LL--

thanks so much.  i receive everything you've posted; especially the "don't worry about the shit that doesn't matter"...that will be very hard for me.  i'm fighting the urge to throw myself into shit that doesn't matter.  anything that will distract me from the truth of the situation is welcome.

first day back at work....we'll see how it goes.

it was great to see you and hear from  you.  i miss you--i hope your family is well.  much love, jan

Ummm.... no.

Ci.