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Name: Sarah
Birthday: 3/11/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: Singing, writing, thinking, daydreaming, acting like a maniac, making people fall, throwing stuff, kicking, laughing, making a goofy lookin smile, making stupid faces in the mirror, shouting, being the best, art, reading, drawing, nature, animals, cats, lions, leaopards, tigers, wolves, horses, music, hugging and kissing my cat, annoying people, ping-pong, T.V., internet, chatting, being on an airplane when it takes off and lands, being Sara Asgar's Library, going to the pet store, talking on the phone, doodling in Br. Ossama's class, amazing myself, food, makin iqra and sara laugh, amazing people, poetry, writing poetry, proverbs, talking like a wise person, acting like kid, acting like a grown up, making br. k accents, making up weird stories in my head, lookig through memories, helping friends out, bugging my friends, paperball fights, jumproping backwards, driving my cat nuts, asking my dad a gazillion questions, puting on a fake smile in fron
Expertise: School, being a suck up, singing, writing, laughing and crying at the same time O.o
Occupation: i work at a non profit job cal
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
MSN: egypt_desert_hot@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  desertprincess286@yahoo.com
AIM:  fourthrats@aim.com
Member Since:
9/29/2006
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| oh wow it's been like a month since i've written. but anyways here goes. and i'm gonna make myself write because i WANT to. it's just that i've gotten lazy.  First off: SCHOOL!! I donno wat's wrong but suddenly school is BORING!!!!! I've gotta say i don think any year can beat SEVENTH GRADE!! And now that Sara's gone i donno... i feel alone all over again. but not lonely alone- sad alone. it's like i have no definate person to talk to. Ya i know laila might understand me cuz i guess we have a similar past but i find it real hard to talk. so hard to talk i lock myself in. And i hate that. ok... totally off topic.ok back to SCHOOL. I don like the way the earth science teacher teaches. tooo confusing and way toooo fast and the test she gave us today didn't make alot of sense. math is tooooo easy. and math advantage is interesting. Second: SUMMER!! I really wish it was summe vacation. i had such high expectations for school and it sucked. School failed my happiness test. great. but i gotta say: SUMMER of 2007 was my most memorable and the absolute BEST so far. It was different from all of my past vacations. Third: Friends!!! Ok. Sara, Laila, Crystal, Iqra, Aysha: i feel so close yet millions of miles away. i feel stupid. I feel like i could tell you everything in the world and in the end i don't want too. i want to tell someone stuff. i really do. BUT something's pulling me back. gahhhh!!! Fourth: SOMETHING!!! I'm far away Sucked into a black hole Where nothing, not even light can reach me I am beyond from what kind words can do To lift my spirits I cannot forget those who Brought a smile upon my face You made me laugh Made my eyes shine bright But's it's in the past I'm in a place that is darker than night to be continued... | | |
| i'm like cement. how annoying it is to keep everything together. really puts alot on u. y???!!! | | |
| dammmmmmmmmmm my family needs to chill. AHHHH i don't wanna get involved yet the grab me by the feet and drag me in! and i hate forcing myself to like something it drives me really really crazy. i guess that's it for now... short right? | | |
| | You Are an Orange Crayon |  Your world is colored with offbeat, confident, and stimulating colors.
You have a personality that's downright weird - and you wouldn't change it for anything.
Loud and expressive, you voice your opinions fearlessly and strongly.
And while you have a strong personality, you can be friends with almost anyone.
Your color wheel opposite is blue. Your confidence is something blue people truly envy. |
| You Make a Great First Impression |  You can handle almost any social situation with grace, even the tricky ones.
Strangers often find you charming and interesting. You are often remembered fondly.
Even if you're not naturally outgoing, you can make conversation with anyone if you need to.
Whether you were born this way or had to work to get here, you are definitely charismatic.
You're popular and well liked. People definitely look forward to being around you.
Your social connections bring you a full and rich life. You understand how important it is to make a lasting impression. |
At first glance, people see you as driven and ambitious.Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.With friends, you seem thoughtful and interested in ideas.In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.
| You Are a Dreaming Soul |  Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul |
| You Need Some Yellow in Your Life |  Yellow will make you feel happy, perky, and hyper.
And with a little yellow, you will project an aura of energy.
If you want attention, you've got to get a little yellow in your life!
For extra punch: Combine yellow with blue or orange
The downside of yellow: People associate it with sickness and deceit
The consequences of more yellow in your life:
You will have more mental clarity, especially when faced with difficult problems
You will be protected from depression and moodiness
You will be a lot less likely to burn out or feel stressed |
| Your Mood is a 4 |  You're feeling a little down, but not totally bummed out. Your mood is on the low side of average. |
| Skinny Jeans |  You are classy and a bit formal when it comes to your personal style.
