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Posted by: girl_named_jordan Original: 8/13/2004 2:29 PM Views: 1 Comments: 3 eProps: 4 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Friday, August 13, 2004

Sorry I haven't posted much lately....I have no good news. Why can't I see food as disgusting? It's such a temporary satisfaction. I need the energy so bad though....where else can I get it!? This weekend I'm going away with my boyfriend to his friends cabin. Horrible for two reasons....1. I have to wear a swimsuit.....and 2. he'll notice me not eating. Well, knowing me, I'll eat. Geez! I suck. I haven't gained....but I haven't lost. I've been mildly restricting, but I want to FAST! 5'7".......128........ I want to be 115 (at least) asap .....and then down and down and down.....

But hey, at least I can work on my tan this weekend.... : )

Trying to smile, Jordan

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Jordan- Same slump on my end. I can't seem to fast more than two days at a time. Very, very depressing. I hate myself for eating, but can't think of anything but food when I don't.... I've decided to try to fast on alternate days and see if that leads me in the right direction. BTW, I know the weekend has passed, but what if in the future, you told your BF you've decided to try to muscle up? That way you could work out and drink protein shakes and he would be less suspicious. Love ya! --AC

Posted 8/16/2004 11:41 AM by ThinN05

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if you want energy, try Emergan-C. its really good for you, 20 cals per drink mix, and it gives you a temporary boost of energy. buy alot of them, you run out quick.
stay strong, you can do this! you're doing way better than me, so good on you! =)

Posted 9/17/2004 5:30 AM by halfway____there - reply