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Name: Shi'
Interests: Movies; Eating in new restaurants; Music; Going to a famous concert; Musicals; Going to a famous circus; Traveling to a (safe) foreign country; Learning a new language; Becoming a very good swimmer; Playing the guitar/piano well;
Expertise: Can I say music, and helping people?
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Member Since:
2/14/2005
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Still sick, but if i'm gonna talk about it, might as well tell you the interesting part: the phlegm is yellow/brown in the morning, and the mucous is cloudy white through the day.. I have a sore throat which i can make prank calls without being noticed and flirt with a girl thinking i'm her lover meant to be for Valentines....
Anyway, today i'm going to experience my very first spectator game, NBA Lakers vs, "i forgot who".. Just hearing the team Laker's was enough to get hyped. I've never been a sports fan. My first professional game ever seen was Baseball with the Oakland A's against the NY Yankees.. It was fun, and I hope tonight will be even more.. I'll be heading to LA from San Diego and back THE SAME NIGHT in my sick condition, yes, with my cousin Lori (AKA Lorelie; Lilit - she hates being called that and will deny it's her nick name).
I spent a week with my boyfriend before Vday came.. It brought new experiences and a very important conversation at the end. The day he was supposed to head back to base, i let him in what became a 4-hour talk about our WHOLE relationship. There have been times we've thought about being together or not.. This time, I was almost sure it would be the end.. Many concerns have come along that i'm not sure i'm ready to.. "deal with". I have other things to get by with that sometimes I wonder why I keep myself in a relationship.... It's almost that I do not know how to be single.. that from a "messed up childhood" (overexagerated) I strive for love/attention from a boyfriend now... It's complicated.
I need to get ready for the drive to LA now.
Am I alone the search for reason to why people date and remain in conflict if it can simply be diminished? Maybe it is what "they say": True Love.
I'm open to thoughts.
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This is my first blog ever, or at least from what i can remember..
Its late, 1:38am and being sick, I should be in bed. Got lots in my mind. Wish i can turn back time for a little enjoyment with missed friends. And to all of you in my mind right now: Happy Valentines Day, wishing you can hear me now.
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