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Name: Kaelynn
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Birthday: 3/31/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: Chatting on line and on the phone, talking to friends, finding the right guy, hanging out, seeing movies, listening to country music, i don't know...normal teenager girl stuff...
Expertise: Well, lets see...being confused is #1!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  gigglegirl1516
Member Since:
11/23/2003
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| This shall be my last and final entry ever on Xanga. I am done updating. There is way to much going on to even update about. I will however, read everyone elses sites to get an update on there lives, but for me, my life is starting over. I am growing up getting out of the high school drama and moving on to bigger maybe not necessarly better things. So, for those who seem to care, please call, you all have the cell number and if you want it just let me know! So, this is it...my goodbye. Goodluck to you all, and I will be talking to you later! | | |
| - Little GoodbyesSo, short entry. I am going to make this short. This is my last entry of this journal. Things are getting way out of hand and I need to keep things to myself for awhile on the journal no one knows about. So, I am signing off on this one. I may be back I may not. If you truely want to know what is going on...call or ask. I can give you the short version of my life at the time. I will talk to you all later! ~Kaelynn | | |
| - Let's Be Us Again
Aha. So, last night I had no parents, no sister and no curfew and what did I do? Absolutely, nothing! Well, I did do some stuff. Becca left at noon. So, I took a nap until about 3 and then went out to Randall to meet up with Mat. He is going to break up with his girlfriend. I guess, it is because she is still not over her ex-boyfriend and vice versa. So, I don't know what is going on there. We talked for awhile, I helped him pick out shoes. That was fun! Then I went and hung out with Chiara (now nicknamed Canada!) So, I left about 7 from Claire'S and went out and rented movies for the night. Chiara was going to come over after she got off work. So I had 2 maybe 3 hours to waste. So, I went over to Mat's and played "Halo" which was fun...ya know...and then Andrew tried calling me, but I had no service yet it rang. So, when I left I called him back and we talked. He had to go check on something so he let me go and said he would call back. So, then I talked to Matt Sweica, and then Canada called saying she was on her way. When she got here we chatted about Nima and Andrew and then she was like I want to call him, I was like "go for it" so she did. And, then he came out here and "hung out" we all just talked and then she had to leave at midnight so it was just me and Andrew. We just stood around and talked about aimless things. Such as cars, his exgirlfriends, past summers, why he broke up with Stacy, I don't know. Then he had to go to the bathroom, so I sat down in the drivers side of the Ford...ewww...and was going through his CD's and what not and please note...he has the mix I burnt him in there. Then we chatted I got up and let him sit down. He turned on his car and we were still talking and so I was playing with his lights and I had them off, he turned them on, I turned them off, and this went on till he grabbed my hands to stop me and so we were "wrestling" but I just wanted to "win". So, I don't know, it felt so nice to have his arms around me. I came in, because he left and I had the huggest smile on my face. It was GREAT. So, now I don't know what to do and or say. I am going to wait and talk to my friend, Terrie, who knows both of us and find out what to do. Because she still talks to him too. So, I don't know. If anyone has adivce please help me. Talk to you all laterz! | | |
| 500 Questions we all need to anwser...
001. What is your name? Kaelynn
002. Spell your name backwards: nnyleaK
003. Date of birth: 03/31/1986
004. Male or female? Female.
005. Astrological sign: Aries
006. Nicknames: "K", Speedracer, Bob(don't ask)
007. Occupation? student
008. Height: 5'7"
009. Weight: 140lbs. (I think?)
010. Hair color: brown with blonde and red highlights
011. Eye color: blue
012. Where were you born? Denver, Colorado
013. Where do you reside now? Sugar Grove, IL
014. Age: 18
015. Screen names: gigglegirl1516
016. E-mail addy: gigglegirl1516@aol.com or rainbowbutterfly86@yahoo.com
017. What does your screen name stand for? I am always laughing and I am a girl so "gigglegirl" and I made it up when I was 15-16 years old.
018. What is your lj name? don’t have one
019. What does your Blurty name stand for? What?
020. Pets: Susie, Cocoa and Nella my pet rats
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 18
022. Piercings? ears and belly button
023. Tattoo's? none...yet!
024. Shoe size: anywhere from a 8 1/2 to an 11
025. Righty or lefty? righty!
026. Wearing: blue jeans, toby keith shirt (black, white tank top, white undies and bra and a baseball cap!
027. Hearing: "How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days"
028. Feeling: like crap...really stressed out!
029. Eating/drinking: nothing chewing gum
~Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? yes
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? well, my family, ummm 2 boys other than that and my bestest friends
063. How many people have you been in love with? like guys...2
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? No.
