Heeeell to the no!

It's karma. For sure.

2 days ago i was suppose to be studying but my itchy fingers decided to take matters on their own. Because of my retarded self, i started changing and fooling around with my theme and wanted to change the header.

BUT

Having no more than 1/10 of IT brain cells, 10 being the highest, i screwed up. LIKE DUUUUH! A moron would've seen that coming

Hence the reason why my blog is now FUGLY as it is sporting this "test" theme i did a loooong timr ago. Ugh the horror of that hugh pink thing there.

Looks like my blog is gonna look like shit for awhile since i have exams. Hmm im thinking of switching to blogspot after this. Will see how things go, but i think there's a 75% chance i will.

Anyhoos, sorry i have to murder your eyes if you are reading this right now haha. Sorry sorry

I have to study now.

xoxo

The heartache that will never go away

Time.

Listening to the song got me thinking alot. The only thing standing in the way between you and all of us, is time. And it's within this period of time that we're all suppose to find that joy and love before we can ever see you again.

All i know is that time pasts by so quickly. It's almost 2 months since your passing and yet, the heartache still seems to be lingering around somehow. I'm certainly not in denial but a few days ago i went through all of the old pictures and for some reason, i still don't understand how all this happened just like that. Thinking back on how we had so much fun together during a levels makes me so happy that i got to spend almost every single day with you but at the same time, it hurts so bad to know that there won't be anymore in the future. I can physically feel my heart sink and ache at the same time. It's as though my heart is being suppressed by negative emotions and inner pain.

It's like what Aunty Farah said. Never in a million years would anyone our age think about death. That's so true. Till today i look forward to seeing you when i go home. Not knowing that you'll be there to greet me still surprises me.

I know i said that i will stay strong and not shed a tear anymore. Well, i can safely say i didn't till i saw the video Zyl made you for his presentation today. It's times like these that i feel so selfish. I just wish i could have just one more chance to see you again. To hear your laughter. To give you a hug. Just once more.

Now the only way i can find you is by closing my eyes and speaking to you from the heart. Just picturing you in my mind still brings out the tears but they're not tears of sadness but tears of joy. The joy of having you in my memories. The joy of having had the chance to know you and most certainly, the joy of having had the experience of everything that we've gone through

You left a  mark on everyone of us. Although my wound has yet to heal, i believe it will in time.

xoxo

My New Babies

The plan was to go get milk, come cereal and whatever else i need at Coles. Buuut, i decided to take the escalator up and walk around. As i walked pass the shoe shop, i spotted this lovely pair of shoes. I told myself errrr yer kinda broke. Nonetheless, my body did not react the same way haha. I walked in the shop, grabbed that pair of shoes and immediately tried them on.

So niceeee...

I couldn't not buy them. You know when you try on a pair of shoes, it can make you feel so sexy? Yea, i had that feeling in me while i was wearing this pair. It elongates the legs and they are super comfortable to walk in.

So yes, i have a new pair of shoes now  Happy happy happy haha.

xoxo

Totally random

Excuse me for one moment cos i just need to say something. Real bad.

Annyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

Haiyo, i wanted Anya to be the 10th america's next top model damn it! I love her so much. Why why why why why did Whitney have to win? Noooooooooooo...

Bloody hell. Ok, fine i get that Whitney did do a better job as compared to Anya on the runway but i think Anya's pictures are so much better and edgy and definitely more high fashion.

And yes, i follow america's next top model religously haha. Man, i'm so bummed out right now.

Off to Coles.

xoxo

A taste of the good life

Today Kevan and I- wait let me rephrase that. Today Kevan had a taste of the good life, yet again haha. See, it all started when we decided to walk around the city to find Castlereagh Street. Why this particular street you ask? Well, it is this particular street that is home to all the designer labels you want  

My mission yesterday was to enter the house of Chanel and target the purse/tote i want. Well obviously i saw what i want! Hahahahha. There were 2 to be specific. But the price was....  How much exactly? Ok, the purse i want is 900+ aud and the bag that i'm eyeing is 2790aud. Hahahhaa i know. Pretty expensive right? But i want it i want i WANT IT!!!!!

