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summer is a fantastic addiction: LAST DAY RIOT! ♥

Thu, 22 Mar 2007 08:05:52 GMT

word of the day! dududu! word of the day! dududu! ♥

awesome! awesome! awesome! bwahaha! our inner beasts have been released from our cages. ITS FUCKIN SUMMER!!! we gotta paaaarrtei! we gotta paaaarrtei! smolderin with freespirit.

...though i gotta say i was dissapointed about my algeb test. worried...but ecstatic.

you know yesterday was prolly one of the best schoolyear endings. after traditional picture takings with classmates in school, gimmicks were flying everywhere. me and kim went to donna's house where we stayed and played with chad. me and donna got our hair done while we waited for kim in kville. my annoying long hair is gone baby! its short and layered all the way. we got in the car, picked up veve and nailen (who were wearing skirts!...well, veve wore a dress, but its kinda the same) and arrived at eastwood, kat's condo.

bowling, i wasnt good at but i apperantly had fun powersliding on the floor. then ~~shopping~~ window shopping with donna. it was a riot. prolly coz of the smell of.......i dunno, FREEDOM?

clicky for more pickies on my multiply.

summer IS our requiem!
ciao dearies. ♥

ranidaphobia is not an ointment jism

Tue, 20 Mar 2007 06:35:40 GMT

word of the day. du du du. word of the day. du du du. ♥

one more day to go. parteii!!!
come to think about w actually dont need to study much for 4th quarter. its not really counted in te rcard average as far as i know. but even so, i did burn my ass off for Histoy yesterday. i slept at around 1am reading and reviewing. i only did spend 3 hours of sleep...and those three hours were all nightmare.

in traumatic nightmares i did sleep. frogs. no, FROG DISSECTION.
the torment. the incisions. the knives. the ether. the FIRE.
...okay there was no fire...but since my head was sweatin...THERE WAS.

eck. onga pala noh. i havent shared my traumatic incident during the first few weeks of the 4th quarter. LAB.

siyempre frog dissection. sadista ko pa when Ms. Herrero went all: "try crushing the brain if its still not dead" and i jerked and whispered "YESS" to nica coz i was trying to scare her. i never really cared about frogs. i just assumed that this so-original experiment would be a morbid rite of passage that we have to go through. whether they live or die. whether i'm the one killing it or just drawing the anatomical structure while witnessing someone else doing it. damn there must have been some insane childhood trauma that was prolly "forgotten" coz when left lung...inflated, there was that .01 second of hell. and i screamed and ran away

...like a sissy girl.
started hyperventilating and eventually cried. Ms. Herrero was prolly scared that i'd die from extreme sock...or sue her...so she reassured me by explaining "the delicate balance of life", that "we struggle when we are in danger in hopes of still living"

...smooth Ms. H, smooth. anyway i snapped out of it...ermm...maybe an hour and a half later(?)
yock. panggigigilan ko nanaman toh mamaya. >:\

ugh. wait wait. once i kill notes on filipino and algebra later,
...i'd prolly sorta maybe kinda never ever not forget about this...sometimes.
ciao lovelies. ♥

dude, these are sausages.

Fri, 16 Mar 2007 09:33:54 GMT

the only reason i'm typing this a few days after the actual incident was coz my hand needed time to heal.

...like my soul......pfffbwaahahhahahaaahh! ngek. ;))

March 14, 5:00. i soo didnt wanna get out of bed because i could barely breathe with my stuffy nose, plus i was still tired from studying. but you just got to, what could a girl do? so after i took a bath and got ready, i went down to get me some coffee.

my first cup of coffee wasnt warm enough. like afternoon jug water temp lang. plus i drank from an itty bitty wiw cup. that wasnt gonna get me through the day! so i boiled some water again since there wasnt any left in the big thermos. so i left the water boiling for 10 minutes on high. i did notice i had some coffee on my blouse. yipee. but it was my own dirty work and i didnt really care since it was bound to get dirty by the end of the day. so i go handle the kettle. the steam evaporating from the water sorta hurt my hand a little (i was holding the handle, it was right above the opening)

    oh yey. here comes bok. the new puppie. fuck i hate puppies. he comes on to my foot and wouldnt get out of my way and he was pulling my skirt. it was only a matter of time til the superultramega boiling hot water splashed onto my hand. 5 times to be exact. i didnt want to let go of the kettle and drop it. oc powers kicked in, wrong timing. so that's 5 lovely seconds of hotboiling water for my three fingers. index, fucker, and ringman. i think pinkie was up while i was carrying the kettle. uuuy girl. hahah. joke.

