The way the mind works

First he thinks I need to walk away...to stop...to move on! Now he doesn't want me too...He says that it will do more damage than good...what am I supposed to do? I don't want to walk away either but I am willing to if that is what it takes to make him Happy again. He says that I make him happy...that I embody every positive attribute he is looking for...that's great...but it doesn't change anything...If only we could just know the outcome of some situations... I know the journey is the point but sometimes the journey can fucking suck!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I will stick around and see...who knows? Maybe the optimistic side of me will be proven right!

What if's and Maybe's

Maybe he's right...maybe I have to walk away...or rather, I should just leave the ball in his court...let him be the next one to make a move in this friendship. I don't know what else to do...

just a little fun while in Minnesota

B : You like people.

A:You like to drink.

I : Great in bed.

L : Unbelievably great in bed.

E : Damn Good Kisser

E : Damn Good Kisser

P: you are popular with all groups of people 

L : Unbelievably great in bed.

A:You like to drink.

T : You're loyal to those you love.

T : You're loyal to those you love.

                                                                                                                                                 

A:You like to drink.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : You like to drink.
E : Damn Good Kisser.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser
I : Great in bed.
J : People Adore you.
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : best kisser ever.
N: You like to drink.
O: awesome kisser.
P: you are popular with all groups of people                                                                                                                                                   Q : You are a hypocrite.
R : Fuckin crazy.
S : Easy to fall in love with.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgemental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.

Cha-CHa-Cha-Changes

Life is in awhirlwind right now...I am out on my own again wnating things that I don't think I can have and trying to figure out who the hell I am...I was on a great track to figuring me out last winter and somewhere between there and here I lost that path. I have recently made changes in my life that hopefully are gonna put me in a place to find that path and get back on track. As much as those choices have hurt, they had to be made.

I'm just in a dark place right now

A New Member of the Family

I'm an Aunt!!!!!!!!!!!!

Logan Dominic Platt was born October 24th, 2006 at 10:50pm   6lbs 15oz  19inches long

He is absolutely gorgeous! As soon as I have pictures I will post them!