need you."

to the someone ???, Resses and To everyone else"Hello means: H- have you missed me? E- everything alright? L- like to see you L- like to be with you O- obviously I miss you Just wanna say hello to you."

to the someone ???"If it's the thought that counts you can always count on me; I think about you all the time."

"Instead of being his girlfriend for a month or two, I'd rather be his friend for life."

"Not only are you my best friend, you are my life, my thoughts and my dreams."

Sorrie bestfriend well i cant say best friend anymore but friend "Do not lose your best friend over your own stupidity."

"Friends show us who we are, who we were, and who we are to become."

"To be honest with you, I don't have the words to make you feel better, but I do have the arms to give you a hug, ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about, and I have a heart; a heart that's aching to see you smile again."

"Well, it seems to me that the best relationships--the ones that last--are frequently the ones that are rooted in friendship. You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is suddenly... the only person you can ever imagine yourself with."

"All relationships start from friendship."

"It takes a lot of understanding, time and trust to gain a close friendship with someone. As I approach a time of my life of complete uncertainty, my friends are my most precious assets."

"I thought about you today, and for the first time it wasn't about the past, or the lies, it wasn't about the hurt, or the tears, it wasn't about my broken heart or what I used to wish the future would be. It was about the end to all that, and the beginning of a friendship. So, I don't know why people say love never ends in friendship because mine for you has."

"You never know how much a person means to you until you lose them; don't take anyone for granted."

"What is friendship? Not only a word but a relationship that cannot be completely defined by words alone."

"The true meaning of friendship is to accept the good and the bad of everything."

"Never take someone for granted. Hold every person close to your heart because you might wake up one day and realize that you've lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones."

"We are not lovers because of the love we make but the love we have. We are not friends because of the laughs we spend but the tears we save. I don't want to be near you for the thoughts we share but for the words we never have to speak. I will never miss you because of what we do but what we are together."

"Friends should be the ones listening to your secrets, not the ones that hurt your feelings without knowing. Friends should be the ones that keep all your secrets, not those who spread it all around."

"You bring out the best in me. I don't think you understand just how much you mean to me. I treasure the tears, the laughter, but most importantly, the memories. I'll love you forever and always!"

"In the rhythm of life, we sometimes find ourselves out of the tune, but as long as there's someone which becomes our melody, the music plays on. Thanks for being one of my best songs."

"Friendship is something not to be taken for granted; we are fortunate to have them. To have and to hold in times of need and despair, they'll always be there."

"I cannot say good-bye to those whom I have grown to love, for the memories we have made will last a lifetime and never know a good-bye."

"To share what is difficult, To heal what is hurting, To think what is not possible, To understand without even talking.... Is the miracle called FRIENDSHIP!"

"Friends stand by each other through thick and thin, every time you need me I will always be there for you. You make me happy, you make me laugh, you are the best friend anyone can ever have. Best friends."

"A rose is a symbol of my love for you. Its petals shine in beauty, its thorn show its pain."

"To me you are my rose; every day when I see a beatiful rose I think of you, and miss you, and hope to hold you in my arms."

The red rose whispers of passion, and the white rose breathes of love; O, the red rose is a falcon, and the white rose is a dove; but I send you a cream-white rose bud, With a flush on its petal tips; for the love that is purest and sweetest, has a kiss of desire on its lips."

"True love is not without pain, like that of thorns in your side. Yet love is like the rose in full bloom, beautiful and full of life."