girlaffraid's Xanga

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 03:48:10 GMT

Lets think of pretty things, and maybe they will happen to us.

Nose

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 03:40:57 GMT

I could do without bits of food being stuck in my nose. For the rest of the night I shall smell vomit. Fantastic! This is just living the dream!

SOMEONE MAKE ME BETTER PLEASE.

Acid Splash!

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 01:36:01 GMT

So, it's obvious that old diets die hard. So, I was going to try losing weight the way that doesn't immediately ruin the enamel of teeth, but nooooooo. As soon as it was 10pm, BINGE. Now, this went on for about a week. And then it dawned oen me.... Remove it from your systm, missy!
Well, apparently, my bulimia causes me to loose my appetite [weird, huh?], and the endorphin rush helps me exercise. Now, what I am saying is not "become bulimic", I wouldn't wish that upon anyone. What I am saying is :I am trapped; and sadly, I don't want to be free at the moment... I am scared of the summer to come.

Pretty Like Drugs// Queen Adreena

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 16:28:48 GMT

Ounce/ Cup/ ML

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 16:24:51 GMT

8 ounces equals one cup equals 250mL.

8 glasses of water a day is the widely known recommended amount. This means all you need to do is refill your 500mL bottle of water four times to get this. BUT, if you really want to go all out, or just want to avoid eating, just refill the bottle the moment it is emptied, drink, repeat. Do it enough times and you forget how many you have had, and have no time to eat as you will be drinking, ridiculously full, and running back and forth from the lavatory.

Wednesday June 11

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 14:35:29 GMT

breakfast: n/a
lunch: 1 small nectarine [60 cals]
1/4 cup yogourt [25 cals]
dinner:
total: 85 calories

The Becoming

Sun, 08 Jun 2008 16:53:50 GMT

Begin. This is where I start. I have been "suffering" bulimia for a year and a half, now, and am going to use this site to log myself. Thank you for your patience with me.