And im always, always,always late And my hair's a mess, Even when it's straight *I'm gonna live my life I can't ever run and hide I won't compromise * Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt * It might seem like a crush But it doesn't mean that I'm serious 'Cause to lose all my senses That is just so typically me * Cause I believe in taking chances * Sometimes i let temptation go to far and get the best of me * But she's just like a maze Where all of the walls all continually change * Laugh when I feel like it Cry when i feel like it That's just how my life is * So much hope inside such a lovely girl * always wanted to be the one to stand out from the crowd Always believed that she was gonna live her dreams * For a complicated girl She ain't that hard to figure out * That's just dark brown hair brushing cross my cheek And those "kiss me" green eyes smilin' back at me * She needs wide open spaces Room to make her big mistakes * From the tip of her toes To the top of her head She's a hundred percent a American Girl * I wanna be a cowboy's sweetheart * I'm not You average type Of girl I'm gonna show The world The strength in me I can conquer anything * I'm the girl you never get just quite what you see * The real me is a southern girl With her Levi's on and an open heart * I'd rather be anything but ordinary * Armed with an attitude that she knows how to use She's gonna get there any way she can * That girl was a one time teenage drama queen A hyped up everyday wannabe But she'll have changed her destiny Now she's a somebody That girl was a wild child dreamer but she'll find herself 'Cause she believes in nothin' else Then you'll look back and you won't belive That girl was me < THIS IS WHO I AM ©

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Monday, November 28, 2005

If you read this, even if i don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me.

 It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened.

Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you....


Friday, November 18, 2005

Currently Listening
Some Hearts
By Carrie Underwood

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- lessons learned


Hey guys! i got the new carrie underwood cd and its pretty good but one song on it (#6) is amazing. when  i first heard it i felt like it was written especially for me. . . and even though i know it wasnt i still say this is my song. . . its called "lessons learned". . .


There's some things that I regret,
Some words I wish had gone unsaid,
Some starts,
That had some better endings,
Been some bad times I've been through,
Damage I cannot undo,
Some things,
I wish I could do all all over again,
But it don't really matter,
Life gets that much harder,
It makes you that much stronger,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned.

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wonder how I get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for everytime,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.

There's mistakes that I have made,
Some chances I just threw away,
Some roads,
I never should've taken,
Been some signs I shouldn't see,
Hearts that I hurt needlessly,
Some roads,
That I wish I could have one more chance to make,
But it don't make no difference,
The past can't be rewritten,
You get the life you're given,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned.

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wonder how I get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for everytime,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.

And all the things that break you,
All the things that make you strong,
You can't change the past,
Cause it's gone,
And nothing's gotta go,
Because they are gone,
Lessons learned.

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wonder how I get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for everytime,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned,
Lessons learned.


Thursday, November 17, 2005

Currently Listening
Some Hearts
By Carrie Underwood
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And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on


Tuesday, November 15, 2005

i think its pretty obvious who i am talking to here. . .

. . .
so i was wrong in thinking we were meant to be & that we were made for each other. maybe we were never supposed to fall in love the way we did. hell, we probably weren’t even supposed to meet when we did or maybe we shouldn’t have met at all. but i know this much, you were the most beautiful mistake i’ve ever made, & if i hadn’t have met you i wouldn’t be who i am today. i loved you with everything i had in me. And even though you hate me i will never hate you. the year and a half we spent together was wonderful. and im so happy that i got the chance to love as much as i did. And even though we have both moved on and fallen in love with someone else I just thought you deserved to know how truly amazing you really are. . .


Tuesday, November 08, 2005

hey guys! well retreat starts today we leave at like one i think but yeah its gonna be fricken awesome!!! but yeah im taking my phone but there is no signal what so ever down there so i wont be able to anwser if you call and i wont recieve or be able to send texts. well i g2g love yall!

                    

     



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