Monday, June 16, 2008

• ahhhhhhhh

  just when my life was going semi-ok, i had a shocking epiphany. i finally realized who my true friends were. i lost many "acquaintances," but my cousin & i are best friends & we can totally relate to everything we say. even if i lose all my friends i know that we will always be there for each other.

  her & i both lost friends since last fall, and even though it hurts, we move on because if we dwell on it nothing will change. i have also comed to see that i am ALWAYS the one to initiate stuff with my friends. i am the one always putting out. and guess what? NO MORE!

  if you want to hang/chill/laugh/eat or plain have fun with me, then call me! & if i don't pick up then guess what, ill call u back when im free... but in the meantime, jen jen, jaizsha, & brittany & sometimes berto are the only ones that call me. so, i guess those will only be the people i see.

  cause i am just tired of always feeling like i am the one to make the effort to get everyone together. screw that. if that means that DAMN doesnt exist, & it turns into JAM, then that's all i need.

  like ben says (or at least his quote) "why make someone a priority when they make you an option."

  cannot be more true.

  • 11:39 PM
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