Wednesday, August 13, 2008

  •  上一次...是兩年前了吧...

    12

     

    那時候

     

    我以為

     

    就這樣子

     

    就永遠不會分開

     

    其實

     

    我們兩個都是成年人

     

    但原來面對愛情和未可知的將來

     

    還是會這樣天真

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    蜂蜜綠茶

    john ho

     

    忘了對上一次到書展是何時. 打從日本回來後就像沒什麼幹的樣子, 生活悶得快要發瘋. 每天就像魂遊太虛過著黑板般的生活. 起床後便走到電腦跟前從一大堆求職網站中搜尋搜尋再搜尋, CV, Cover Letter改了再改; 數天一個interview繼而再來一個computer test再等消息, 再等下一輪面試. 繼而再等再等, 非要你待上好一個月不行似的, 為什麼不能乾脆說句 “ your application has been rejected “, 再不然一句 “ you are hire!” 都得.

     

    把心一橫, 咁等落去都唔係辦法, 總要令自己這段underemployed 的日子過得有意義一點, 便再一次到page one看看有什麼好書看, 是興趣是自我增值也好倒有點益處. 由時裝到愛情到心靈到勵志到經濟學到投資大大話話也看完了十多本. 一下子看了那麼多感覺多暢快, 從中學時代開始便愛上了閱讀(除教科書外), 就時沒有那麼多閒暇, 那時的我, 時間覺得是如此寶貴, 閱讀跟本就時一種奢侈的嗜好.

     

    話說得有點兒遠, 說回 蜂蜜綠茶”, 在書展中, 我和他遇上了, 是相隔多年的一次相遇. 已經過了多少個秋天呢?和他的第一次遇上是中二三吧?差不多十年了, 第一次的接觸是在amoeba, 那時就是喜歡, 沒有原因, 最單純的被吸引著了, 人生中唯一一次的一見鐘情. 記得和友人也曾想過去效發他, 一起去創作了故事, 畫畫畫, 寫寫寫, 已經忘記了我們有沒有真的把本子寄去, 我想是有的, 但當然也得不到回音. 就在那一年amoeba沒了,也再沒有了你的消息, 除了你第一本畫集, “忘記旅行”, 到現在你還是我的枕邊人.

     

    事隔十年, 在書展中, 我們再次相遇, 我的心情倒是很難形容, 就像失散多年的好朋友再重遇一樣, 但我不曾把你忘記. 回到家中, 一個晚上就把書看完了, 看的時候眼淚不禁流下來, 不是什麼身同感受, 就是不知道為什麼, 你的圖畫加上你的文字就是有這一種魔力. 你的情感通通都毫無保留的傳達了給我. 你變了. 好比陳年涵水汁一樣, 日子越久越有味. 第二次愛你的感覺真好!

     

    我對自己說了, 若我找到工作, 我便會把你的真跡帶回家, 幾百蚊一件衫我可以諗都唔諗就買, 點解我就唔可以買自己中意0既畫呢? 耐看, 實用同時又能保值, 我知道衫會過時, 但你唔會. , 祝我成功! 等我……

     

    順便講句, 請大家支持香港原創, 佢地買少見少架喇, 就黎絕種, 我唔想再過十年等我三十有多0既時候先再同佢相見呀, 請支持John Ho!

     

    來一杯 蜂蜜綠茶!

Monday, May 26, 2008

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

  • 好好好. 累.

    橙汁; 維他命 = 吊命必備.

    謝那些給我動力的人; 幫我的; 支持我的; 我愛你們!

    recommanded tracks of the day: songs by marshmallow kisses; at least, it puts a glee on my face.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Monday, April 14, 2008

Thursday, April 10, 2008

  • 這幾星期心情上上落落, 感覺如坐過山車.

    Be tough and stay strong.

    Those caring and supporting voices keep me alive.

    謝那為我帶來笑容的人.

    朋友們各有各忙, 事過境遷,

    若我還活著的話, 我們要轟轟烈烈地玩一場痛快.