    i was even panicking which took my aching hand 3 more seconds of pain. what do i do? what do i do? ice? tap water? toothpaste??? crap why didnt i listen to health when i was in 1styear??? so i finally made up my mind and drown my fingers in running water. i asked our maid if she could get me some ice. ooowie. no ice. but...there's ICE CANDY! whatt? ugh, fine that'l do. i had to deal with it since the car was gonna arrive any second.

    i decided to announce what happened to me to the people who were inside the classroom before they could ask again and again what happened. then i asked niqi to come with me to the clinic. I WAS THE FIRST GIRL AT THE CLINIC! YEEEEY! and the nurse put on some burn ointment.

    i couldnt focus in class from time to time. the hurt was on and off. and during lunch i start to notice, hey the ointment is turning silver....it was white when the nurse put it on me.

   overexaggerating me was already thinking about my last will and testament in class. you can ask veve what i said. i was gonna die! truth, it wasnt just an ordinary paso. my finger practically furrowed. like grandma skin. ugh. nightmare.

so that was what happened. i couldn't move my fingers for a day or two but now it's fine. sorta. you cant press on my index finger though. this was the one that was badly scalded. i do hope it wont end up looking like this. please heal! please heal!

there's a moral somewhere in this story.

i just cant think of it right now.
QT week na namin. 3 more days to go till freedom.
ciao lovlies. ♥

"it makes you never wanna breathe. huhuhuhoo."

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 10:09:56 GMT

- echas.

eck no really. QT weeks only a couply of days away i'm on a breakdown here. i try not to think about the pressure of that unspoken rule of having above average grades. but here i am, a ticking time bomb. NEVER AGAIN MS. GERMAN! I'LL NEVER BELIEVE IN ANYTHING YOU SAY AGAIN! goddamn algeb ut2. a reviewer does NOT help when test items takes longer than expected. fact is your classes are easy peasy but you bombard us with futuristic algebra during the tests. that's just not fair. i've been good. well,...i know i've tried being good for the past weeks. WHY MUST THE GOOD FAIL...in algebra?!?

gawd i feel so dumb now. sure the whole batch was on their knees saying they missed one item..or two. baby, baby, baby...TRY FIVE. 3 points, 3 points, 2points, 1 point, 2 points. that's 11 points (or has my ability to add numbers failed me?) over 50 babe. over 50. please let her give points for even trying! ack! ALGEBRA YOU SICK BASTURRD! of all the times you could have played with me...you play with me when 4th Quarterly tests are within reach?? now i gotta study twice as hard. . . .-er.

i'm so drained. TUYO. i cant even type fast or process words in my head. gotta start on HEALTH, STAT, FILIPINO, BIOLOGY, ALGEBRA, ....etc etc etc...fuck why am i even here??!

pardon me for having an ambition.
ciao lovelies. ♥

heartattacks.

Wed, 07 Mar 2007 08:15:49 GMT

you know, i've watched a documentary of a pregnant lady giving birth.
..well it was initially shocking to see the...and when the...
doesnt change anything though. it wont make me even think of taking a vocational and be a religious...whatever i'd turn out to be.

today in health class we watched a video from discovery whatever about heart diseases.
it didnt seem much of a big deal since i'm aware no one really cares about the "cigarette smoking is dangerous to..."
but then they showed this guy...who looked like Magneto...and he had a heart disease coz of smokin. and he had a bypass whatever and showed the open heart surgery. i thought of people i knew who smoked. i was like...

"damn."

which is crazy coz my dad, my brothers, my mom, my relatives, etc etc smoke all the time, if not all the time, i've known them to smoke and god that's a lot. wait, mong and miggy smoke too!

i told you people before, stop freakin smoking! you guys very well know that smoking can kill you or at least shorten your life span by years. so why the hell smoke? if you want sumthin to calm you down: try ice packs, or a gameboy, or coffee or anything that wouldnt suffocate your arteries with disgusting plaque. i am never (evuh-evuh, evuh-evuh, evuh-evuh...) smoking. you people should know better, i might just make a suggestion.

if you're not gonna stop smoking: "i'll bite your ear off, sow it back on, and bite it off again until you drop that deadly habit..."

here. ♥ coz i love you people.

