wow, it's been really long. i've been so busy it's rediculous. but i'm home sick today so i'll update :). sorry if the site's a little shakey, i'm trying to fix it up.

129. I don't know why we all hang onto
something we know we're better off letting go.
It's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have.
Some of us say we'd rather have that something
than nothing at all, but the truth is...
to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.

128. It's hard to think about growing
up when you're right in the middle of
doing it. It's hard to know what you
want. Sometimes there are so many
voices in your head, it's difficult to
know which of them is yours.

127. In this world, people are going to say don't do this, don't do this, don't do this.You know what you're going
to end up with? Nothing to do.
- America's Next Top Model

126. You never fall in love the same way twice

125. You don't choose who you fall for.
You just fall and you get this person
who is all wrong, but yet so right.
You know that you like them so much,
except sometimes they drive you insane
and no one can explain it.

124. I'd rather have tough situations with you
than complete perfection with somebody else.

123. When you've laughed as much as you've
breathed you've realized how beautiful life really is.

122. Being super skinny won't bring you attention, wearing makeup won't make you prettier, dying your hair won't make you cooler, having lots of friends won't bring you trust, smoking or drinking won't bring you respect. It's about who you are, what you do; it's about how you act, if you're trustworthy, if you're loyal.

.121. life doesn't give you the people you want
it gives you the people you need
to help you, to hurt you, to love you,
to leave you & to make you into the person
you were meant to be

12o. the only regrets you should have in
life ; are the chances you didn't take.

119. Don't waste your time with people who
don't make you feel alive.

118. Alex:  but Iz, you didn't want me
Izzie:  Yeah, but that doesn’t mean I want you to want anyone else.

-- Grey's Anatomy

117. Flee from evil desires of youth, and pursue righteousness, faith, love and peace, along with those who call on the lord out of a pure heart.
-2 Timothy 2:22.

116.  It`s better to cross the line &
suffer the consequences
than to just stare at that line
for the rest of your life.

115. the best kind of kiss is the
unexpected ... unplanned
one's that come naturally;
like in the middle of a sentence.

114.  life is simple; really. you make choices
and you never look back.

113. what doesn`t [ kill you ]
only makes you stronger.
so when you think you`re hurting me,
you`re just helping me [ last longer ]

112. Even the simplist actions come with consequences.

111. Step up & speak...
even though your voice shakes.

11o. it's not about being who everyone else wants you to be,

it's about being yourself and finding

 someone who loves every bit of it.

1o9. goofy pictures and crazy times.
sisters at heart & partners in crime.

1o8. stop talking sweetie, i'm not interested in your

cookie cutter thoughts and manufactured ideas. *

1o7. no matter how many times a day i see you, talk to you, walk with you, i still get butterflies everytime i hear your voice, every. single. time. *

1o6. always remember, tomorrow's never promised.

1o5. everyone dreams of that fairytale ending, i'm just dreaming of a story.

1o4. forever's never long enough.

1o3. Imperfection is beauty. Madness is genius.
And it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.
And when it comes down to it, I let them think what they want.
If they care enough to bother with what I do,
then I'm already better than them."

1o2. if she takes the time to argue with you then she cares more than you think she does.

1o1. nothing is meant to be easy, it's supposed to be worth it. *

1oo. If there's just one piece of advice I can give

you, it's this - when there's something you

really want, fight for it, don't give up no

matter how hopeless it seems. and when

you've lost hope, ask yourself if 10 years

from now, you're gonna wish you gave it just

one more shot. because the best things in

life, they don't come free.

-Grey's Anatomy-

o99. Maybe people want love so bad is because it is the closest thing to magic.

o98. we make fun of eachother, we eat a lot, we basically
         live at eachothers houses ;; we laugh at the dumbest
               jokes, but doing this together is what makes us
             best friends for life

o97. and here's a secret.. we're all hurting.

o96. i`m the kinda girl that
falls into her music
dives into a scene
and runs away from love.

