Long time since my last update. 

There's been a lot of crying the past month, a lot of hugging, a lot of hurting, a lot of forgiving, and a lot of loving.  And now after all that, I guess the only thing left to do is move on. 

I remember this feeling from before.  I just have to take a breath and then take that step.

I wasn't lying when I said that everything was going to be ok.  I just hate the fact that sometimes I feel ok and then other times I don't.  Oh well... it is almost freaking Christmas so I am going to be freaking happy.

"If I could tell the world just one thing it would be- you're all ok."- Jewel  

I felt like updating... but now I realize that I have nothing to say.

I am alive and feeling better.

Fleener says hi.

I want to tell the whole world how much I love him. 

I love him.

He thinks I am a little lush.

But I'm fun when I'm drunk.

 Haha... just kidding.

Look's like I came into town a little sooner than expected.

I still wan't feeling better Monday night... hell... I was actually feeling worse.

My fabulous mommy rushed to Fulton to rescue me and bring me home.

Now I have my mom and boyfriend to take care of me and not to mention two different prescriptions running through my body.  I still feel like crap, but hey, at least I feel like crap in my own bed in my own room. 

My mom says that maybe tomorrow I can take a bath or something.  It's all in small steps.  The road to recovery is a long one. 

I can't remember ever being sick this long before.  I also don't think I was ever one of those kids that puked at school when they were little.  How embarassing.  When I was in pre-kindergarden though, I had to be taken to the hospital twice in the same year because I kept getting hurt while chasing boys at recess.  Now the boys chase me... uh... well... ok maybe they don't.  But only because Fleener pays them not to.

Wow... Fleener is right... I am RANDOM.    

I think Fleener was dissapointed the other day when I told him that I had checked my comments did not update. 

So what is there to update you fans about?

I am sick for day number three.  I have to work today.  I have mucho homework. 

On a happier note, I get initiated tonight into Kappa Alpha Theta!  Sorry, I can't tell you any details... top secret stuff.  They are an awesome sorority.  We have done Pledge In and Loyalty, so initiation is the last step.  Don't worry... no hazing.  They are all nice girls.

Another thing that makes Gina happy is the fact that one week from now she will be in Kansas City.  YAY!  It will be a busy four day weekend, but I am looking forward to being home.  I love my mommy and my Bubba cat!  

Don't you hate the feeling when you get water in your ear from the shower?  It almost makes me not want to shower... almost.  I hope I remember to remove the cotton ball from my ear before I go into public.