My life has just been so boring lately, I swear.  I mean there's been no change in my weight....which is just depressing.  But on the good side, makes me even more determined and encouraged to fast.  There's been no drama with friends or family or my boyfriend.....which is good in itself....but boring to write about.  Except I keep going back and forth on the whole "i love you" thing.  When I'm with him...there's times I just want to say it....but it's when we're apart that I question it.  It's weird....but with even the slightest question in my mind, I know I can't say it.  What if he says it?  (p.s. he's so saying it first)....and I'm still doubting??....I can't not say it back.  Maybe I do love him and I'm just too scared. (yep, still...after 8 months) Ugh.  My ex boyfriends sure messed with my head and heart.  Damn them!  : ) haha

Alright, well....suppose I should work some.  I can't wait to get outside and run after work today.  It's gorgeous outside!  

I hope you all are smiling today, and are feeling well!

<3, Jordan