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? No.
116. Are your parents divorced? no, but I used to think they should have gotten a divorce with all the fighting, but I guess that comes with marriage.
117. Do you have step parents? No.
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? No. But my dad did threaten to disown me.
119. If so for what? Not "respecting" my parents.
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? Yes. From Germany, Ireland and everywhere else and then also I have Indian blood.
~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? Not sure. Have to get back to you on that.
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? Britany Spears.
123. What's the best cd you own? Man that is a hard one...not sure I like most of them!
124. What song do you absolutely hate? Again, hard question.
125. Do you sing in the shower? YES!
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? There are a lot of them...depends on who we are talking about.
~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!~
127. Pink: "Im coming out so you better get the party started.."
128. Aerosmith: "If chicken little told you that the sky was falling, even if it was would you still come running back gin? I bet you would my friend. over and over again."
129. Madonna: "Like a virgin. touched for the very first time."
130. Korn: "Ya’ll wanna single say fuck that."
131. Backstreet Boys: "Show me the meaning of being lonely."
132. The Beatles: "We all live in a Yellow Submarine"
133. Sublime: "Annie’s 12 years old and tomorrow she’ll be a whore. Nobody ever told her it’s the wrong way.
134. J.Lo: "Don’t be fooled by the rocks that I got. I’m still, I’m still Jenny from the block"
135. *Nsync: "Bye, bye, bye"
136. Limp Bizkit: "It’s all about the he sad/she said bull shit"
137. Britney Spears: "I'm not a girl, not yet a woman. All I need is time a moment that is mine, while I'm inbetween."
138. Creed: "Can you take me higher?"
139. Enrique Iglesias: "I can be your hero, baby. I can kiss away the pain."
140. Good Charlotte: "Girls don’t like boys, girls like cars and money."
141. Christina Aguilera: "I’m a genie in a bottle. You gotta rub me the right way."
142. Eminem: "I’m slim shady. Yes I’m the real shady. All you other slim shady’s arejust imitating. So won’t the real slim shady please stand up?"
