if you're having a bad day.. don't take it out on me.

well.. the year is almost over.. i feel so lazy. i have no idea why.  i love to party with my pledge sisters.. but i guess this year really drained me.. and i didn't go to anything this week.. i should have gone to the bbq.. but i didn't.. i should have gone to xc to party with my seXI's one last time.. but i didn't.. i feel really apathetic.. i hope they're not mad at me! i really wanted to go.. but i just can't get myself to be social anymore.. all my social skills got sucked out of me.. i feel like i'm retreating to the way i used to be in high school.. anti-social. well.. not ant-social.. i just didn't care much for going out in high school.. of course my parents didn't let me go out.. but i really didn't care when they would say no.. i was actually relieved when they wouldn't let me do anything.. hmm well.. i'm sure i'll snap outta this soon.. hopefully! haha.. well there will be plenty of chances for me to chill with my lovely pledge sisters.. i actually prefer being with them outside of sorority events.. more relaxing.. and more attention can be paid to them.. i guess that's just how i feel.

ok.. on to a more happy topic!  vegas for memorial day was fun.  yes i lost money gambling.. but who doesn't?? well haha i only lost $40.. but its still something!! haha the food was good.. it WAS a little weird getting a little buzz at the buffet... but hey. get your money's worth right? haha i still can't believe we walked ALL the way from imperial palace to rio.. who's idea was that?? oh well.

had sd lambda xc on friday.. hehe i had fun!  i think that was the first xc i've had fun at in a while!  got to see my big bro.. my buddy andy.. and jeff's  best friend thor! hehe .. i knew i was gonna have fun! and i did! hehe

wow.. haven't writen in this thing for a while..

midterms are coming up.. i really don't feel like studying.. so freakin lazy..  but i guess i have to..

i'm just having a really horrible time with this whole apartment thing.. too much stress.. whatevers dood.. like.. its is way too late to find someone that needs a place to live.. and i've asked everyone that i know already that might need a place to live.. but there's no one.. we just need to find someone. .and I have already tried.. so.. there's nothing else I can do..