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can you still feel the butterflies?
you're exactly how everyone said you were and how everyone else was before you.
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| It's sad that I can hardly update this once a month. I don't know.
Xanga's just... different. I don't know, it makes me feel on display.
Summer's been awesome so far. Stuff's starting to feel like last summer
though. or... I don't know. I'd pretty much lost touch with how
perceptive I used to be and how well I used to understand people, but I
kind of think now and then that it's coming back. I don't know. I'm
seeing patterns again. It's making more sense. I can't decide if it's a
good thing or a bad thing. and... I'm having vivid dreams again... It's
been ages. Yeah. Last night I had this dream I could breathe
underwater. Stephanie was there and we had this gigantic party -- my
whole dream was underwater, it was weird.
Oh. and this is even better. Last summer I used to have this weird
thing where I would just wake up PERFECTLY. and I would practically lay
there and want to laugh for like ten minutes before I got up. It
happens when I'm really happy, and after all the
whatever[highschooldrama.com] stephanie had last night I don't know why
it happened this morning but... I felt sooo good. So this is getting
stupid. bye. <3
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| ugh. so i'm updating. stuff has been really freaking sad lately but i'm
going to deal with it. zack's texting me and he told me to update. so
that's what i'm doing now. anyway. i think everyone i break up with
goes out with a blonde after me hahaha. ryan finally has a new
girlfriend. so that's good for him. i'm happy for him. <3 that's all i can really think of. nick
and brooke went to sleep so i'm going to follow suit.
<333jackie.
R.I.P. Brandon Grafa -- we will miss you always.
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| Tomorrow:
Finish make-up school work.
Start a project.
Download a few things.
Start feeling better.
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