Bored

What up?

Not a whole lot going on around here. I’m just is Chem right now with nothing to do. The internet is down again. I really should do that stupid to Kill a Mockingbird thing. But I say screw it.

I am so bored. Oh, anyway about that card that Bea gave me… She gave it to me and told me not to open it until I get home. When I got home I ate dinner and forgot about it until I was getting ready to leave with Mark. I opened the card, and she put $50 in it. I almost cried.

For one thing, I don’t know what is going on with her job situation, and for another thing why would she do that? She and John is the best thing that ever happened to me.

Here’s the message she left me this morning…

: Renee, you're such a sweet person and I am glad to know you and to see you grow into such a caring, mature teenager. I am blessed to be able to share in your life and I hope that you know that I respect you and admire you too. It is a joy for John and I to be able to spend time with you and watch as you go through the periods of Life. Thanks for the ecards, emails and your willingness to share your time and your life with us. Have a great day! and thanks for all that YOU do for ME.

: oh if you get a minute to say a silent prayer for me around 10:30 am I sure would appreciate it-- that is when I am scheduled to start my deposition in that court case- they have 2 hours slotted for me, sure hope I won't have to testify that long. Pray that the pain will be kept at a bearable level so I can think and speak clearly. ttyl, gotta get going.

I don’t know what to say. She does so much for me, and usually I am a brat to her. I’m not quite sure just what it is that I do for her though.

Well, I have to go with Aunt Ruby tonight. I guess that she was bugging mom about that job. Right now I think that it is in my best interest to deny the position. For one thing I’d be working from 4-8 every night and all day on weekends. Then it would take out of dad’s checks. I think that it’s best to just take the job under the table at the park. The thing is she is gonna continue to bug me about it.

I don’t know. I’m so bored. $hit. I keep forgetting to bring Nichole her birthday present. I’ll have to remember to tomorrow. I’m not the only one who forgets. She forgot at Christmas time. LOL

The bell just rang, so hold on a sec.

Kay, I’m back. Last night Mark came up after I got my hair done. I decided to run to the store to get some chips and soda. I asked Mark to pump my gas while I ran into the store. He went to take the gas cap off, and got stung by a bee. He is kinda a big baby… LOL

Hang on again.

I had to say a prayer for Bea. It’s 10:30.

I don’t know what the whole deposition thing is about though.

Anyway. We got back and watched a movie. I fell asleep around 9:30 and mom said that Mark was out before that. My excuse is that we were resting up for prom. LOL

My Hump

What you gon' do with all that junk?
All that junk inside your trunk?
I'ma get, get, get, get, you drunk,
Get you love drunk off my hump.
My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump,
My hump, my hump, my hump, my lovely little lumps. (Check it out)

I drive these brothers crazy,
I do it on the daily,
They treat me really nicely,
They buy me all these ices.
Dolce & Gabbana,
Fendi and NaDonna
Karan, they be sharin'
All their money got me wearin' fly
But I ain't askin,
They say they love my ass ‘n,
Seven Jeans, True Religion's,
I say no, but they keep givin'
So I keep on takin'
And no I ain't taken
We can keep on datin'
I keep on demonstrating.

My love, my love, my love, my love
You love my lady lumps,
My hump, my hump, my hump,
My humps they got u,
She's got me spending.
(Oh) Spendin' all your money on me and spending time on me.
She's got me spendin'.
(Oh) Spendin' all your money on me, up on me, on me

What you gon' do with all that junk?
All that junk inside that trunk?
I'ma get, get, get, get, you drunk,
Get you love drunk off my hump.
What u gon' do with all that ass?
All that ass inside them jeans?
I'm a make, make, make, make you scream
Make u scream, make you scream.
Cos of my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump.
My hump, my hump, my hump, my lovely lady lumps. (Check it out)

I met a girl down at the disco.
She said hey, hey, hey yea let's go.
I could be your baby, you can be my honey
Let's spend time not money.
I mix your milk wit my cocoa puff,
Milky, milky cocoa,
Mix your milk with my cocoa puff, milky, milky riiiiiiight.

They say I'm really sexy,
The boys they wanna sex me.
They always standing next to me,
Always dancing next to me,
Tryin' a feel my hump, hump.
Lookin' at my lump, lump.
U can look but you can't touch it,
If you touch it I'ma start some drama,
You don't want no drama,
No, no drama, no, no, no, no drama
So don't pull on my hand boy,
You ain't my man, boy,
I'm just tryn'a dance boy,
And move my hump.

