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| well last night was interesting...went to p3 with radley and hung out with some other friends (brittany, issac, ronnie, lizzet, laraine, pickle, and emma). there was alot of drama though. lizzet is goin out with this guy kyle but she was all over rad (kyle wasnt there) and that made me issac and brittany mad so we finally confronted her about it and yeah....something she said pissed issac off really bad and we thought he was gonna kick her ass or something....but he didnt. ronnie asked me out.....i felt bad cause i had to say no...i have a lil crush on ronnie but ive liked cade for damn near 2 years now and now that i know he likes me hes who i want. oh yeah, i got a guys number last night lol. from jeremy casleberry (no where near spelt right but oh well...). i went to leave after ronnie and issac left and i when i was about to unlock the van he was like "fine then dont say bye" so i said "sorry, bye, you want a hug or something" and he said "im not gonna say no" so i hugged him and he asked me if i was goin out with ronnie and yeah....said no and then asked if i was single and i said yup...then he was all like "well, you wanna do somethin sometime" and i said i probably wont be single for long but for an answer right now sure.....then he said that was the plan. we talked for a while and hes really cool but yeah....the cade thing...or else i probably so would. but yeah....im gonna call him tonight and everything, most likely while im at the alley. well, gonna go do some other shit on the net....loves yas!!!
nikki-the one your friends warned you to stay away from... | | |
|  cade likes me!!! yay! my friend danielle asked him before 6th started and he told her yes! woohoo! plus my friend ryan turned 18 today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!!!!!!!
but yeah....and after school cade went outside just to talk to me and stuff (at first didnt think it was cause of me, thought it was cause his friend hector had to talk to someone) but when i went to get ont he bus he left hector outside!!! i think hes gonna ask me out monday and im so0o0o0o happy!!!!
i swear, if it werent for boys (and certain girls) i wouldnt attend school...lol | | |
| ack...live sucks but w/e....im goin through one of my depressed moods (hadnt be in one of them in a while, guess i was due) again...i gauged my ears, that made me happy some what....from 18s-12s...kinda hurt but ehh...again, w/e. tomorrow ill probably have a happy day, whether i get the answer i want from danielle or not cause i always have the option of david...KILL ME! I LIKE A JOCK!!! ill change him a lil though lol...well, gotta jett...ill definately write more tomorrow....havent written like i used to (the long ass ones) in a while and i feel that i ought to...love ya guys
nikki-the thorn amongst the roses | | |
| OK I'm boring you I'm warning you tonight,
Is not the night for fights, lies white or otherwise
My mood isn't better yet Sober and humorless,
if you can't handle this, roll off the mattress
I'm trying to let you know that your not just another
When you're under the covers I'm under your thumb
And your the finest of specimens
Leaving me breathless
Reeling and restless, putting me to the test
Turn the light off Leave me where i lay
Bring the night on
Not another day
OK I'm lying when I'm telling you you're right
but you don't like the truth served straight or otherwise,
I'm an insomniac
Tossing and turning and,
getting repetitive swallow a sedative
-bring the night on: eve6 | | |
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