Heyy
Hows everyone?? Im alright! This is my new site...i got tired of my old one! Well umm ill start with las tuesday! Well i went to the concord game..! I dont feel lyk explain'n everythang cus it will make me mad but long story short...jimmy ditched me for concord gurls! So i broke up with him...! & duh he was all sweet n stuff to me so i took him bak after we talked about it! Then something i wish never happened...Cole txt me that nyt! And of course he was sayin he lykd me again n dah dah dah! I fell for it too so Monday morning i broke up with jimmy again! Which was the BIGEST mistake ever! Soo yeah i started to lyk cole again! Then Tuesday there was a freshman game...and i asked cole to go! So he did and we sat by eachother! Jimmy came and he was really really mad! Then Wensday I went over to Jimmys...wow it was a rally sad nyt! But i lykd it cus we talked about everythang and got out feelings out! Thursday I forget wut i did...then Friday there was a central game! Me Jo Chelsea & Bridgette all went together! We got Burger King before the game...it was soo good! lol jo member the hats...Omg that was so funny! But anyways...cole and jimmy went soo yeah that was a lil hard to I guess just b there! Then Saturday I went to Jimmys again...we jus hung out! We went and saw fun with dick n jane...it was alright! Then after i went to my BFFEAE'S house! I had a lotta fun! Then Sunday cole and brenden came over to jos n we all hung out! It was o0o0okay! Then yesterday Jimmy came over...& we just hung out for awhile! I had fun! & iuno its prolly good news to sum people but i decided not to talk to Cole! Jimmy is way to good to just let go for cole...who played me 57 million times! I love Jimmy too much to hurt him anymore!! Well Jourdan is about to come over soo im gunna go! ttyl !
l u v . y a . l o t s
my laughs are becoming less.
& tears are becoming more.
he told me he still loved me.. but there
wasn`t that confidence in his voice. *
there wasn`t that sparkle in his eyes .
for the first time, i was [ fully aware ]
that he was sitting here lying to me «
FRUStRAtED * cuz i can't tell if ti's real
MAD * cuz i don't know how you feel
UPSEt * cuz we can't make it right
SAD * cuz i need you day and night
ANGRY * cuz you won't take my hand
AGGRiVAtED * cuz you don't understand
DiSAPP0iNtED * cuz you don't feel the same
but i still love you && that won't ever change
It's Y0U. You mean everything to me..
you are the first into my head in the morning
when i wake up, my last thought before i go to bed,
you smile at me in my dreams, when you're sad
i feel sad & when i see your true smile,
i feel incredible like there is no other thing
around & all i can see is you.. <3'
he managed to do the one
thing i could never do ; move on..
&& everytime a boy breaks your heart
you'll move on & find a new one & you
think; maybe this boy won't be like the rest.
but in the end he lets you down just like
all the others, leading you to think all
boys will break your heart < / 3
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Im sorry about everythang thats been goin on with us lately! I love you tho and always will! MUAH
my BaBy 
