| im fat.
end of story.
im sick of saying shit and giving into temptation.
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| God damnit.
I've been doing horrible.
Im so angry.
disgusted.
Nasty.
I dont know what to do.
Fast tomorrow might help start me back up?
Getting on here more should.
K.
I mean it damnit.
Im going to do something with my fucking self.
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| Okay, so summer I went food crazy. I could shoot myself for it but somehow I only gained 2 pounds.
But still, two pounds is two pounds.
Gross.
We started school yesterday, so Im going to start back on this.
I'll be in school and working 3 or 4 days a week so I'll have a distraction from food.
Thank God.
I need to loose like 12 pounds.
Wish me strength because this summer made me addicted to food again.
stay strong, starve on.
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| I havent done so great lately.
Havent lost but havent gained either.
Ive got before and after pictures under this entry.
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january 15 2007
march 13 2007
june 15 2007 (today)
these shorts im wearing are 2 sizes too big, you can kind of tell.
edit//
by the way. Ive got a job now.
I work at a tanning salon and im the assistant
running around cleaning beds, doing laundry, all that.
its a lot more hard work than i thought.
but im running around all day though, so thats good.
always burning the calories.
=]
stay strong, starve on.
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