Holy shit, I went back and read the xanga all the way back to about a year and half ago, before I was a sappy bitch. I been everywhere, dealt with everything and said almost anything and everything. This was  great tool for me. Some of the crap I put on here, like the comic crap and other things. Where did I find the time? Why didn't someone say hey that shit lame... I don't know. Looking back and reading I have learned a few things. One history always repeats itself... Like with Amber, I think we broke up maybe like 100 times in that last year of xanga. We are apart now and have been for awhile and will be probably forever. Another thing the whole table drama, between females. Nothing really lasted did it ? Matt and Angie broke up. Matt is now happy with Katilin... I was in that crappy battle... Andy was with Shea, feel apart.... Chris said he would never go after women, did dated Angella fell apart and then found someone who makes him happy. Not sure her name so sorry. Jermey finally got with that one chick after god knows how long.... Erik not so sure about.. kinda lost touch with him. I had a alright summer, not as crazy as people thought it was. Even hooked up with a girl... Well we know how that ended... You know what I look back and wouldn't change it. All of it, it was fun. Also I would do it again if I had the chance.  Another thing I learned is that I really got lame for a while there. To lame for even myself... Gotta be careful not a little kid anymore... That is one thing I have done a lot of the summer and end of 2006 matured... I still have fun but I look at things older... Who knows what life has in store for me... Well I ever be completely happy... Doubt it, but you know I am cool with that... lol Myspace really took over... Even me.. I guess I am shutting door and turning off the lights... Thanks Xanga you been there.... and to the readers... You guys know the mental part of Jesse Moore... Remember it, cause he doesn't let out very often anymore... Thanks

Currently Listening No.1 By Nelly see related

Well we beat asses at the senior class scavenger hunt. Our whole point was to beat the prep's at their own game. Sticking up for the dorks, nerds, losers, geek's, and anyone else who is tired of seeing the same faces over and over in the school paper or senior class photos. Sticking it to the man or at least the future man, but right now the preppy man. I think Erik says it best
"We won....first place......bitches.
In your face to all you student council, straight "A"s, over achieving, School spirit bitches.
We took the biggest day in the senior year and we won it.
If that doesn't send a message, then my name is not Erik Frey.
In your face bitches."

"I am number one, no matter if you like it,
err take this down and write it
I am number one, ey ey ey (ey ey)
(Let me ask you man)
What does it take to be number one?
Two is not a winner and three nobody remembers
(Tell me now dirty)
What does it take to be number one?
ey ey (ey ey)"- Nelly

Currently Listening Eponymous By R.E.M. see related

So yea I know its been a shit long time since I have updated. Nothing really new to talk about and besides there is only like 4 people still left on xanga everyone and their mother's went over to myspace. Stupid Myspace. Any ways so yea with today being mother's day I have had a lot of time to think to myself with everyone celebrating and me just sitting there nodding and saying Happy Mother's day. I have decided to try to get in shape this summer by jogging during the day and doing at least 50 push ups and sit ups at least 3 times every 5 days. If not everyday and with the jogging it will slowly get longer and longer. Trying to burn some lbs and yet be in shape. Also decided once again that college isn't really for me, so I don't think I will attend school this year. But more than likely will next year. School is out in like 3 days and I am tired of counting days and looking towards graduation. Screw it, its going to come anyway. So I plan to think about the future and what I am going to do in a month or in like 2 months. Plan for the future a lot of high schoolers don't they just go to college because its high schooling and that's all they know is education. I want to go above that I try to do something different and try to make something out of myself. Please if you want to leave comments saying I am wrong or right I would love to hear opinions on this but my main goal is to work out more.

Currently Watching The Complete Superman Collection By Hackman, Kidder, Christopher Reeve see related

Well wow today was a good day in my eyes. Well first of I noticed that xanga has changed a bit and its kind of weird but whatever. Anyways today well lets see school was normal I totally didn't do my government homework and all that crap. I am doing a shit load of extra credit in that class not that I need it but just for the fact that I wanna get a C or better and with all this I know I will. Also English is getting on my nerves this book were reading is just stupid, not a big fan. Hmmm what else oh yea Gipe thinks he can kill a Gorilla and Ryan suck on dog dick, crazy shit at lunch. After school was the best, alright I go home and I go to get my new cell phone oh man this phone is pimp tight. I got the new razr phone the slim black one for super cheep, I think I paid like 50.00bucks for the phone itself after mail in rebate. Alltel hooked me up since I was an old customer and with this sweet plan. 1000 mins and Unlimited after 7 and weekends. For like 50.00 a month but its super sweet cause the normal I think is like 80.00 for that. So I got a new phone but same number. Then I had heroclix tonight and I asked Ryan to make me a good team. That way I could get the prize of Kyle Rayner. For those of you who don't know Kyle he is the last of the Green Lantern's to be assigned to the Earth. Who started with the Teen Titans then soon joined with the Justice League with Wally West aka the Flash replaced Hal Jordan. Anyways he is a super good heroclix that you can only get by winning the tournament this week. So I asked my friend from work Ryan not Dog loving Ryan a different Ryan. To build me a sweet team that I could win with. So he built me a sweet Superman team and lets say Superman kicked ass and I won. So I got Kyle and a sweet ass phone liked a said good day.

Quote- "They say I walk around like got an "S" on my chest
               Naw, that's a semi-auto, and a vest on my chest"- 50 Cent