...eh mamili kayo, ear infection o immediate death? >:)

bwahahahahaha,
ciao bebe. ♥

we dont give a damn if you cant hide. bye bye!

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 11:09:52 GMT

school! school! 11 school days to go baby! and after tests, smooth sailin all the way. Bx
and its another chapter of my extravagant summer life. hence, i reminisce on recent summers. but i'll try not to get too anticipated/distracted to the reality of how close my sophomore life's gonna end. yuck, junior nko next year. hmn, wonder what that's gonna be like.....? (....drifting away from topic)

must study! gotta study! gotta struggle! i find fourth quarter topics to be fatal since palabo na ng palabo ung mga tinuturo ng mga teachers. (yes, nagpaparinig ako kay ms. molave. hmp!) here's my agenda
x. reread partII of Gapo
x. start making reviewers of the skeletal and nerbous system
x. finish all accounts so my clearance would be....cleared.
x. hardcore studying and collect notes for history (damn you molave!!)
x. reread and make reviewers for english short stories
x. hardcore algebr and stat drills.

...i BETTER pass this quarter. >:)

"bwahahaha."
ciao bebe. ♥

vampire happiness

Sat, 03 Mar 2007 10:28:27 GMT

AAAH! AAAHHHH! mong! miggy! you're insane!
i'm so moving on to calde and sonny! their level of decency is still lovable!
and if that doesnt turn out right...there's always the unnoticed-always-in-the-background, joel!
i cant believe i bought your cd twice! TWIIICCEE!
AAAH! AAAHHHH! draaiiined! draaainned! but that was still insane!

so let me pour out my heart to you. dark ang blue, straight up, no such emo stereotype. i do not and will prolly never hate them. i was really really tired. do you understand? i'm trying to defend myself from always coming off like not caring if you get beaten up, spat on or beat up some other guys just coz "...what i've bee through made me sooo much stronger! weee! lets get drunk!" honey, i've left so many things unsolved and unpeaced with after that day when the world fell apart. struggle my dear bitches, struggle.

they say " i deserve it and karma comes back around."
fine, i'd reply "....karma mo mukha mo!"

this is what you have to understand. eversince that time (the whole 'my world fell apart' thing) i've been resolving myself be preoccupied with other things. i guess after a while i tend to make those things my outlet for my resentments in the past. need i go on? ugh, i got pissed ok?? i sure dont wanna say, "i miss him and us and the good old days and if i dont get some hardcore happiness chicosci action, i'll bite your ears off!! bwahahahaha."

so i'm not such an avid fan. i dont memorize all the songs. my resentments just pushed me to their direction.

but even before the ball, i had a rockin time with the girls. RO-CKIN.

my pictures are on multiply. but you gotta be my contact to view them. beh!
ciao luvies. ♥

inaudible whisper.......you whatt?!?!?

Fri, 23 Feb 2007 09:04:55 GMT

while giyay wuz studyin for prolly the most disappointing test ever, bab comes in and sez "na-delete ni topas ung files sa computer." ...and he said it with such a devious grin. "*chuckles( in denial)*...he whatt?!?" and she ran out toward topas' room, jaws dropped and everything else. the eldest brother looked back at her. "...oops."

...and that's how topas died.
joke.

eck..buntong hininga. doesnt matter, he only deleted my files. my pictures. my videos. my artworks. my lovely photoshopcs2 (i named him Gustoff). my music. what's left of the life i had other than school. mmm, its not that bad.

*goooosefraabaaa*...find your place. find your place. today is a happy day. today is a fruitcake.

ugh. tgif gents. now that's a reason for being happy. i'm gonna do all my homework later and i'll be sleepin the whole weekend. leisurely time with me, my cat, my 'GAPO, and banana float right beside me. *niiirrvaaaaaaaaaaaaanaaaaaaaaaa* speaking of nirvana, mandy and niqi is makin a series with ofcourse, the lovely niqi on illustrations and mandy makin the script. but i'm proud to contribute at least one character in her comicstrip. the gothgirl named,....................................Butch. does that ooze copyright or whatt?? sniiifff. aah, productive boredom. i gets you everywhere.

i'll be laying off the stalking business until summer. gotta focus on the magic numbers on my report card. sophomore. you know.

