wow its been nearly forever since i updated....last year i def updated EVRY day too....hm.

but neways, a lotta time, a lotta stuff. good, and bad.

there's one thing that was huge to me....but i dont rilly wanna try and go into it....i dont wanna think about it much, cuz i havnt got over it yet. i guess if u kno, u kno. and if u dont....well....

and then on top of that, me and joe had a talk yesterday that got me thinking bout other stuff again. i dont kno wat i'm gonna do about that...i havnt RILLY thought about it in forever... i guess the bottom line from that one is that i miss hanging out with gloria. its so weird  for one of ur best frends to basically not b in the picture nemore.... geez life's stressing these days.

but on a better note...MARY BETH'S 16 ON TUES!!!!

lol im so excited for one of my best frends to hav their liscense!!! ahhhhh!!! =D

well its a 7 hour countdown til i hafta wake up tomm....so ill catch y'all on the flipside.

hooray for monday....

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omg wat a looooooong week. how gross.

tried out for cheer again after a lot of doubt, and a long talk with sum ppl....but i think im glad i decided to still do it? next years still a maybe tho...i miss tennis and dance alot, and i have absolutely ZERO time to do either of those!!

*sigh*

stuffs been really off for me lately...in just about evry area of my life!

its too much to explain...but i guess we'll just say its reeeal stressing....

but i think im hangin out with marybeth tonite....and then tomm...autumn wanted to hang, and i think me and sam r finally getting around to our movie nite?? we'll c wat happens i guess...

..actually....a nice thing did happen today.....

=] but ill just keep THAT one to myself...

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heya hey!! just got in from the humane society with syd!!

i absolutely LOOVE it there...its just...amazingly awsum. playing with puppies for service?! HELL YA BIATCH!!!! lol but rilly...i <3 it.

but ya...me and syd talked about a LOTTA things...mainly a few certain ones that we'll b dealing with muy soon... =]

one word syd...SITO. lmao....

but NEWAYS...we took pictures!! so as soon as i get those....ill put em up....oh ANNNND we made two videos...u gotta c em!!!

and ask about Mongojerrie. yes, thats a name. LMAO SYD.

alllright well ...

things lately seem to b good at different times....but just for once i think itd b nice if ALL of it was good at once...or maybe not....i guess i dont wanna have a day where its ALL bad... *siiiigh*

but i guess things are starting to get straightened out && running smoothly...   <3*

hmmm....in need of a new lay....i swear i change my xanga more than i update it!!! lol welll...w/e...

but neways!

trick-or-treating was GUHREAT. i got enuff candy to last me a while...annnd it was just...FUN! it ended up bein me, autumn, syd, megan, max, ashlee, emily, and then we lost both sarah sanchez and springer at the VERY beginning of the nite....but met bak up at the end...lol i dunno how we lost them! but neways...i saw a load of ppl i knew..and then it started raining! so we were GONNA go bak to my house, but it stopped..so we kept on goin!! not as many ppl were out as usual....but w/e...more candy for us!

after that we headed bak to syd's and had sum food from her mom's party, then evrybody took off for saw II and me and autumn went bak to my house to hang out for a while! fun stuff!!

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today was all saints mass, so evrybody got to look all cute!! me, marybeth, and sam and dre stayed after to work on powerpoints for block, then mary came over and we finished up....but then realized my comp is ghettoooo and the animations r messed up...soooo....we mite b a little late on turning that in...but hopefully mrs hill will b nice and let us work in the library to fix it uppp.....

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so i RILLY need to go make prints of all the pics i hav... i wanna decorate this one wall in my room with pics...and TOTALLY cover it!!!! so i'll b making a trip to walmart soon enuff, and i will get on that one!!!

well...i gotta go blowdry my hair so i look halfway decent tomm!!!!

luv luv kiss kiss!!! =]

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