wow!....havent written in a long time!....i mean like a really really long time!....ive been on myspace for a while but not real big on the whole thing....bored?...i guess...like i got with this....

my last entry was about me moving in with my aunt or something to do with that....and so right now im about to be moving out of there and into a place of where i originally came from...my lovely Aiken road!....yay!!....i cant wait....i can blast my music while shaving my legs again...and walk around in.....well just walk around...oh and not have some sick perv lookin at u the whole time....ick!....so im rly excited!...

what else is new?....im going to try out for soccer...i hope i make it....tho im really nervous and will probably make a fool of myself...but if i tryed out for cheerleading and could stand to be around those snobby skinny girls i guess i can do this with people i know and that arent stuck up...or as much!...

i dont know why im writing all this when i know that know one is going to read it...but its nice to tell myself...or noone...??.....

so....i think thats about all thats going on in my life...

i guess ill write again in another 2 or 3 months...lol...maybe sooner...

love shell

moved in w. my aunt...its ok i guess...

this weekend was majorly awesome...well at least sunday was...

me, kimmi, beth, ash, justin, blake, teddy, and corey all met at mall and hung out... it was so cool!!

then we went and saw charlie and the chocolate factory...

totally ruined it!...omg! dont go see it!....johnny depp was rly funny but...everything else sucked!

yea so anyways....during the movie my 'boo' (as ash calls him) asked me out so now i go out w/ teddy who goes to ogelthorpe....16, has a car, and he is just so sweet...oh and cute!

yea ok g2g shows on ....

love shell

ok yea so nothin much to write about....

im moving in with my aunt if everything works out so YAY!...i get to move out of this nasty icky house! woo!

anyways...

my cousins are both probably not gonna be there when i move in either...which isnt that appealing to me cuz then i might be alone w/ richard...eww!!.....yea cuz y?...well...

my cuz jason has been out of control lately at school and his new lil sceme was grabbing some girls boob...yea no! so my aunt is gonna try to get rid of him by gettin the sheriff or someone to rule him as an 'unruley child.' and so he might be sent to some boot camp...

and my other cuz jerry has already been kicked out of the house for his stupid mouth!...

yea so thats a/b all thats new....so leave me a comment

oh and cant wait till this weekend! carly's party! woo! and we get to meet her bf and the guy that's obsessed with her...and those are two diff ppl...even tho her bf is obsessed too....ok yea

love ya

shello

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........never seen anything quite like that! lol

idk what this is but its cool!

hahaha...

.....kimmi.....lol

yea well had fun over the weekend with kimmi and then ash n her on monday!!!.....

17 your eyes!lol kimmi! that was great!

my lovely lady lumps...in the back and in the front! woo!

my lumps! work it!!! lol

l;kajsdf;lkjralskjf;lasj js;dlkrue;aoj ;alskjfa;worjwe;ao jadlkfjo;waeirjewa;ofj ;sdljah fpoawjr ;lasj

^ look its kris' languages!

kris with a 'K' ashley! lol what a loser!

Frrresh mish!...haha...

do the inch worm ashley! lol....our butts got stuck! and kimmi has a flat one! omg!....

" you can suck me for a long time...OMG!!!"

ok yea well today was awesome also! anna is such a babe and laura is my lesbian lover! lol....cuz she knows she likes it!

thats all for now love yall!

shell

Currently Listening It's a Sunshine Day: The Best of the Brady Bunch By The Brady Bunch see related

u kno ur only the coolest when u listen to the brady bunch! lol

ok yea so its like 3:34am right now and im up?!

i woke up to kimmi talkin to someone on the phone right?...but at first i thought she was talkin in her sleep so naturally i started listenin....but then i realized she was on the phone!.....so poo on that....and then i couldnt get to sleep and then i got to thinkin which made me depressed which made me start writing on paper...and decided how fun it would be to spill my poor crappy life i think i have on xanga! just some random thoughts....dont rly care!

why doesnt anything good happen to me?...at least thats the way it seems...while everyone moves on in life im left in a corner!?.....an outkast? i think not! just a little confused!?....but i dont even kno that!...my mom wants to take me to the doctor to see if im rly depressed....oh boy! like i could use some drugs! im already screwed up as it is...but now im gonna be up on drugs! how lovely! im so lost in my thoughts....i have no idea what to think! what to do! how to act!...??....i wish someone could help me! but i guess this is something i have to deal w/ alone! no one understands and no one can rly truely help cause its all that crap that goes on inside my brain that...i guess i rly dont want ppl to kno a/b....they have stuff to worry a/b too.....my problems dont even come close to some ppls so dont go thinkin im some conceded banana that thinks the world revolves around me cause its not like that at all!....................jealousy and me have some problems! i get jealous so easily and i hate it! i wish i could be happy with myself....but who ever is??.....gah! life should come with a warning label! *CAUTION! may cause damage to you mentally or physically, may lead to thoughts about death, may break your heart, or any other thing that you can think of that sucks!* well it would be something like that....

Lonliness is my lover...

Muffin Man! yummay!!

*Gay!*

Just Because!

ok yea umm...idk y...??...but i just started singing the brady bunch movie song....sunshine day....lol odd...rah! get it out!

besides the above...anything new in my life?? yes...

i got my hair cut!....doesnt exactly look like the pic but i guess its still cute...im not rly fond of it being down but when i have it up n stuff its cute! ull have to see on tues!...and thats a/b all in my life at this point....

sooo....yea....w/e

shell