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Name: Teresa
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 5/17/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: well i love the Lord, i mean what else is there in life honestly. i love to dance, give me any style and i'll do it. go claddagh! i love music, its so amazing, i like listening, writing, and trying to play music. i also like drama, i have been in every play except 1. yay!
Expertise: Say what!? expertise? goodness! well, i guess i'd just have to say dance cause its the best thing ever!......o yeah and i'm also really good at acting like a complete psycho. yay for acting like an idiot!
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  idancesurfer888
Member Since:
2/23/2004
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| God bless America and other such patriotismit's kinda been a while hasn't it? wow, i am officially a slacker. that's ok though, i'm american and therefore i am allowed to sit on my butt and take my wealth for granate. it's july 4th and with that comes the need to be patriotic and excited about our beloved country. let us celebrate our laziness, let us celebrate our selfishness. let us celebrate our unappreciated wealth. let us celebrate our freedoms that we don't fully take advantage of. let us celebrate our rights that are slowly being pryed from our relaxed hands. guys, what the heck are we doing!? this is ridiculous! we as americans have everything other countries want! do you ever wonder why they're always watching us? its because we have the power and freedoms that they want so desperately! so what do we do with it? nothing. we sit in front of our computers and play with myspace, we sleep for 12 hours and then watch tv, we go to our prestigious jobs at target to make our 7.50 an hour and spend it on worthless things. this is so completely wrong! just hearing from blake and ivan has really made me realize how ridiculous all of this is! seriously! we have so much and we don't even realize it, even compared to the russians who have become extremely americanized, we have sooo much! why do we live like this? we don't take the time to realize what we have, embrass it, and use it for something more than ourselves. guys, america is a country founded on God, how many other countries can say that? we need to use it for His glory and stop wasting it! guys, God has so much more for us and this country but we're too lazy to do anything about it! we have the power of the almighty God inside of us! the power that created this entire earth is inside of you, and what is it doing? it's crying out to you to use it! embrass it, take it for what it is guys! He's given it to us for a reason, let's not waste it. today as we're watching fireworks and eating BBQ i challenge you to get off your butts and get on your knees for yourselves and for our country. | | |
| ice cream, frisbees, and random hook ups?well saturday i went to the beach with sarah and carissa. that was loads of fun. we had some adventures such as exploring a random bridge, declining flyers, seeing a hobo get saved, and stupid teenagers hanging on each other. sunday...i went to church, other than that, i don't remember sunday. not gonna lie. yesterday was pretty random though. i went over to dan's house to hang out and meet some of his friends. i hung out with his roommate for a while and then me and dan threw the frisbee around while we waited for antwon. after we picked him up, we went around cosco to eat the samples while we played tag lol! we're so mature! then had some in n out. we went to the beach and played frisbee some more. i'm kinda sore from it actually, i think im outa shape again.  we got some ice cream and then went to the house and hung out and watched tv. his friend matt came over too and we watched his dance video. they went to sonic's after that but it was all the way in fullerton and i went home. it was super funness. it was really weird though, i had this strange feeling like dan was trying to set me up with antwon. i was like uh...... i don't know, i mean antwon's an awsome guy but i've only known him for a day, not a fair judge. i have to admit being somewhat intrigued but would really put much thought into the whole thing. | | |
| guys frustrate mewell i worked about 3 hours overtime today so that shall be nice to see on a paycheck. it was fun too, i like amy, she's alot of fun. joseph's pretty shmancy too though. i went to a storms game tonight too. it was fun i guess. i dont know, i was never really all that into the whole baseball scene. it got freakin cold though so we left early. my thigh muscles are aching, i'm not sure if its from standing all day or if its from the tension of shivering....maybe a combination of both. tomorrow i close at work, it will be fun because the girls are gonna come in and be deaf. hehe, i love signing. i work with gus tomorrow too, so kinda awkward...i found out he was gay.....yeah....never liked a gay guy before....lol! its a new experience for me hahahahahaha! he's a fun kid to hang around with. on the subject of liking, dude mike totally likes me. i don't have the slightest idea of what to do either. he has the sweetest heart and everything, i love him for that like none other...but i'm just not interested in him that way. i just really don't want a relationship and for some reason, i don't think he understands that completely. i think he feels like there's an equal amount of commitment going on. i will be a faithful friend to him, i will be to the death, i just don't want any more than that. oh my gosh!!! why do guys keep hitting on me lately? i haven't done anything different. i don't dress like a whore, i don't flirt with random guys. i don't understand! at first i thought, oh i guess i should feel flattered, well i don't feel flattered anymore! its frustrating! everytime i go to the mall, i get hit on by somebody and now i get hit on my at least 3 or 4 guys every shift. its so awkward! like i can't even go to work without worrying about it. i just want to be left alone for a while! isn't it possible to just be friends with people? i have some goodlooking guy friends but that doesn't mean i like them or am hitting on them, why can't it be the same the other way around? blah! ok i'm done. | | |
| its kinda been a while since i updated. well i went to spirit west coast. that was awsome! i was super excited to go there! we got to see so many cool bands! of course the one i was most excited about was rae family force 5! it was amazing!!! i also started working at starbucks like a day or two after spirit west coast. that went pretty well. i like it so much better than target! the people there are awsome and i'm getting into the swing of things. lol too bad gustavo (gus) is gay. bummer. hehe. leanna graduated last friday and then i went to her friend's grad party on saturday. that was super boring at first but it got better later when people i knew showed up. i had some like 12 year olds hitting on me too hahahaha! haha junior high drama is funny. yeah that pretty much somes it up. | | |
| sick of it alldoes anybody else feel totally and completely worn out right now? i feel lost and confused right now to say the least. i don't even know what God wants with poland anymore, i've given up trying to understand. i can't believe pastor julio passed away last week! just another death to add to my never ending list! i need to stop growing close to people, everytime i do they freakin die! i'm like jorge garcia, i have a curse  what happened with matt? i was talking to him at youth group today and he asks for prayer. he actually asked for prayer, which is a positive step for him. he got expelled! that worries me, God please don't let him go to public school, we both know he needs calvary. i saw that fear in his eyes, God just guide his life! on the subject of youth group, what the heck is happening? our youth group is officially falling apart. there is nothing left to do except watch it crash and burn. no offense to our leadership but scott and layne just aren't fully equiped for a job like this. layne is too submissive and scott's too easily distracted. the kids are running wild doing whatever they please with no fear of being reprimanded. they don't go there for church, they go there to socialize. its become a hang out. our youth group is spiritually dead and laying in their graves! i'm sick of it, no matter how hard i try, they don't care! its wearing me down, its emotionally draining. i go there to be filled and instead i am emptied. then there's the whole thing with kim. i thought she was my mentor, i thought she was supposed to support me and bring me closer to God. hahaha! yeah right! she's done quite the opposite. the whole trip in russia, she was disguising criticism in jokes and totally making it clear that she disapproved of everything i did. that's no reason to go around telling the church that i was a disappointment and all i did was flirt with guys while i was there! there is no excuse for that!!! then her whole deal telling micah he can't come to our church. plus they don't go to youth group anymore, she's pulled out completely because she doesn't "feel it" she's so freakin full of it! i'm sick of her crap! i'm sick of the power she has over me! i'm sick of her telling me that its just me walking away from the lord and that i don't like her accountability because i know she's right. uhh....don't think i'm the one walking away honey! blah!!! when will this all stop!? | | |
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