gilgalad1138's Xanga

Hey yall.. sniggity diggity..

Sat, 22 Sep 2007 22:35:36 GMT

Ok, so retardedness aside, I'm gonna try to start updating this more often. Right now I don't have much to say, except that secret things are afoot... Big secret things, that you all will know about soon enough...

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 16:46:14 GMT

Ok, so I'm reading God's Debris, it's an incredibly thought provoking book. Really makes you question reality, God and why. Not a whole lot going on right now. I just temporarally left my job at Clean Water Action. 35 hours a week is a bit much to be working right now, so I'm looking at a job at Midas. Things are going really well with Whitney, we went to Cedar Point monday and tuesday with her family. That was the most fun I've had in... well.. forever! Ohio sucks though.. lots of racists there. If you're ever down there, avoid the Clarion Inn in Sandusky. Avoid it like the plague... because, well, it is the plague.

I'm BAAAAACK!!!

Tue, 31 Jul 2007 11:57:24 GMT

Hey all. Hows it hangin? Sweet. Well, this is my xanga update. I've almost got my car working! Almost... After this I've got big plans for it... 11.6" Rotors in the front, 4.4L Stroker engine, manual conversion... And it'll be called the Bullgod (a play on the Taurus name. Alright, well, I'll be back with more later.

Thursday, April 05, 2007

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 03:29:39 GMT

Hmm. There's a 1/4 inch of snow on the ground. It was 71° yesterday....

Deep.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 16:06:54 GMT

Another great band that no one's heard of.

Angel (Won't You Set Me Free?)

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 04:46:46 GMT

Times change. People change. But we know that through it all, we must survive. Things happen, people come and go, shit happens. We can never be sure of anything in life. Nothings guaranteed. All we can do is try our best, grab a helmet, and hang on for dear life. Sometimes in order to obtain something in the long run, you must forfeit it now, to secure it in the future. We can wait all we want, but nothing good will come if we do. If you want something, you must grab it. Hang on to her and never let go man, never let go. Obviously sometimes we have to loosen our grip, if you hold too tight you'll strangle that which you're trying to hang on to. Remember that son, don't forget. If you hold too tight you *will* loose it. The trick is to hang on, but to let go when you have to. Never let go completely, but if you have to hurt yourself in order to obtain it, it'll only be that much more worth it. Blood, Sweat, and Tears are what goes into life. You get what you put in. You put in everything you've got and give it all of you; if you throw yourself into the flames for someone, it will come around. It will. It may take a while, but good things will come... the good always balances out the bad, you've just gotta know where to look. You give life crap, you'll get crap. You give it everything, and the world will be your playtoy... scary thought, isn't it? Having that much power... scary yet so... delicious... at the same time.... and remember. Its your life. You choose your destiny. No one can ever EVER tell you what you can and cannot do with your life. No one has the power.

If you made it all the way through this, you get a cookie. Here:

Language Warning

Sat, 03 Feb 2007 04:41:50 GMT

You know what I'm gonna do?
I'm gonna get myself a 1967 Cadilac El Dorado Convertable
Hot pink!
With whale skin hub caps
An all leather cow interior
And big brown baby seal eyes for headlights
YEAH!
And I'm gonna drive around in that baby
At 115 miles per hour
Getting one mile per gallon
Sucking down Quarter Pounder cheeseburgers from McDonalds in the old-fashioned non-biodegradable Styrofoam containers
And when I'm done sucking down those grease-ball burgers
I'm gonna wipe my mouth with the American flag
And then I'm gonna toss the Styrofoam containers right out the side
And there ain't a Godd*mn thing anybody can do about it
You know why?
'Cause we got the bombs, that's why!
Two words: Nuclear F*ckin' Weapons
Okay!?
Russia, Germany, Romania
They can have all the Democracy they want
They can have a big Democracy cake walk
Right through the middle of Tienemen Square
And it won't make a lick of difference
Because we got the bombs
Okay!?
John Wayne's not dead
He's frozen!
And as soon as we find a cure for cancer We're gonna thaw out "The Duke"
And he's gonna be pretty pissed off
You know why?
Have you ever taken a cold shower?
Well, multiply that by 15 million times
That's how pissed off "The Duke"'s gonna be
I'm gonna get "The Duke"
And John Cassavetes
And Lee Marvin
And Sam Peckinpah
And a case of whiskey
And drive down to Texas

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Tue, 30 Jan 2007 20:25:05 GMT

UPDATE!!!
Anywho.. I've had a request to update my xanga, so here goes... I've left my band (Through The Fire) to form Silver Lithium with Whitney, and so far things are going extremely well. Aside from the lack of practice.... So far we've got Wes on bass, Dave Froman on drums, me on guitar, and Whitney singing. Should be good... Oh! I've decided that i'm gonna replace the whimpy little I4 in the escort with something a bit bigger.. hopefully a 3.4 or 3.5l V6.... And I got this really sweet karosene heater. Its awesome.. the flames are so pretty....

Merry Frickin Christmas!

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 05:44:03 GMT

I dunno. This is the happiest I've ever been, and some of the best days of my life have been in the last couple, but I'm having a hard time getting into Christmas... first off, it doesn't feel like Christmas... secondly, well, the second reason I really don't want to talk about. But the third reason... I really don't know... I'm dealing with loosing some friends, realizing the true character of my family, dealing with racial prejudice (against me), realizing how stupid people are, the stupidity of a lot of things. I wasn't able to spend Christmas with Whitney, I won't be able to spend New Year's Eve with her, and I probably won't be able to see her until Barakel.

So yep.
Oh, and here.

Feel so good I feel so fine
Love that little lady always on my mind
She gives me loving every night and day
Never gonna leave her, never going away
Someone to love me
You know she makes me feel alright
Someone to need me
Love me every single night
Feel so happy since I met that girl
When we're making love it's something out of this world
Feels so good to know that she's all mine
Going to love that woman 'til the end of time
Someone to live for
Love me 'til the end of time
She makes me feel happy
Good to know that she's all mine
I am the world the hides
The universal secret of all time
Destruction of the empty spaces
Is my one and only crime
I lived a thousand times
I found out what it means to be believed
The thoughts, the images the unborn child
That never was conceived
You gotta believe me
Hey, I'm talkin to you
Well I know it's hard for you to know the reason why
And I know you'll understand when it is time to die
I don't believe the life you have will be the only one
You have to let your body sleep to let your soul live on
Feel so happy since I met that girl
When we're making love it's something out of this world
Feels so good to know that she's all mine
Going to love that woman 'til the end of time
Someone to live for
Love me 'til the end of time
She makes me feel happy
Good to know that she's all mine

Phrase of the day...

Sat, 16 Dec 2006 16:27:37 GMT

Joro no makoto to tamago no shikaka.

A whore is as honest as an egg is square.