095. and live for the moments that bring a smile to your face and butterfiles to your stomach.

o94. ....did you know that
she doesn't care if you call her
and wake her up in the middle
of the night; or early in the
morning. She hates arguing
but you know she's good at it.
she is terrified of the dark and
gets even more terrified when
something happens that even
makes the slightest possibility
that she is going to lose you
Every time she sees you she
can't help but smile. She
can't wait too just run up
too you and give you a hug
because to her, that's the
best feeling in the world.
Yeah I guess you could just
say that she would..
..do anything for you

o93. just admit it..you only want me when you can't have her.

o92. i want to be some ones last call of the night ;;
& their first thought in the morning.
i want those 5 hour conversations
that end in "no.. you hang up first."
i want the heart racing, palm sweaty,
'whats going to happen next' sort of moments.
i want those hugs that you never want to
let go of & the stolen kisses that are
always the sweetest. But most importantly
i just want to know that someone ;;
Cares about me enough to call me theirs

o91. love is not supposed to be easy,
its supposed to be worth it.

o90. you never think that the last time, is the last time
you never think there won't be more.
you think you have forever, but you don't.
- Greys Anatomy

o89. love is not a maybe thing;
you know when you love someone.
- The Hills

o88. he's my best friend you know..
the kind where at the end of the day i love to come home
and talk to him on the phone
the kind where i long for the weekend so i can see him
he's more than my best friend,
he's my world she said, you're a jerk face.
he replied
but im your jerk face.

o87. The first time you fall in love,
it changes your life forever
& no matter how hard you try,
the feeling never goes away.
-The Notebook

o86. Love reminds you that nothing else matters. in every living thing, there is a desire for love. never be afraid to fall in love; it may hurt a lot & it may give you aches & pains but if you don't follow your heart in the end, you'll have to cry even more for not giving love a chance.
Love is being happy for the other person when they're happy, being sad for the other person when they're sad, being together in good times and being together in bad times. Love is the source of strength.
Love is being honest with yourself at all times, and being honest with the other person at all times. It's telling, listening to & respecting the truth, and never pretending. Love is the source of reality.
Love is an understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person, accepting the other person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else. Love is unity.
Love is the excitement of planning things together &
the excitement of doing things together. Love is the source of the future.
Love is the fury of the storm, & the calm of the rainbow. Love is the source of passion.
Love is knowing that the other person will always be with you, regardless
of what happens. It's missing the
other person when they are away, but remaining near in heart at all times. Love is security.
Love is life.

o85. the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit
on the swings with, never saying a word to each
other; and you walk away feeling like it was the
[ best conversation of your life ]

o84. i smile each time i hear your voice
i cant help it -- its not by choice.
my knees get weak; my stomache hurts.
and i can hardly breathe.
and each and every moment spent with you,
i've truly found i'm in love with you.

o83. when you love someone
there's nothing you can do.
you can no longer control your heart,
-- it controls [ y o u ]

o82. loving you is like breathing --
[ how do i stop? ]

081. girl: will you love me forever?
boy: of course not.
girl: oh . .
boy: i'll love you even longer than that.

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o80. if your asking if i love you

the answer is forever.

if you're asking if i'll leave you

the answer would be never.

if you're asking what i value most

the answer would be you.

if you're asking if i love you

the answer is i do.

o79. a< /SPAN>nd no matter what happens.. i hope in the end we can all say "it was worth it"

o78. Girl: Tell me how much you love me.
Boy: Look up at the sky.
Girl: What? Stop changing the subject!
Boy: No, no. Just look.
(Girl looks up to the sky)
Girl: What am I doing?
Boy: Tell me how many stars are in the sky.
Girl: Are you serious? That's impossible.
Boy: Yeah, so is explaining my love for you.  

o77. when she pretends she's fine is when you should worry.

o76. & when she forgets you, don't you dare remember me.

o75. the truth is;
we hide so we can be found.
we walk away to see who will follow.
we cry to see who will wipe away our tears.
and we get our hearts broken to see
who will come and fix them.

o74. If I was just a mistake...
i hope i was your favorite one.

o73. People will always talk about you.
you might as well give them something to
[t a l k a b o u t]

o72. and then there's those nights, where you just break down and cry, because you know things won't ever be the same.

o71. crushes only crush you,
falling only hurts you,
hearts will only break you,
if you don't have love to save you.

o70. oh, hello stranger.
remember how we used to love each other?

o69. i believe in sleeping in. i believe in giving
100% when you only have 80. I believe in love
arguing, & jamming out in the car by yourself.
i believe in kisses
on the forehead. I believe in long kisses
smiling till your cheeks hurt, & laughing until you cry.
i believe in being silly and crazy with your
friends. I believe in taking chances
and making mistakes. i believe in having someone
tell you that you're beautiful. I believe in
swinging on swings and running around in the rain.
i believe in miracles and random acts of kindness. i believe
in saying hello to anyone and everyone.
i believe in second chances
& i believe that everyone deserves one

o68. Everyone has a Diffrent Perfect.
Well it just so happens that..
  My Perfects in you

o67. i see the other girls hug you
i wish i was them.
for once in my life i want to be in  the 
spot light.

