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I haven't blogged in what seems like forever.. i guess i should start now... so ritey oOo..[that was corny] Anyways people...i am now a college student!! life.. is ehh... i hit a couple of big bumbs this past summer.. but things are getting back to normal..kinda sort. Shit.. man i think i remembered why i havent blogged in a while.. i fucken dont know what to write.. anyways yeah..i'll just go then.. bye loves you.. and tell everyone im back!!

In a word...yeah that kinda sums up how things are rite now. i turned 18 on monday...finally. at the moment...zac and I are back together....hehe..i know i know..everyone's like wat a surprise. but anyways...monday i had a hotel sleepover. me jess AND michelle finally got a chance to sleepover before jess left. that's been something we've been planning since like middle school. but hey..better late than never.
so everyone's been wondering how the parentals have taken to the whole your-daughter-is-officially-an-adult issue. well...(surprise...not...) not too good. my dad still has his moments when he treats me like im still a little kid..and my mom sorta disowned me. don't ask too complicated..involves many years of harbored resentment. hehe...but hey life's okay..now i just need a car...

life so sucks at the moment. i havent blogged in a long time. well not like anyone cares. im turning 18 in two weeks. thank god. i cant waitt o get out of this hell hole i have come to know as home and experience something new and refreshing. but for now im a prisoner within these walls...and sadly i have no car at the moment to help escape for a couple of hours...and at the moment i'm currently single. yes sad but true i am..for now i guess. i don't know, i hate it but its all in zacs hands right now so please dont ask me about it. and to my girls, thanx for the shoulder to cry on, you guys are always there for me. Luff luff! man i miss brenda!! shes at vegas and next month jess is leaving too!! damninit! well..not much more to say...i'll go back to damning the world..shooots.

how ya doing??? well life at the moment is..well..as usual...it has its good moments and it has its bad ones. My cousin Jared left yesterday morning and i won't be seeing him until summer. things between zac and i are good... i know i know..for the past couple of weeks we've been mad at each other one minute..then the next were all lovey dovey. but hey! that's life. trish said that we argue like we're married. i guess that goes to show that we probably will end up together..(sorry keoni! i'm kidding..) but i love him and i promise i will try and be less demanding...i said demanding kay..not bossy. so yeah...I LOVE YOU ZAC!

okay..i know no one wants to hear about the whole boyfriend drama..so i'll give yo uguys a break and tell you about everything else that's been going on. I finally told off Mr. Camacho! okay..yes i'm exxagerating. I only got him to shut up and get off my back just a little bit during our meeting. but anyways...joann, christine and kim we're all trying not to laugh after i blew up on him. let's just say the meeting didn't last as long as we expected. aside from that my day was okay..i guess. except that everyone else went to the dance (just to watch the fashion show...or what does everyone call it? the "hoe show" ) i stayed because i didn't have any money to buy a ticket. plus it was only an hour so it would've been a waste of my money anyways....