    5月1日, 爸媽會到日本探望哥哥, 很妒忌, 說了很多年要看一次sakura卻未有實現.

    不要緊, 我期待6月的back-pack之旅,

    蚊, 你常常send給我的sms很感動, 男友在身旁時會問,

    " 邊個send message比你呀? 睇到笑曬. ". 原來你係第三者... (笑...)

    比心機fyp呀. 仲有laukaman, 你都要比心機啊,

    你都係一個好support我0既人, 唔好同人比喇, 我地在心中.

    year 3都完喇, 雖然我地個個都各自會去旅行, 不過我始終覺得, 大學同學點都要全部去一次,

    唔駛去得完0既, 去迪士尼丫不如, 再唔係南丫島, 長洲, 澳門, 任君選擇,

    再唔係大澳門都得喎, 撐唔撐先?

    我其實好累好眼訓, 都唔係好知自己打緊mud,

    都係唔好講咁多野喇.

    阿門.

     

Monday, March 17, 2008

  • 三月接近尾聲.

    緊張,壓力少不免; 不過放鬆點看開點會令自己愉快點.

    我還是喜歡做自己喜歡的, 便不會後悔.

    Pre-judge 還是要準備; 6月日本之旅還是要去.

    所以,工作要努力! 我期待著去讀我喜歡的書, 做我喜歡的工作, 快架喇.. 比心機.

    前幾天, 和micmic, carmen 和moe玩了一個晚上, 久違了的快樂.

    昨天thomas生日也玩了一整個晚上, 很可愛的生日蛋糕, 我想今年生日有蛋糕食!

    今天晚上和gina去了晚飯, 聚了一個晚上, 有點懷念london的life.

    時間不夠用, 上年hkiff的廿幾場戰績已成歷史, 今年只買了5場, 希望套套皆精, 仲有4月18孿到爆.

    Babe上了上海工作, 習慣了晚上一起睡覺, 現在要習慣不習慣的. 不過是1星期而已.

    很想和你再去旅行. 約定了2010你到英國找我歐遊,yea!之前也要去其他地方! 要看多點ma!

    miss you!

    SNC11727

    * Longing for my next trip with you *

     

Monday, March 10, 2008

  • 發現時間過得好快, 幾年之間, 原來一個人會可以改變好多. especially當你由 "1" 字頭變成 " 2 " 字頭. Xanga 原來已經寫左大大話話 5 年, 無聊之中, 睇番自己好耐之前寫0既野, 有d到而家仍然覺得好正確0既, 有d睇番會忍唔住笑0既...

    折錄2003-2006

    " Still remember childhood, when your only worry in the world was whether your mum would let you buy your favourite teddy bear. "  that's still so true... ...

    debbie6 debbie

    ( My happy Life in Ghs! ; June and Debbie in High School )

    “ No work please! I am on sabbatical!” 我都想我而家可以唔駛做野...

    " I am playing fire! Can we play safe? "

    " I jumped out from the fascinating lesbian world and came into a central park of ugliness! " 哈哈哈哈..

    " 跟你一起的感覺很層層疊"    我都想知, 咩係 ... 感覺好層層疊... ... 呢?

    " 就算你唔同個個人一齊, 你都會憧憬住你同佢一齊0既情況"   你有無試過呀?

    " tarot話我20歲會結婚, 21歲會投資買樓."   婚, 我就無結成, 21歲買樓? 我阿哥買左關唔關我事呀? ... 原來我曾經係咁相信tarot... 仲好迷信0個隻, 我會為左defence tarot 去同人嘈... 交...

    picture00178 ( Wei; Karl Wong; Apple; June )

    原來我曾經叫 溫保衛.

    042, “回想起這幾星期, 楊寶我真的是上升華了, 識左咁多年, 她第一次住我行街. um... 原來我對住楊寶曾經有過心如鹿撞0既感覺, how amazing!!

    sheungman ( Sheungman and Me. :) )

    Memories sometimes attack us pieces by pieces; slides by slides; sometimes it looks distant just like you are standing far far away and observing it; Yet, sometimes it looks, as close as a snapshot! 無錯!