143. New Found Glory: "The sky will never look the same again till you show me how it can be"
144. Kelly Clarkston: She did remakes of oldies songs in American Idol that is all I know.
145. Kelly Osbourne: Have no idea.
146. Mandy Moore: "I'll always remember. It was late afternoon."
147. Eve: No idea.
148. Aaliyah: No idea.
149. Nelly: "It’s getting hot in herre, so take off all your clothes."
150. Alicia Keys: No idea.
151. Incubus: "Come one, come all into 1984."
~Favorites~
152. Color: RED!
153. Food: Pudding...choc. and vanialla by Swiss Miss.
154. Song: have more than one.
155. Show: again, more than one.
156. school subject: English, History
157. Band/singer: Singer as of now: Kenny Chesney, Band as of now: Rascal Flatts.
159. Outfit: hmmm...anything I can wear with my cowboy boots.
160. Radio station: 99.5 or 98.3
161. Movie: Hmmm...hard one again!
162. Pair of shoes: Flip-flops
163. Cartoon: I don't know.
164. Actor: Don't really have one.
165. Actress: Julia Stilies.
166. Potato chip: None, I like Fritos and Cheetos!
167. Drink: Pop: (if I drink it) Dr. Pepper. otherwise water and milk all the way!
168. Alcholic drink: hmm...strawberry diquari, rum and coke or just Mike's Hard Lemonade.
169. Holiday: my Birthday! It is all about me!
170. Perfume/cologne: I have no idea!
171. Pizza topping: Cheese or pepperonni
172. Jello flavor: Cherry
173. Lunch meat: EWWW...gross!
174. Board game: Monopoly (as of now i guess)
175. Video game: Mario...I don't know.
176. Website: Xanga.com or Homestarrunner.com
177. Book: No sure!
179. Number: 2
180. Cereal: Cherrios or Frosed Mini Wheats
181. Comedian: No idea
182. Dessert: Choc. when in the mood.
183. Disney character: Cinderalla, Ariel, Minnie Mouse.
184. Clothing store: American Eagle all the way!
185. Passtime: Baseball, reading, writing, talking with friends, doing what most girl like to do.
187. Childhood toy: Teddy Ruspkin
188. Carnival game/ride: tilt-o-whirl
189. Candy bar: No idea.
190. Magazine: YM or Cosmo Girl
191. Salad dressing: Ranch, or Italin
192. Thing to do on the weekend: hang out with people...doing whatever
193. Hot drink: Hot Chocolate
194. Season: Winter
195. Sport to watch: baseball
196. Person to talk to online: Chris or Jake or Pickett...really who ever is online
~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
197. What color are your sheets? Tie-dyed
198. What color are your bedroom walls? Splater-painted them 6 colors...red, orange, yellow, green, blue and purple
199. Do you have posters on your wall? yes
200. If so of what? VW Beattle, Finding Nemo, Tarzan.
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? YES!
202. How many pillows are on your bed? 2
203. What do you normally sleep in? Sweatpants, and a tee-shirt or sweatshorts and a tee-shirt
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: anything comfortable
205. What size bed do you have? Twin trundle so smaller than a twin.
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? regular bed
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? no, have a cell phone and a phone but it is on the "normal" house line.
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? No watch TV
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: Don' know.
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Yes, a bear my dad gave me and a bear a friend of mine gave me before he died.
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 1
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? YES!
213. Have to share your bedroom with a sibling? NO!
214. Do you snore? NO!
215. How about drool? YES!
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yes
217. What color is the carpet in your room? Brown
218. What's under your bed? Not sure.
~This or that~
219. beach/mountains: beach
220. Donuts/bagels: Bagels if I have to eat one or the other
221. Day/night: NIGHT!
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: West
223. Heaven/hell: Heaven.
224. Make love/have sex: Make love.
225. Coffee/tea: neither
228. Britney/Christina: neither
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: American
230. Real World/Road Rules: Real World or Road Rules extreme.
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: neither
232. Silver/gold: SILVER!
233. Nike/Adidas: Adidas.
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: Taco Bell (no meat in the taco at all)
235. Sweet/sour: i don't know.
236. Punk/emo: neither
237. Hot/cold: Cold
238. Winter/summer: Winter
239. Spring/fall: Spring
240. Operas/plays: Both depending on what one it is and what show.
241. Read/watch tv: depends on the mood.
242. Cd's/tapes: cds.
243. Dvd's/vhs: dvds.
244. Old/new: NEW!
245. Shorts/skirts: Skirts.
246. Pink/red: red
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: black and white.
248. Meat/vegetables: Veggies
249. Mexican food/chinese food: neither
250. Commercials/infomercials: Neither
251. Scary movies/comedies: both.
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: one piece
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: flip-flops!
254. Dogs/cats: dogs
255. Unicorns/fairies: fairies.
256. Water/land: water
257. Sugar/spice: neither
258. Black/white: black.
259. ribbons/bows: ribbons
260. Chicken/beef: chicken i hate red meat only eat chicken
261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: WHITE.
262. Cars/trucks: trucks
263. Austin Powers/James Bond: James Bond
264. Popcorn/pretzels: popcorn at the movies...pretzels at home.
265. Hip/hop: Hip.
266. Passionate kiss/peck: passionate kiss.
267. WWE wrestling/real wrestling: not sure.
268. Back rub/foot massage: back rub.
269. Picture frames/photo albums: frames
270. Pens/pencils: pencils
~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
271. Eminem: Don't like him.
272. Virgins: Good idea
273. God: I believe...not sure what to say.
274. The Osbournes: Stupid.
275. Reality TV: depends on the show
276. J.Lo: retire...otherwise not sure.
277. Religion: I have a religion.
278. Emo music: Not sure.
279. Valentine's Day: I like it if I am in love.
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: HATE IT!
281. Homosexuals: hot guys and some of my best friends.
282. Abortion: NO
283. Inter-racial relationships: If someone loves someone outside there own race.. I think it's ok.
284. Murder: I like reading/watching/learning about serial killers
285. Death: confusing...scared
286. Obesity: a problem
287. Pre-marital sex: Don't care it is not me.
288. Terrorism: Hello...bad.
289. Pornography: not to sure
290. Fortune tellers: No idea.
291. Threesomes: Not sure.
292. Prostitution: bad.
293. Politics: I can't stand them
294. Country music: LOVE IT.
295. George W. Bush: Not to sure.
296. Cloning: Not sure.
298. Gas prices in America: Not too bad.
~Name Game~
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?.
