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And I'm blasting my music so I won't hear
my thoughts, but it's stupid because the lyrics
remind me of what I'm trying to forget.

You're that guy
that no matter how many guys i go through
I'll always have a thing for you

the worst thing about going going back to school?
no, its not the getting up early or the homework
not mean teachers or crowded hallways
its seeing the boy it took you all summer
to get over, & falling for him all over again

The hardest guy to get over
is the one you never had.

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I really missed you tonight.
I miss talking to you, knowing that you get me.
And every time I talk to someone else,
it just reminds me of how much they don't.

I ain't got many friends left to talk to,
nowhere to run when I'm in trouble.
You know I'd do anything for you,
stay the night, but keep it under cover.

It's a takeout weekand

It's a fake-out smile and pretend

If nobody sees you cry

you can say it was raining outside;;

Now and then, I miss those days.
But coming back to this place makes me realize
that it's not him I miss,
it's that young girl, wide eyed, one time,
first love innocence that I miss.

I’m just the average girl who falls for the average boy & who hangs with her friends 24/7.

The average girl who hates cleaning & loves listening to music.

But once I look at myself, maybe I’m not so average after all.

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I'm never waking up again
so I'll never have to find out what you did.
Each day it's harder to pretend.
That your eyes aren't lying as much as your mouth did.

i need him, its hard to say you need someone,
but i do... i need him. and i hope some day...
maybe... he'll need me too

and you say we're too young
but maybe you're too old to remember
and i try to pretend
but i just feel it when we're together
who's to say, who's to say?
who are they anyway?
so just stand up boy;
i shine so bright when you're around

I know that letting go doesn't mean
you have to forget,
but it's just, people often
hold on to something because
they fear nothing that great
could ever happen to them again.

So what if you made me smile
so what if you made me laugh
so what if you were the only reason I woke up in the morning
so what if you always made my day
so what if I fell too hard
so what if you broke my heart
Its not like you're around anymore to care

xoxo.sam

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her heart's destroyed,
and it's all just by one boy.
 she's crashing, falling, breaking,
calling,
yet there's no one there to save her.

Don't base your decisions
on the advice of people
who don't have to deal
with the results.

i'm weird with relationships.
i think i know what I want, then i run.
i think i run cause i'm scared,
i'm scared that I might get hurt.
or maybe i just haven't found someone
who i know is worth being hurt for.

I wanted you to fight for me,
I wanted you to say that there was
no one you'd rather be with,
I wanted you to say that you wanted me.
but you don`t always get what you want, do you?

xoxo.sam

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Baby, I've simply given up;
I'm just so tired of chasing you
when you keep running away from me,
& I'm tired of falling when you
don't even bother catching me.

the last time we were all together was different than the first.
the last time, we sat there talking about nothing at all.
we had so much to say, but we couldn't let it out.
we were a family, and we knew it then.
we knew all there possibly was to know about each other,
but most importantly, we knew it was the end.
that was the last time i saw
my best friends for who they really were,
and the last time i ever would.

Losing your first real love ; it's like waking up from an overdose & realizing that you're still alive

I couldn't tell you why we are best friends,
because you wouldn't understand.
The explanation is full of too many
inside jokes & made up words;
it's full of too much care & too many tears,
too many laughs & too many weird moments.
I don't think I will ever be able to give you
a better reason, except she's always been there.

you don't want to miss these moments,
not even the sad ones,
because you'll never get them back again.

xoxo.sam