My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump,
My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump.
My lovely lady lumps (lumps)
My lovely lady lumps (lumps)
My lovely lady lumps (lumps)
In the back and in the front (lumps)
My lovin' got u,
She's got me spendin'.
(Oh) Spendin' all your money on me and spending time on me.
She's got me spendin'.
(Oh) Spendin' all your money on me, up on me, on me.

What you gon' do with all that junk?
All that junk inside that trunk?
I'ma get, get, get, get you drunk,
Get you love drunk off my hump.
What you gon' do with all that ass?
All that ass inside them jeans?
I'ma make, make, make, make you scream
Make you scream, make you scream.
What you gon do with all that junk?
All that junk inside that trunk?
I'ma get, get, get, get you drunk,
Get you love drunk off this hump.
What you gon' do wit all that breast?
All that breast inside that shirt?
I'ma make, make, make, make you work
Make you work, work, make you work.

She's got me spendin'.
Spendin all your money on me and spendin' time on me
She's got me spendin'.
Spendin' all your money on me, up on me, on me.

Can’t you tell that I am bored? Oh, now we are gonna start doing something. Well, I’ll talk to ya later.

Bosom Hugs

XOXO

Nay Nay

zzz...

Hey,

What’s up? Not a whole lot going on around here. I’m just sitting at home listening to some tunes and decided to get caught up on some stuff… This passed week has been really tough on me. There is just so much to do and not enough time in the day to do it.

Did you ever feel like the whole world is against you at the same exact moment? That’s how I feel. Every time I think that I’m getting a handle on things something smacks me in the face.

Friday was the absolute worse night ever. I came home and was watching a movie after school. All of a sudden dad decides to go to bed. Then he yelled at me to turn the tv down. I was looking for the remote, then he came out and started b*tching again. Saying $hit like he was gonna throw the tv in the yard and stuff like that. Finally I got pi$$ed. I called him a d*ckhead. Well, that didn’t go over too easily. I got all upset, because basically he is going back to the way he was. Mom blames it on them switching his meds… I don’t think that I can handle it.

Saturday I got up after mom called me to get ready and go shopping with Aunt Ruby. Bea called. She was talking to mom on the phone. All I could hear was mom’s side of the conversation. Mom said that she was thankful that I had Bea in my life, and she doesn’t mind sharing. Then Bea asked if I was still there and asked to talk to me. We had “girl talk” which we haven’t done in a while.

I went shopping with Aunt Ruby later. And Gage can’t forget him. He was bad, but Aunt Ruby loses her patience too easily. I don’t know, I just felt like Aunt Ruby was probing me for answers. Then we came home and mom told her about Bea calling and about her being my adopted mom. It seemed like Aunt Ruby was making excuses saying that it was because she never had kids of her own and that she used to be that way with Carla, then something happened and their not that close anymore. I don’t know. It’s all very frustrating. I think that she is just jealous.

Bea has been there for me through thick and thin. She knows the right things to say and when to say them. If it weren’t for her I never would have gotten back into the church. I have to admit though she and John are a bit stricter than my own parents. LOL

Sunday, I got up and 10 and had to get ready for church. I was a few minutes late. Bea and I didn’t get to talk much. She gave me an envelope and told me that I couldn’t open it until after I got home. I just put it in my purse. After church Nancy and Leroy were getting ready to leave. Nancy asked Leroy if he asked me about my date. I was like “what?” she said that Leroy was supposed to ask me out on a date. I looked at him. He goes, “Well, my wife will be with us.” Nancy said they would like to invite Mark even though they haven’t met him yet it will be an experience. So some Saturday I guess we’re double dating. LOL

John Used The Vibrator!!! That is so hilarious. I saw one ya know. In the mall. I’ll have to check out the price on it.

Well, I think that I am gonna go. There is more to the story, but I need to get some sleep. Talk to ya later.

Bosom Hugs

XOXO

Nay Nay

Currently Watching Prime (Full Screen) see related

4/24

Hey,

What's up? Not a whole lot going on around here. I'm just in study hall right now. There is a lot to talk about, but not enough time. I gotta look up some stuff on alcohol addiction to get some info about the whole situation with Uncle Sam. Well, talk to ya later.

Nay Nay

Currently Listening The Phantom of the Opera (Original 1986 London Cast) see related

I'm Back

Hey,

What's up? I know that I said that I wouldn't be on here anymore, but it is no longer blocked at school. I'll still be on varsityworld, but I'm gonna try to keep both sites updated... Talk to ya later.

Hey,

If you're wondering why I'm not on anymore, it's because they blocked this site at school. You can now tune into my world at varsityworld.com sn giggles0723...