I Want This Guy...

I want a guy who will call me beautiful instead of hot, who will lie under the stars and listen to my heartbeat, and will stay awake just to watch me sleep. I want a guy who kisses my forehead, who wants to show me off to the world when I am in my BDU's, who holds my hand in front of his friends. One who is constantly reminding me of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have ME. The one who turns to his friends and says, "THAT'S HER! THAT'S MACKENZIE!!!"

I want a guy who will show up to my Band events, JROTC events, and Aca Deca Competitions to show me that he is truly supportive of me...and who brings me flowers, even when I don't perform well. I want a guy who brings my Chick-Fil-A after those long band rehearsals, JROTC practices, and Aca Deca study sessions knowing that I hadn't eaten all day. I want a guy to still think of me as beautiful when I am completely covered in face paint, mud, and grime from boot camp. I want a guy who rejoices and celebrates with me if I get into West Point or West Point Prep, and to hold me if I don't. I want a guy to come and visit me at military school for the first time in months and see just how rough and beat up I look and still say, "Damn...I am the luckiest guy..." I want a guy who is as serious about God as I am, who has morals and boundaries. I want a guy to hang out with and not be expected to be "phyiscal" with. I want a guy to let God drive our relationship and not try to make things happen in our plans. I want a guy to hold me and kiss me when we both know that the time is right. I want a guy who doesn't give a rats ass about me going into a "mans world", the US Army. I want a guy who after I come home from training, to take off my muddy boots, and to give me a massage.

I want a guy...

I want this guy...

Currently Reading Love My Rifle More Than You: Young and Female in the U.S. Army By Kayla Williams, Michael E. Staub see related

So, I pretty much love Sarah Adams. My lil sister. Best Friend. Guardian Angel. Hero. Super Hero, because she is so incredibly short and sweet, it would have to be that super power stuff. Favorite Musician. Hope. Love. Courage. Bravery. Compassion. Humor. Smiles. Confidence. "Encourager". Soldier. Fan. Protector. Shoulder I cry on. ETC.

Yea, she is all this PLUS much more. True friendship is something incredibly hard to define. It's a gift that is very hard to receive and somewhat easy to lose. It's precious and shouldnt be taken for granted. To be able to wake up and know that you have someone for anything life throws your way, is something unreal. It's nice.

Webster's defines "Best Friend" as someone who is closest to you. And defines "Sister" as a girl or woman who shares a common ancestry, allegiance, character, or purpose with another. She is my best friend and my little sister, MOST DEF. I love ya!

Currently Listening Pieces of You By Jewel see related

I miss ya'll lol! I can't wait to come home tomorrow! I love ya'll! I'm tired, so I am gonna go crash now. HOOAH!

Future Soldier-

*Sarah, damn...no words can express the love I feel for you...I'm glad you're my lil sis...MUAH*

*Richard, my love. I wish I was in your arms right now. I miss you and love you with everything I have baby...*

Currently Listening When I Fall In Love By Chris Botti When I Fall In Love see related

Hey Ya'll! what's up? N2M here, just sitting with my crazy ass family here in Austin. My grandfather is in the hospital waiting for a new heart, they won't let him out until such a thing happens. We're all praying that something occurs positively very soon. So I pretty much miss two people. 1) My best friend, Sarah Adams. 2) MY MAN, Richard Laughlin! I miss sarah because come on, she is the reason I get up in the morning. I love her so. I miss Richard, my baby, because a lot of things occured to me while he was on vacation. So I guess, I wont "beat around the bush" and just come out and say it...I truly absolutely love him with all of my heart. I am in love with Richard L. Laughlin. I realized that I anticipated his calls and couldn't wait to hear his sweet voice. When I found out that I got my Congressional Nomination and found out while with my awesome friends, I wished that he would've been there I would've have run into his arms and never let go. I'm sure he feels the same way, and because of that...well, we'll see and wait for the future. That's all in Gods plan, not mine. Well, I truly hope that everyones Christmas is AWESOME! I  will be back sometime tomorrow night, so I will ttyl! I love ya'll!!! GO ARMY-BEAT NAVY!!! HOOAH!! Over and out!

Future Soldier-  

Currently Listening We Were Soldiers By Various Artists Mansions of the Lord see related

Mansions of the Lord---U.S. Military Academy Glee Club

To fallen soldiers let us sing,
Where no rockets fly nor bullets wing,
Our broken brothers let us bring
To the Mansions of the Lord

No more weeping,
No more fight,
No friends bleeding through the night,
Just Devine embrace,
Eternal light,
In the Mansions of the Lord

Where no mothers cry
And no children weep,
We shall stand and guard
Though the angels sleep,
Oh, through the ages let us keep
The Mansions of the Lord