80 days left..YIPPIE!

          Okay.  So far everything is going good with all this wedding planning. Thanks to mamma that took her whole day we knocked out alot of crap. Invitations are in the mail as we speak. For some reason I thought I would be more stressed out than I am. Im basically still cool calm and collected. If anything the only thing stressing me is Sean and all this trooping buisness.  I do have to say that so far its all running smoothly. He has passed all the tests up to this point and doing good.  Im on the edge of my seat and praying with blood and guts that Gods favor would be upon us at this moment in time. I found out today that 900 folks are testing to be a trooper. Im like YIKES. However, I have faith and Sean is doing his best. We have been praying and fasting and in the next few months we will know what Gods will is.  Im just praying for Gods will. Im practicing patience, faith, and encouring Sean through it all. Either way everything will work out according this His plan.  Im realizing alot about my charator and myself through all this change. Relying on God is basically it. Its good to know there is a Rock to lean on when you cant stand on your own. So with this, I ask you keep us in your prayers and for the next few months to keep running smoothly.  I hope you all are having a good week.. later yall 

Whats up with the weather?

          I want some snow. I just want to get snowed in and snuggle with my blankets and watch some good old movies. Instead im sitting in this warm weather sharing my favorite winter snow storm stories. I have to say I busted a gut on a few especially on my lil rachel lear who was so cute. She was my partner in crime for Eagles Nest. It all started when we set a time to have war against Ryan and the Scott boys.  Rachel comes marching along in the snow all out of breath. Her nose and cheeks were rosie but she had one big smile.  We spent the afternoon making snowballs and making them nice and round. We let them sit in this wheelbarrel to hold off till dark.  Then night came and she came marching back over once again out of breath. We packed up some of our snow balls and we snuck over the best we could to the scotts house. They had made walls for bariers. We had to take cover cause they were aimed and shooting. Rachel and I ducked behind one of thier walls made.  As we laid there, I asked if it was clear to get up. Rachel said, I dont know let me look.  HAHA As soon as she got up to peek, Matt slammed  a snowball right in her forhead. There came rachel falling straight back into the snow. Poor girl I think she cried but that forehead was RED. Needless to say we were done for the night except watching the boys pee on a giant car size snowball that blocked the road. Im surprised we didnt get in trouble for all  the crap done between Allison knocking all the heads off the snowmen; and Matt crushing  the principles daughter snowman. Overall, nothing compares to the nights of Silver Lake with Michelle's car and the time we sat in the snow with our paints down. I just wish it could snow cause this year I dont have Mono and I can go out and play. Your never to young to play in snow.  Good times with more to come. 

A Walk to Remember

    So I had a partial night to myself and I enjoyed it.  I put in A Walk to Remember and laid in my bed. I havent seen this movie since it was in theaters.  It automatically took me back to my second year at VF. That was my favorite year. It was full of fun and change.  Its weird watching that movie and seeing all the change and growth.  Its wierd how simple songs or movies registar your memory from 4 years ago in detail. I remember watching the movie the first time and thinking; who am I going to marry. I wish I could find someone like that; someone so loving, caring, and devoted. Every teenage to college girl who watched this movie was thinking such similar things.  So 4 years later, I watch it and here im going to be getting married to exactly what I said I wanted. Time flys so quickly and I think about how my young girls are graduating and soon this will be them. Only Noah from the Notebook will be your movie especially my BB.  Welp enough of sentimentalness, which will be alot in the next 4 months. Hope you all have a good evening...Remember to serve everyone in love.  

Happy New Year!

       This will be a happy and a new year for me. I start the 40 day fast and I couldnt wait actually. I have noticed how in the past 3 years how I have changed and my mind has been put on better things. I improve things in my life and every year it only gets better and stronger. Its a challenge at times but its well worth the fight. I am fasting little things that add up that will improve in my spiritual, mental, financial and physical being. Im getting married in 4 months and Im ready and complete but I want to make sure I have the full package with the bow on top for my second half. He counts on me like I count on him. Im fasting for our first year together.  I learned alot the past 3 years and I cant wait to see what else I can learn and grow from. I have been truley blessed in many areas and I pray that this year it will continue but in the process that I may be an encourager to others that have skin to shed like me . Expect nothing less this year. Hold strong to your values, morals, and standards and see what God can do.