299. Jack: Johnny Depp...in Pirates of the Caribean.
300. Tiffany: a friend of mine
301. Ben: gay...sorry ben I love you
302. Maria: Hispanic
303. Jennifer: Big butt
304. Nicole: my middle name, I like it better than my first one.
305. Amy: a friend
306. Adam: a friend
307. Richard: work out
308. Justin: ugly...nsync
309. Arnold: football head
310. Tom: hmmmm...not sure
311. Melissa: slut. what did i say that?
312. Charlotte: no idea
313. Harold: fat kid
314. John: a kid i used to babysit
315. Joel: no idea
316. Vanessa: hmmm...slut.
317. Michelle: Smart!
318. Kevin: a friend
319. Brent: HOT!
320. Jake: great advice
321. Billy: Dead...a cat (long story)
322. Sarah: not sure
323. Natalie: stupid
324. Christi: no idea
325. Nick: not sure
326. Linda: aunt
327. Taylor: no idea
328. Jordan: tall skinny kid.
329. Jamie: good singer
330. Adrian: no idea
~Have You Ever....~
331. Mooned anyone? no
332. Been on a diet? yes
333. Been to a foreign country? yes
334. Broken a bone? yes
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? yes
336. Swear at a teacher? not at their face
337. Talked to a lj member via e-mails or instant messages? no(?)
338. Got in a fight? yes
339. Dated a teacher? no eww.
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? almost
341. Thought about killing your enemy? sort of
342. Gone skinny dipping? almost but no i didn't go through with it.
343. Met another Blurty member in the flesh? What?
344. Told a little white lie? Yes, we all do.
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? no
346. Stolen anything? no
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? ahhh..yes we all do.
348. Been on TV? no
350. Been in a mosh pit? no
351. Been to a concert? yes
352. Dated one of your best friends? almost
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? yes
354. Decieved somebody close to you? yes, it happens to you.
355. Broken the law? yes we all do when we drive.
356. Been to a rodeo? Yes
357. Been on a talk show? No, I need to though
358. Been on a game show? NO
359. Been on an airplane? Yes more times than I can count
360. Got to ride on a firetruck? YES, Yes, yes!
361. Came close to dying? yes
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? all the time
364. Terrorized a babysitter? yes
365. Made a mud pie? no
366. Had a dream that our falling off a cliff? yeah.
367. Snuck out of the house at night? yes
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? ummm no.
369. Had an eating disorder? no
370. Felt like you didn't belong? yes all the time
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? always.
372. Smoked? no
373. Done drugs? no
374. Been arrested? almost
375. Had your tonsils removed? no
376. Gone to camp? yes
378. Written a love letter? yes, more than I can count
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? yes
380. Written a love poem? Yes ask andrew about that one.
381. Kissed in the rain? no not yet...waiting though
382. Slow danced with someone you love? no
383. Participated in cyber sex? no
384. Faked an orgasm? no
385. Stolen a kiss? How do you do that?
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? yes...always.
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? yes
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? no, not yet.
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? yes...71 in a 55
390. Done jail time? NO
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? yes...a polo shirt and a pair of ugly khakis.
392. Won a trophy? yes.
393. Thrown up in public? yes...at a clothing store.
394. Bowled a perfect game? Yea, right.
395. Failed/got held back? NO
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? Hell no I am always sick.
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? No
398. Taken ballet lessons? Yes
399. Attempted suicide? Shouldn't anwser this one...so don't even go there.
400. Cut yourself? Not on purpose but handling knives if not good for me!
~Childhood Stuff~
401. Did you play with Barbies? yes
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? yes
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? no
404. Did you play Simon? YES
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? HELL YA!
406. Did you wet the bed? no
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? no, but alligators and fudge-cycle people.
409. Were you shy? ahh..no
410. Were you spoiled? HELL YA! STILL AM!
411. Were you abused? no
412. Did you go to the circus? YES
413. Did you go to the zoo? YES
414. Were you in a car accident? not when I was little
415. Did you build snowmen? yes
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? no high pain tolerance.
