So I decided to close my xanga ...

I will be posting to my blog on catch27.com instead. So that means that if you want to read about the inner workings of my mind and my daily thoughts of inspiration, you will have to sign up for a playing card on Catch27.com. But don't worry its easy. Just click right HERE. You don't even have to play along if you don't want to, but I would have to advise that if you want free stuff, collect 27 people who share some interesting trait and submit it. Also, just as a warning ... don't get affended if you get traded for someone else. The best way to know how someone thinks of you is if they have you in there faves list, not if they have your card. Well, happy trading.

I discovered somthing today. I just finished reading my last entry and realized something about me. I am an idiot and I found some of my comments on the post strangly relivent, but thats besides the point.

So I have noticed that in the last two or three weeks that I have been slipping in school, and I have been growing this social life that I normally don't have, and I have this strange attraction to drama.*

The school thing needs to be fixed asap, but I am almost completely unmotivated to do anything about it. I don't know how many people actually feel like they are going to school and its only an extension of you high school days. I've been told that is what community college is like, but I thought if I went to UTD I wouldn't have to worry about it. Now, I don't want all of you who know me and still go to high school to think that my school is by any means worst or equally worst to the high school scene, but rather, I am only taking not of an observation that certain eduaction aspects never disappear. As long as there is someone with the lable, Teacher, there are students being repressed and silenced; as long as there is someone with the lable, student, there are teachers feeding on their powers to control. There is no way out of it.

On a non-sarcastic lighter note, unlike last entry, I have this great social life suddenly. I have been clubbing several times with a group of over 8 people. I have people at my apartment on a regular basis, and I have just been having more fun in my life. The sad part is that it as been getting in the way of my school work; however, I don't really care whole heartily, so bring on the fun. Although, I told myself that I wouldn't look for anyone to date, nor except a date with anyone, I have found a boy that I may confince me to break that rule. He is a little younger then myself, but from what I can tell he is an intellect, an athlete, and an artist, all by hobby not force (except maybe the intellect part, but who really strives to be the smartest person ever ... it usually just hits people). Of course, its all on time to prove what path in my life I should take (and right now there are too many turns to see what path leads beyond a single day).

*NOTE: I don't create the drama most, if not all, of the time; however, it seems to find me none the less.