in short. nuthin new.
ciao luvlies. ♥

The Bitter Valentine: the adventures of Ms. M and JeanGrey

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 12:36:13 GMT

Testimonials in the friendster are the most lovable things eh? *smirk*
i'm starting to rethink my utter hatred for Jamie. (...uhh, again.)

gee, and i thought valentinesday/hallmark'sday is gonna be such a bitter wednesday. but here i am with practically all of my blood rushing to my face. i love jesus again! haha, nge, nagtampuhan daw kami. joke (i'll prolly burn in hell for that.)

ah, the day started out with just like any normal morning, xept with more antisipation and less thoughts about actual schoolwork. mass. teacher'sday. sir Louie dressed as a surfer. ms. Twinkle dressed up as a surfboard. sir Lito's head was wrapped around in a pathtically-yet-amusing excuse for a sun. ms. carrie dressd in blue (you get the picture, magkakabarkada sila eh) sir Vince dressed like a tourist about to get kidnapped. and sir Andie and Ms. Hilario join together as the worstdressed as they try to pull off their sorry excuse for a hawaiian outfit.

the student teachers were funny too. must off us got sent into the gradeschool kalat.twas sorta cute that dierdre ended up teaching the grade2. whom mandy solidly commented na "masmatatangkad pa kay dierdre"

and next, me and mandy off to galle! yeah boiii! we watched TheMessenger and enjoyed seeing "HotFarmerRoy" and we entertained possibilities of a sequel of how "Bobby gets his revenge" wahaha, you'll get it when you watch it. this galle thing WUZ suppose to be a foursome but i dont know what happened with the other two...so it turned out to be a bitter excuse for a date. :)) nge.

took some narleh pictures in mah multiply. not a lot. but some funnier than others. ü

ciao luvlies. ♥

kalsada nobenta: oooh moments

Sun, 11 Feb 2007 10:27:18 GMT

1. Gabby introduces the members of urbandub
gabby: on guitars...
me, veve, veronica & pat : ROCK ON GAAABBYYYY!!!
gabby: hehe, teka lang!

2. mark abaya comes down the stage, giyay bring out m&m's
mark: *"holding hands moment" with veve, then walks near me*
me: MAAAARRRKK!!! *waving ut m&m's with "veve & giyay II-4 aa" written on the back*
mark: *holds giyay's hand for a mere 7 seconds... hardly a moment, and goes back to the stage*
me: *notices how he doesnt take the candy* hey...come back here you sick baaaastuurdd!!! what are you? on a DIET????

3. me, veve, veronica, pat and mandy wait for kjwan at the gate.
me: dang, my feet hurt.
veve: stop complaining!
*guitarist of kjwan comes out...but sure isnt mark abaya. everyone runs toward him to get his signature on our posters......though we still dont know who he was.*
mr. kjwan dude/ "jimmy": okay what's your name?
me: giyay. that's g-i-y-a-y
mr kjwan dude/"jimmy": *write J-i-y-a-y*
me: (aack! not again!!!)
mandy: last time i checked, your name was with a G
me: its fine! its fine! i make exceptions for celebrities.
mr kjwan dude/"jimmy": oh really? i'm sorry *changes*
*after everyone get their autograph*
me: mr. kjwan dude, here. *hand him m&m's. uhh.. it might have the name "mark" written in front...but really its for you. ü
mr kjwan dude/"jimmy": uhh. thanks! (?)

4. kjwan performs on stage
mark: our new album is out and...
marty: MAARK! I LAB UUU!!!
mark: i love you too....so our new album...

5. marc abaya gives rosa and marty his water bottle

6. marc abaya gives me, kat, veve, pat & veronica his water bottle
me: kat! stop hoggin the damn bottle! ako naman!
kat: *gives me the bottle*
me: *drinks from the same bottle marc drank* ...shit! i'm cured!!!!!

7. marc sings "daliri" onstage
me: *sings and winks at him, ...in a non-slutty conventional way*
marck: "di ko na makilala...ang iyong..." *winks back*
................................................

the rest, i cant remember. and that, my friends, is what we call a LEGACYHangover. ü
posted pics on multiply.
tae ka nalang if you dont remember what my url is (after all the links i've put in my recent entries) ü

malapit na nga pala ang birthday niya.
ciao luvlies. ♥