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Name: Becky
Interests: eating frosting from the can, annoying Michael and Ian, torturing them as well, playing the staring game with Alex
Expertise: annoying people with Alex, attempting to make yummy food
Message: message me
Member Since:
8/5/2006
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| Ah, a million chances before, no chances now- is it ironic that the one time I really want something, I can't have it?
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| I miss Disney World...it may have been the year of a million dreams, but this year is just that- dreams, no more, no less, unfulfilled wishes, some good times, a lot of bad times, and a lot of dreaming...hope next year some of those dreams actually come true...
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| With the expectation that probably no more than a few people will read this, thanks Miriam- you're a beautiful person and a great friend.
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| My Dinky Little Boat
My dinky little boat is sinking
Beneath a quilt of angry sea
And in the depths of my despair
The waves of woe wash over me
Like the Titanic in her glory
I once sailed to endless bliss
I collided with a berg of ice
And joy blew to me her final kiss
My dinky little boat is sinking
As sunset gives her final light
And night now suffocates my breath
Like a hurricane in all its might
I thought you were my lifeboat
But instead you are a tempest
I hope one day you’ll blow away
Before I become truly depressed and cut myself with a
splinter from my dinky little boat as it sinks towards the maelstrom of death
and depression and hopelessness in an inky black sea of grief and despair and
swallowed by the waves of agony and my dinky little boat has sunk but that is a
story for another day and I must go now to eat sweet frosting of creamy vanilla
that really is the bestest.
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| Life goes OnIt's been a long few weeks and although this may very well have been the lowest point in my life, things are getting better. I've learned just how much i really do love my parents and want to be the kid they have raised beautifully. I'm also learning how to live my life in the direction i want, and as each day passes, i'm realizing more and more what I believe and what I should follow even if other people, all of society, tell me not to. I am determined and no matter what else happens, i'll always have my friends. Here's to learning to live, and here's to the beauty of life, despite all it can bring. | | |
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