i love buying them but i really hate reading them my most hated :embryology BORING
as mad as this sounds if im ever stranded on an island and i get to choose either to keep the series of harry potter bks or guyton physio i think ill choose physio . so interesting lor. then again i may choose a bk on relativity instead HAHA
gg bonkers forgive me
doh the truth is
the girls are out tonight I WANA GO
but im home now because...
1.too tired from yesterday
was such a long day clinicals was longer than expected i mean i dont really mind longer clinicals. it was a rather fruitful session just that my body really works according to my plan in mind was expecting to stand for 1 hr but in the end it was extended to 1h45
then took a bus home cos i ended ard 545 my mum ends ard 6 so thought it'd be faster if i took a bus home alas! jam at orchard at peak hour. i shd have thought of that reached home at like 8? freaking 2 hours journey. gulps was falling aslp on the bus kept banging my head against the window ha-ha
feeling old now. jsut feel that im slowly degenerating physically like not enough rest really cannot function even if it's out to play just.. not enough energy la! hahaha sucks man that was nv the case no matter hw tired i was play 1st but this afternoon i just snooooozed away like a dead fish
2.theres so freaking much for me to catch up in i still have 3 chps of guyton cardiovascular to complete once thats done (if im ever gona be done w it) there's still blood (which i shd have read 3 wks ago) and respiratory system (which i shd have read 2 wks ago) and all new renal (which i shd be reading now) oh and theres baby moore thorax and abdomen shucks
that's 2 more lonnnng anat chapters and 3 more looooooooooonnnnnggggg physio chapters gulps
3. there sch at 830 am if i went tonight even if i can get up in time tmr it will be spent slping through all renal lectures and i wont understand a shit (ponning 4 blood lectures was like suicide i still dont know shit bout blood. am relying on guyton to enlighten me for ca)
i want to be out with the girls! sucks man! why is our ca so darn late! and we only get 19 days on holidays (including weekends) g.r.e.a.t.
still worth looking forward to.. i guess... nevertheless.. HAHA farking deprived
i cant deny that i miss him #$%^&*( he's been at dfs till late evey night this wk and as he wants to prove to me that he is really at wrk he calls me at wee hours (like all the way till 330am) frm office and frm home maybe thats partially why im tired all wk
no we're not tog not officially at least
wonder where they are at having fun nw! zouk? ): i wana be outtt!
DO NOT WATCH QUARANTINE (dont even wana put the poster here like i usually do for movies cos dont wana be reminded of it. yuck) unless u are feeling nauseous from a night's out drinking and just wana get it all out of your system
go in and puke till u die
i duno maybe it's just me but the show made me feel really sick i had zero appetite aft the show (was supposed to get yummy wings from icecoldbeer)
i felt sick because of the way it was filmed supposed to be "a camera man filming a show and in the end the camera man plus the girl host kana trapped in the qurantined building" so it was shaky and all throughout the whole show some whatever sensor/receptor in my brain was gg bonkers
i felt sick also because of the content of the show it was just fucking disturbing like DARN disturbing and i find it EVEN MORE DISTURBING hw some freaking sadistic singaporeans can be laughing at certain scenes plain sadistic i was feeling so URGH that i was close to shouting ALL YOU PEOPLE LAUGHING ARE F SICK IN THE MIND
anw. on a lighter note look! just managed to reach row 2 phew!
i dont know hw this is gona work honestly they lined us up according to heights and draw a plan
like..er ... some girls may be wearing heels some may not? so the original line up will end up pretty jaggered
hmm then again guess if theres anyone poping out and being an eye sore they willl prob just make some last min adjustments maybe i should wear 5 cm heels and be promoted to row 4!163 or or 8 cm heels and be promoted to row 5!
ha.ya right oh dont be stupid ill just go in my havaianas
anyway was just looking at sam's orientation pictures (wow! it's been months since we started sch! 4 mths+ to be exact.hmm..)
