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I'm bored. I'm hanging out in Buskirk computer lab with Tiffany. We aren't talking though. We are both doing our own thing on the computer. I started this week thinking all week that I got paid on Friday (yesterday.) When Friday finally rolled around, I asked my manager if she got a chance to see how much my check was for..she informed me that we get paid every two weeks. That sucked! There isn't much worse than expecting pay, only to find out you don't get it yet. I have so many things that I need money for. I need to pay my mom back immensly. I also need clothes and shoes. Angie and I are going to see Kathy Griffin in Columbus on the 27th of April, so I'll need the money for those tickets etc.

You know what is REALLY annoying? When you send someone a message on myspace and they ignore you. Hello people..there is a sent folder. I KNOW when you have read my messages and are just choosing not to answer me. Yes, everyone has a time when they are busy and can't reply..and there are even days when we just don't feel like it. But come on...not all the time. That's just being a bitch.

I hope I meet someone great soon. Don't get me wrong, I'm not someone who is MISERABLE being single..however, I do want a boyfriend so bad that I can taste it. I don't think it's too much to ask. I'm nice, I'm attractive, I'm funny, I'm intelligent, I'm sensitive...why can't I find the same? Oh well. It will happen eventually.

I am soooo glad that I am off of work tomorrow. It will be wonderful to get to relax at home and just chill out and watch movies all day. I love those days. That used to be my life..thank God I have a life now and I'm working and contributing to the world. Haha. I am laughing, but I'm serious at the same time. I was bored out of my mind before. Working now lets me truly appreciate it when I have a day off. Well..that's all for now.

I'm back! Yes, the people that have been obsessively checking for a month to see if I have posted a blog finally get their wish. I'm making one. So, enjoy.

I'm finally at a place where I am happy. I am working at Opinions Ltd. again. I'm loving it. I was stupid for leaving the first time. I'm so glad that Angie took me back. I've been there about two weeks. Yeah, you get yelled at all day by people who see that clipboard in your hand and turn into hateful bitches but the pay and people I work with are worth it. I love all of them. Angie is especially awesome because she too has OCD and we share a lot of the same symptoms.

I'm sitting at Drinko library bored on the internet. Surprise surprise.

I'm waiting on 2 oclock to roll around because Brandon and I are going to the mall. I may go a bit earlier though..because I'm bored. O.k..enough for now.

I am in Minnesota! I got here Sunday afternoon. The drive was very long. I am LOVING it. Kim has been an excellent tour guide and is showing me places of interest and generally explaining the area. We drove through the uptown area and headed to the Mall of America. That place is awesome. It is so HUGE that it's unbelievable. I get the feeling that even if you have lived here forever and went to the mall every day it would still be confusing as to which stores are where. I can sometimes remember which floor a certain store is on but after that, I have no idea. I have decided that each floor is probably the size of a whole regular mall. I am so thrilled that I'm finally living in a place with an H&M. I love that store! Kim bought me the cutest shirt there for my birthday. Yesterday I got applications like crazy. I'm bound to find a job soon. Please send me good energy with this! On Sunday night we headed to The Gay 90s. It's one of the main gay clubs here. It was so much fun. It has 3 dance floors and 7 bars. Again, big. Haha. Then we walked a few blocks down to another one called The Saloon. I am really enjoying it here and can't wait to see more.

I absolutely cannot wait. I am moving to Minneapolis, Minnesota. I am thrilled. My best friend Kim so generously invited me to come and stay with her. In return for rent, I will be cleaning house etc. until I can find a job and save up enough money to afford rent. I will only be like 10 minutes from the Mall of America, I will be in one of the largest gay populations in the US, there will be many things to do, there will be lots of job opportunities, AND I will be there with my best friend! We are constantly saying how much we have in common. It's so true. It is so hard to explain to anyone else HOW much we have in common. We never cease to be amazed when we find out something new. That is so great with our friendship because we can support each other when no one else can, because we actually know what is going on with the other. We also crack each other up. Deb! That's all I have to say regarding that. I can't wait to live there with her. I can't wait for her to show me all of the places where she grew up, and places that are of significance. No one else but us will get this but, we will finally be free from the guilt that certain people knowingly or unknowingly place on us. With us being there together in person, we won't allow the other one to feel that way. Kim, are you ready to go see those dancing shower boys? Haha! I am! I think "We are going to make it after all!"