o66. Paint my world a sassy color
change my name to a creative saying
change who i am to be with you.

o65. you stuck what i felt for you
in the pocket of your jeans

o64. truth or dare?
truth : tell me how you really feel.
dare : prove it.

o63. it's not up to me anymore.
if you want me in youre life
you'll find a way to put me there

o62. i think what messes us up
the most is we all have this
perfect picture in our minds
of how things should be

o61. kiss her, it may be your last chance.

o60.The only thing that scares me is the fact you love me and you don't even have to.

o59. They say nothing is perfect
But together we could be

o58. Shes deeper then you think she is,
she has secrets of her own,
little secrets no one must know.
But all you see is the outer image,
the fake smile & cool clothes.
She smiles because thats all she can do.

o57. the best feeling in the world, is when you do something.. that someone said you couldn`t do.

o57. love ;make it unbelievable,
make it irrestible, make it memorable

o56. & i can't believe how much you've changed..how much they've changed..how much i've changed. *

o55. it's hard to believe that we aren't those kids anymore.. *

o54. So this is what love is huh?
Pain...Hardship...Tears?
What in the world does everybody like about it so much?

o53. I want to be like the girls in the movies that have a man
that's so in love with them that it makes them
fall to their knees

o52. oh, and it's gorgeous when that boy s m i l e s.

o51. she looks in his eyes and asks herself "how am i going to get over this one.." *

o50. Sometimes you have to wonder what we would have b e c o m e.

o49. all she wants is to hear him call her beautiful
right when she's about to give up on it all

o48. heres to the nights that turned into mornings
and the friend's that turned into family best memories, best times, best friends

o47. its not the days we spend crying,
the moments we share,
the loves we lost,
or just the plain everday things.
it's about who you are at the end of it all & if you made your life worth it.

o46. promise me that what we have is real,
and when it's over, we wont regret any of this

o45. dance in the rain just to get soaked,
call a friend just because you care,
smile just because you can,
&laugh just to make people stare.

o44. if i had followed the rules, i
never would have gotten anywhere
- - Marilyn Monroe

o43. never regret anything because at one point, it was exactly what you wanted.

042. to have individuality you first have to get rid of that "what if i look stupid" thought.

o40. Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have,
we lose people. But we never forget them. & sometimes,
it's those memories that give us the faith to go on.

o39. Everywhere i go
& everything i see
everyone i talk to
& everytime i breathe..
I hate it that everything i think
& everything i do,
all it ever does
is remind me of you

o38. If he's dumb enough to walk away,
be smart enough to let him go.

o37. & whoever said sun brings happiness, has never danced in the rain.

o36. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with; never say a word & then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

o35. ---18 letters . 3 words . 1 meaning    
b e s t   f r i e n d s   f o r e v e r 
 

o34. Somewhere between the procrastination, homework, friendships,a
nd nasty Cafeteria food, the calls to old friends, the "i love yous."
and the "what are we doing tonights." Somewhere between all the changing,
growing, skipping classes, studying for tests, pretending to be styding
for tests, and the down-right not studying for tests, i forgot what it
meant to cry. I forgot thta pretending to be happy
doesn't make you happy. I forgot that pretending to be smart,
doesn't make you smart. And pretetending to be okay, doesn't make you okay.
I forgot that you can't just forget the past, in fear of the future. I
forgot that you can't control falling in love, and you can't make
yourself fall in love.

o33. I'm weird with relationships.
I think i know what I want, then I run.
I think I run because I'm scared,
I'm scared that I might get hurt.
Or maybe I just havent found somone
who I know is worth being hurt for.

o32. i love the friends that you can just be sitting there with,
and as soon as you look at eachother you burst out laughing,
cause you remember something that happened last week.

o31. you are only as strong as the friends that hold you up.

o30. bring me to my knees & tell me there is
no other girl in  the  world quite like me
    -- victoria's secret

o29. there isnt anything about these summer nights that wont be memorable.

o28. there will always be that one guy
that one kiss, that one moment, that
she'll remember for the rest of her life.
you were that one guy, that one kiss,
that one moment.