i must be incredibly bored to be resorting to xanga...

so what do i put here? my current life story? sure why not

school: i got 16/20 on the MC for psyc. not good but i can't complain. i don't wanna see the mark for the essay section! and ling 130 midterm hurt my hand way too much but i'll probably still wanna use my injured hand to punch my prof when he hands them back. he is absolutely insane and i wish i had remembered ratemyprofessors.com before signing up for courses this semester. i also have a history assignment due on thursday but that requires reading/work and we all know that i'm a lazy bum. and i know something big is coming up soon...probably for kin, but i dunno what and i'm too lazy to find out. i just hope its not the midterm. i also have some venting to do about sfu's finance ppl. first they're not clear about the usage of that entrance scholarship thingy so i get a random cheque back from them and now i owe $50 cuz i didnt know that there were drop fees. why dont they let me know these things? i knew i was gonna drop that course i just figured i'd wait until the first day to see how it goes, but i was sick and decided to not go and just drop it and i have to pay $50 for that mistake. ugh. hmm well. any sfu-ers out there? wanna be an orientation leader with me? applications are due feb 14!

home: my room is a mess. i need a major clean sweep.

friends: went to becky's house last night. i'm so mad i didn't get to finish watching domino! and we didn't do our downtown movie watching chocolate and candy apple eating adventure. we must do that. then other people went to watch because i said so? without me. i'm so hurt. i hope it sucked. just kidding. but i must see that too! and freedom writers. too many movies on my list. and i really wanna take that scary sfu walk and have an expensive dinner at horizons. wait maybe those should be separate adventures cuz i dont wanna walk in nice clothes and i dont wanna restaurant in sweats. we also have an issue of left-over alcohol. drinking is bad. i think we should finish what i have so i'm not tempted anymore ;).

boys: boys are fun. i like them lots. some are more fun than others. stalkable ones make my life more interesting. one is very fun.

church: truth vi reminded me that Jesus is my friend. but we gotta hang out some more. becky and i had a bunch of the ccd kids for our church tour this morning and it was both annoying and cute. i wish i had a camera when three of the kids decided to kneel in the pews in the sanctuary. mostly because oskar was in the middle and i think there were two girls around. it was definitely unexpected from him. and one of the other kids was wearing the same cross as me! i checked it for the VI cuz i'm weird and i thought itd be pretty cool if he knew someone that was there. but no he got it from his first communion. still, it was cool. i think i'll be helping out at GIFT in march. that means i'll have to tape the heroes episode. thats tragic but they need helpers.

family: my family talks way too much. and they assume things that aren't true (well...). but it is pretty funny. apparently i have a new boyfriend that i didn't know about. frankly i didn't know any existed to make this non-existent one "new". and apparently we went on a date that i didn't know about. i wonder what they named him? peter the ghost has always had a special place in my heart.

okay xanga. i've said pretty much every random thought that has been floating around my head. thank you for listening. i think i'll go to sleep now.
hasta luego.

i can't get no...
satisfaction

i used to feel frustrated about not having that 'special person'...but hey there are many fish in the sea right?
well the problem is...in such a big sea, its difficult to catch the fish you want when you find it

so in the words of a very wise dori...just keep swimming