back then when we REALLY din know each other that well (and looking rather tired from amazing race in the day.TIRED)
all i knew bout lucy was... she came over from uk just the previous saturday sam's frm my pri sch and i was in the same class as her form p3-p6 but i guess the last time i saw her before orientation at nus was psle results day hanxin . ok la frm rj. can identify her as "one of the rg/rj girls"
but thats about it really we were just suddenly put tog in a rm in a chatlet to start being friends from scratch
look at how we were taking a picture but yet pretty much seperated haha shy ma! but these photos are funny to look at nw reminds me hw we were just strangers put tog 4 mths ago. and told that we'll be spending the nxt 5 years at sch tog
lucy taking the 1st move putting her arms around me! hahahaha but look at the way her hand is placed on my shoulder hw "loose" the grip is like wana put but dont dare to put lol
heh. makes me think about hw many many thgs can change in a relatively short time we've come a long way girls! (:
oh and i was looking at classic flap bags still think black w gold is the best
but anyway while browsing through the pages saw these obnoxious ones
alright stil BORDERLINE passable.. i guess i mean i wont try to dig a hole and hide if u force me to carry it it can be "pretty kewt n specialll" with the right clothes
BUT THIS I WILL freaking rather carry a roxy beach bag or smth
disgusting
alright sleep time have been lacking slp for the last 2 nights cos he called me at 1+2am and 330am respectively when he ended at dfs er.... ZZzz gd night
there is like absolutely no chemistry btw rihanna and justin timberlake at alll hahaha! extremely sub-standard on-screen romance
both cannot act for nuts cant even act sad justin timberlake is just standing there like a rock (ok la forgiven not his song after al) rihanna's just posing in different clothes in each change of scene (hello it's your own mtv at least put in some effort) queer...
The flowers are faded now Along with your letters They will never see the light of day Cause I'll never take them out
There's no turning back It's for the better Baby I deserve more than empty words and promises I believed everything you said And I gave you the best I had
So take a bow Cause you've taken everything else You played the part and Like a star you played it so well
Take a bow Cos this scene is coming to an end I gave you love All you gave me was pretend So now Take a bow
The future's about to change Before you know it The curtain closes Take a look around There's no one in the crowd I'm throwing away the pain And you should know that your performance made me stronger now
Well it must have been slight of hand Cos I still can't understand Why I could never see, just what a fool believes But the lies they start to show Tell me how does it feel to know, right now That I wont be around So baby before I burn you out
p.s. i have always put in too much effort into these kind of low return investments time to divert some of those effort and time to studying hoho!
i am going to be fetched for the rest of my life! my mum my friends can all ferry me around!
ok jk not my friends maybe just my mum and him too bad! no license! cant drive!
no license despite taking my driving test the 2nd time woots! im meant to be driven around my whole life!
:D
im not usually someone who gives up easily but look 1st test i had 6 pts from the road 20+ pts from circuit this time i hve 26 pts from the road (hell yeah! close to 5 fold increase) 12 pts from "change lane abruptly"
and well.... 10 pts from circuit cos according to him i "caused other vehicles to slow down or take evasive action" freaking EIGHT pts look my circuit this time around is damn gd ok!
the only mistake which i admit is turning steering while vehicle is stationary and that's only 2 pts freaking shit extra 8 pts cause he claims the other car on the right lane had to slow down freak la! they are learning cars! even if i was another meter away from them they will slow down oso lor! cos the sch instructors always tell studenta to give way to test cars even if i wasnt obstructing them they would ask their students to slow down cos they want to let me go 1st just cause they slowed down to give way to me hoping to make my test easier i get 8 pts for that?!
greato
in conclusion i managed to obain even more pts this time than frm my 1st test practise makes perfect indeed!
nvm it's okay i cant drive i admit defeat i dont want my license anymore he and my mum can ferry me forever and ever amen