Your look is feminine and well put together - and never trashy or too trendy. |
| You Would Be a Pet Fish |  Relaxed and laid back, you prefer to sit back and observe what's going on around you.
You are secretly very wise and intelligent, but few people take the time to learn about you.
You don't mind if the world doesn't understand you. You're having enough fun trying to understand the world.
Why you would make a great pet: You're peaceful and nice to be around, but not very demanding
Why you would make a bad pet: Let's face it... the only person you're truly interesting to is yourself
What you would love about being a fish: Swimming around aimlessly without a care in the world
What you would hate about being a fish: Being used as bait or food for bigger fish |
| Your Power Element is Fire |  Your power color: red
Your energy: hot
Your season: spring
Like a fire, you are full of power and light.
A born leader, you easily draw people toward you.
You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous.
You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention. |
| You Are a Carnation |  You are down to earth and grounded.
You tend to be more traditional than trendy.
Your confidence gets you through anything.
People trust you and are very loyal to you. |
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| i really think i should have fun with my friends again. i miss u koneko, itachi, akita and icky. i kno u pple are my true friends. All of u've been there for me. And that's why i trust u...but i never trust anyone with all my heart which is not something i mean to hurt u that way it's just my sense of security. don't expect me to always tell u wats on my mind or about how i feel cuz well that's how i put up a wall up. and i really need u four to keep these things off my mind. Cuz a person told me that i've changed when the person doesn't know the real me. and i never trusted her and i never really thought about telling her about me. She keeps on saying oh it's ok i'm ok with it and that i'm avoiding her even if i just didn't talk to her for like one day or i couldn't text her bak. That person is really getting on my nerves and she should really move on already. I get this feeling that she's trying to make me feel bad for her or that she's trying to make me feel guilty. i wish i could block her on my phone. cuz well she's ruining my life and if she thinks it's my fault that all those things happened to her fine w/e go ahead blame it on me but don't think i'm gonna let her walk all over me cuz she has to learn something. I mean i forced myself to be so nice to her. i forced myself to help her out. I forced myself to make her feel better and in the end i'm beating myself up for not helping myself. if she needs to talk to someone let her go to her real friends. I'm just a kid at her school. We never really were close and i'm not planning on getting close cuz i choose my friends carefully. and i mean carefully. cuz if i don't have any control on who my friends are then what will i be in the future? i might become some monster. I feel guilty when i criticize people cuz then i'm sometimes that way too. No matter what u say people has two sides: a nice one and a bad one. And sometimes u force urself to like a person for their goodside but their bad side keeps getting in the way. So she either learns to control herself or she just stays away from me completely. And i'm sorry icky if she's ur friend i tried really to be nice but u know what i'm not gonna beat myself up until i'm nothing but dust. I opened the gates to my mind a little and she uses this little trust for her unwisely and so i kicked her out. If u don't pass all those little security stuff then ur out. if u pass and ur trustworthy there will still be a few gates closed. But really i'll be ok if we just say hi and bye. but don't ask me to trust u. cuz u have to earn that trust. "Especially me" ummm... wat makes u so special? "I donno y u doubted me" i never trusted u. " Ever since u been with butt we don't talk like we used to"...uh... we never actually talked. "I mis the nice, always-there-for-u sarah" always there for her true friends >.< u got me mad ur pissin me off big time. stop clinging on to me. dammit stop text messaging me. I WANT TO BLOCK U! dammit ur like a f*cking parasite. i can't be nice anymore honestly. and i don't care if u don't have anyone to talk to cuz i don't either. So go and entertain urself for once. Just cuz i help u out doesn't mean I'm like umm lets see ur "friend" we're only classmates got it? all of u think i can trust u all but i cant. got that so shut the FUCK UP!!! Stop thinking about that cuz it's over. just like it happened to me once. stop dumping it on me cuz i don't need ur little issues dancing on my shaulders. U HEAR THAT U'VE GOT SERIOUS ISSUES!!!!!!! Fuck my dad was right i don't want to be some stupid counselor or pchycologist i'm gonna work with something that doesn't talk! I WANT TO BE A VET U HEAR ME!!! Animals don't talk. I trust animals even if they bite. I don't care whether their mean or not cuz they're real things. And they stay true. Sure they can't thank u but u appreciate it when u've done something right and u've helped something without a voice. And u've helped a person save something that's a part of them because animals make a really strong bond with u. but it's made by trust but once the trust is broken the bond is broken too. So if u want to be friends u've gotta have some trust. And i don't trust u at all. AT ALL! So get the hell out of my life if u can't move ur little self on. | | |
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