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? yes.
418. Did you think slinkies were cool? not really
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? yes.
420. Were you afraid of the dark? no
421. Did you have slumber parties? yeah
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? yea, and an umbrella too
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? no
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? yeah until i was 5 and learned the truth
~Randomness~
425. Do you believe in aliens? hmmm hard question.
426. Name three things that are next to your computer: phone, flashlight, and a picture.
427. Do you have any hidden talents? hmm i don't know.
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? don't watch MTV
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? not sure...a romantic movie
430. What would your movie star name be? Charlie
431. Do you play any sports? basketball or baseball.
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? The Ring
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? Spiderman 2
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? not sure.
435. Do you drive? yes.
436. What is your dream car? A big pick-up truck.
437. Do you think your good looking? no
438. Do others think you are good looking? sure.
439. Would you ever sky dive? yes
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? no
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 9 rooms
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? YES!
443. Do you believe in God? yes
444. Do you believe in Satan? Not sure.
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? yes
446. Do you believe there is a hell? yes
447. Do you own a pooltable? no
448. Do you have a pool? no
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? yes
450. Do you like chocolate? yes only one time a year.
451. Who/what is on your 2004 calendar? no one.
452. How many U.S. states have you been to? all but 5 I think
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? yes
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? Campbell soup can
455. Do you carry any weapons on you? no
456. What is your weakness? thinking too much
457. Name something you can't get enough of: money
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: fun, giggly, loving
459. How many kids do you want to have? two or three
460. Future daughters names: Charlie
461. Future sons names: don't know
462. What is your ideal way to die? fast.
463. How do you release stress? write, laugh, read, hang out with friends.
464. Are you a trendy person? I don't know
465. Are you an artisitic person? sort of
466. Are you a realistic person? sometimes...sometimes not
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? no
468. Are you a strong person? i try to be.
469. Are you a strong willed person? sort of
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? mom and dad
471. Who is the last person to IM you? Chris
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? yes
473. Are you a deep sleeper? yes
474. Are you a good story teller? yes
475. What do you believe is your best quality? I don't know...being a good listener
500. What's your favorite phrase? "Individuality" | | |
| - I Can Love You Like That So, I am at work. I have finished everything that I had to do already and I have an hour just to sit here and do nothing. So, I guess I have some stuff to say. I was not 100% with it last night when I updated...some of you know what I mean! So, yesterday and the day before I have done a lot of thinking. Since you know haven't had much to do, b/c my parents are gone. I guess cleaning the house opens your mind to options. So, I took an old deck of cards and layed them out as my options with different numbers and faces meaning different things and I came to the conclusion that Chris and I should just be friends at this point in time...and if anything is to happen it will, but in due time. But, as some of you I have had a situation going on with Andrew again and am not sure what to do about that. See, he called me one night at like midnight and left me a voicemail, I guess it was not intended to have been left. But he called at midnight...why? Hmmm...I have to figure it out. The voicemail however was "Lets Be Us Again" by Lonestar and if you know what country music is and listen to that song you know what it means and how I am alarmed by it. The song however, talks about breaking up and getting back together. So, I need to talk to him. I guess he broke up with his girlfriend, Stacy, b/c he couldn't "put up with it" anymore. What does that mean? So, I am left hanging, b/c we talk and have fun and joke about talking and I don't know what to do. He says I am "goofy" and I am not. And, so I need to call and leave him a message and ask what is going on. So, anyways talking to Chris last night he told me we needed to talk, but I don't have time, since I am playing mom, dad and sister for another 8 days. So, we talked last night and he said the same thing I was going to say. And, if it wasn't brought up last night it would have been tonight or tomorrow night. I need to get everything set straight. I need a clear head and not to be stress, b/c we all know what I do when I get stressed. So, Chris and I are just friends and that is all until things happen on there own with out help. And, I should have listened to my head and not my heart the night he kissed me and stopped him. I knew he shouldn't have, but things happen and you can't stop them, well you can, but wheather you do or not depends on the person. So, I am not a better person. I am slowly beginning to feel better and not so weighed down with problems. Which is a good thing...I need to be "free" again! Free like a bird...I can fly  . So, well, I am going to go now. I need to go anwser the phone...hehehe. :smile: So, I will talk to you later!
Your very confused girl at the moment in time. | | |
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