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| Well, Chez Nous was a pretty good ending to this week.
I think I'm going to curl up and die now.
And by "curl up and die" I of course mean "do hours and hours of homework"
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| it's kind of like being stuck in a spider web.
i don't like the spider, but i can't get away from it.
and that's how life is right now, in general.
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| I'm so silly. So strange. Petty? I don't know. I'm so everything I never thought I would be.
For somebody who is so logically inclined, I sure don't act like it.
Why is it that I give up on things that I could possibly attain, yet I
decide to pursue the things that will always be out of my reach? Je ne
sais pas. I really dont know. Maybe I'd do better in school if I could
just settle on working on homework and focusing. I need to try harder.
But this isn't about school. It never is. It probably should be. Oh well.
I feel very foolish for being this giddy. I'm happy, though, and I
guess that's all that matters? I mean, eventually I guess it will wear
off, but as of now, I'm free to have elementary day dreams of grandeur
and happiness. And when this wears off, there'll be somebody new. There
always is. I know I'll say this about all of the far off, never gonna
happen crushes, but this one feels different.
I don't know how to explain it without making myself look like an even bigger idiot. Oh well.
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| Last chance.
New Xanga.
Comment if you want it.
Although it isn't really new. I've posted a "bunch" in it.
It's the only place you can find out what's happening. My livejournal
is dead and flailing and my myspace is used for self torture and
surveys.
</3
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| This shall be a long boring post in which I whine and complain. Don't read if you don't want to. <3
New Xanga.
Comment if you want it.
Not that half of you even bother reading this anyways.
I reserve the right to refuse to give my new xanga to anybody who
applies for it. Hah. Anyhow, don't be offended if I don't feel like we
talk enough for you to be in on my personal life. I'm guessing that
most of the people who bother commenting are gonna be the ones that
care about me and that I care about, so I think most of the
commentators will get the honor/torture of having my new username and
all that jazz.
sooo sleepy.
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