We passed by Tiffany & Co and my my my, was it huge. Like seriously humongous to the eye i tell you. But of course we did not go in hehe. Not yet not yet. Jewellery ain't my target at the moment. After Chanel we entered Prada. I did like one bag there too but again, 2700aud. Heck, why are all the bags i want so freaking expensive damn it. Annoying much haha. Hmm went into Gucci and Burberry too. Well there was one bag that i liked in Gucci but i think Gucci is just not for me. It's too... sweet/girly/pretty? I don't know, i just don't think it suits my personality haha.

But while we were in Burberry yesterday, Kevan fell in love with the polo tee after trying it on haha. But because he needed to transfer some money into his debit card, he got the staff to hold on to his shirt so he'd come get it the next day-meaning today.

Today before heading to Burberry, we spotted this shop that was on clearance sale. It has alot of italian labels and for very cheap prices too. There were so many suits for men and Kevan super loved this Zegna suit but unfortunately, they didn't have his size. So wasted cos it was only 900aud. But he found another by Cerruti. Black with grey pin stripes. Very very nice i must say. It fitted him like a glove. Cerruti dressed the casts of Oceans 12 and 13. It was 750aud for the whole suit. Bargain right? Kevan wanted it so badly i tell you haha. He was like bloody hell, damn nice weh!!!! But one problemo. His mama does not know he's in Sydney. Therefore, he can't ask her to give him money to buy the suit. Hahaha poor thing. Hopefully when he comes back in june, the shop will still be there.

Since Burberry was right opposite, we adjurned there next so Kevan could purchase his new shirt hehe. While we were waiting for the staff to collect his shirt, i tried on a pair of shoes from their runway collection. Oh my gosh, i've never put on a pair of shoes that sexy before hahaha. If you look at the shoes from that collection, u'll see a few pair that are black, patent leather and sky high. Yeaps, i tried those on. Wow, i fell head over heels in love with them i tell you. But my love faded when i asked how much it was. 1180aud. Ouch. Haih, so sad. I seriously envy celebrities now hahhaa. Backside.

After saying goodbye to the gorgeous shoes and to the wonderful staff, we went inside LV. I spotted 2 bags online. Manhattan and Trevi. I pointed them out to Kevan and he was like, "eeyuh, nice meh?" But when he saw them real life, he was like,"eh actually not bad weh!" ahahha boys  Another problemo. Manhattan=2700aud. Trevi=2400aud. Ugh, can someone just show up and throw 5000aud in my face right now please. Big big sigh. However, i quite like the Neverfull in medium too. Hahaha this one is affordable. It's only 875aud. Ok, i shouldn't use the words 'only' but it is cheaper than my Chanel purse weh haha.

Note to self: get rich or die trying.

Haiyo, i will definitely have to wait for my Manhattan, Trevi and Chanel bag but right now im deciding whether i should get my purse first or get the Neverfull. Whatever it is, i will be getting it in KL so i have lots of time to decide hehe.

Oh oh gossip time. Bloody hell, you know in Sydney, the Koreans and Chinese are like freaking buying EVERYTHING from all the designer labels. I'm so not kidding. Even Anthony (one of the staff in Burberry which i like very much hehe) agrees. He said, and i quote. "Oh my god, like we get so many Korean customers and they like buy everything *rolls eyes*." Hehe yes, he's gay and i love him haha. Like yesterday, every single shop we went into, there were Koreans in them and they actually buy stuff! Likewise today. In LV i swear i did not even see one aussie customer in there and it was quite busy in LV. But all the customers were asian. Gosh, where the heck to they get all the money damn it?

Haih, so jealous haha. I don't care next semester i will try my best to work. If i can earn 500aud a month also im happy edi haha.

Now for the polo tee Kevan bought for himself..

Hmm so sad i won't get to see him for a whole month. Oh well, if we can survive not seeing each other for 5 months, i'll definitely live through this 1 month hehe. I can't wait to finish this semester and go home! I hate studying.

Till next time.

xoxo