    雖然正方形很美, 但相信沒有人會想擁有一塊正方形臉吧!我也是人,所以我也不想. 請容許我燃燒我的脂肪! 哈哈哈

    june ( Look! How " Fong" I Was. )

    As long as I know we are only two lovers who locked together for so long that we are coverage by moss and we turned into moss ourselves. I am indescribably happy that the moss had finally left us.

    I am not single; I am just at a stage of, “ between boyfriends”.  好樂觀丫!

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    ( Vikki and Me, Our time of motorcycle. ; Cheering teams in Ghs, lol!!! )

    我溫寶慧絕對唔係個種呼之則來揮之則去0既女人. 真係咩?huh.

    我以後會小心過馬路, 因為我唔想死住.”  我好想知, 一個正常人, 會唔會打d咁野係xanga?

    f.7, 親愛的高踭鞋小姐, 我們明天見! I am insane!

    Good bye to the past party! 係喎... 我同gina曾經講過話要開個咁0既party喎..好似係f.60既事喇..

    " 情與中國文化" 0既時候, 發現一個好浪漫, 好型0既詩人, 佢就係蘇軾先生! 古人的愛情觀真係好amzn, 而家0既人個老婆死左, 不知幾開心啦, 可以搵過個年輕貌美0既女人番黎! ...... 試問仲有幾多個蘇軾丫? 人死左十年仍然會經常想起........ 呢d男人係邊度搵呢?" 十年生死兩茫茫, 不思量, 自難忘. 千里孤墳, 無處話悽涼. 縱使相逢應不識, 麈滿面, 鬢如霜.........相對無言, 惟有淚千行. "  ___江城子____ 真諷刺, 我而家正正聽緊 " 乜野係戀愛 ".

    Sometimes, you talk to me like a friend, Sometimes, you write me like boyfriend,

    Sometimes, you talk to me like a blackmailer,Sometimes, you hold me in your arms like a boyfriend,

    Sometimes, you tease me like a friend, Sometimes, you kiss me like a boyfriend.

    Friend, Boyfriend, Friend.......ocassionally.

    But, with that sort of romance linger between us,

    i know,

    you are my boyfriend.

    (claps!!!! ... 好詩意! lol! )

     P04-15-05_23[2] P07-15-05_00[1]

    ( Apple, Chung, Eric, Kathy and me, 天下仲未執.; June and Chung )

    "The collusion of illusion and reality. I know it was rude and mad and over dramatic but i felt too emotionally to bear. " 到而家, 我諗我仲too emotionally to bear.

    " I just wanna see you, date you, have you exclusively, is it too much to ask? ( siu.......  )"

    You are safe, comfortable, predictable, and available.  I felt the kind of closeness between us. You are the one who I want to establish a serious relationship with and to go steady with. 原來曾經可時, 我可以咁commit. 你有無commitment phoebia 呀?

    conversational masturbation?! What a nice term. = He is just not that into you. 真係有好多呢種人架.人越大睇得越多!

    " You already have one asshole, you don't need an other one. Ha! esp for you, gloria!~ " 好似, 呢個情況好轉左喎, at least shrek isnt an asshole in my dictionary.

    8784519045297l ( When gina's name was gloria. )

    絕種好男人. 今天, 他放工後買了雪糕給我吃. 雖然不是bn  n   jery, 只是普通的mc.fur., 真的很好吃. 謝你, 溫爸爸我想, 好似以前一樣咁中意食雪糕

     

    2008年, 3月11日.

    很掛念我 18 歲的快樂時代. 知道無可能返轉頭, 大學都就黎讀完, 返唔到去中學. 既然係咁, 我要mentally做番個18歲0既溫寶慧, 咁我應該會開心d.

     

     

     

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

glam_june has no pulse!...
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